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I leave the conference room in the middle of a meeting because I’m feeling a little claustrophobic.

It’s the day after going on a lovemaking marathon with Autumn, and perhaps I need to replenish my body with nutrients.

It’s been so long since my body has felt those sensations, and perhaps it needs time to readjust. I draw in a long breath, pulling air into my lungs and pushing it out audibly.

This deep breathing technique always helps me relax.

“Ay, you good, man?” Bryant asks.

“Yeah. I’m good. I just—just needed some fresh air.”

“I know things can get a little intense in those meetings, but they hate it when you walk out.”

“It wasn’t the meeting.”

“Oh. Um…do you need some water or something?”

“Nah, man. I’m good, but thanks. I’ll be back in there in a moment.”

I take a seat on a bench and rest my elbows on my knees.

It’s been a long time since I felt like this.

Like I’m too tired to think or focus. I don’t want to continue working – don’t think that I can.

I get in my car and head home. I see my father standing in his yard when I pull up in mine.

I get out and walk over. He’s trimming the grass around the sidewalk.

He could easily hire someone to do this maintenance for him, but he prefers to do it himself.

He takes pride in being able to take care of his home and run a successful business at the same time. He does it all.

“Hey, Dad.”

He rolls his wrist to look at his watch. “Hey. You’re home early ain’t ya?”

“I am. I left early today. I wasn’t really feeling it.”

“Everything okay?” he asks, pulling his goggles from his eyes and resting them on top of his head.

“Yes. Everything is fine. I think I’m more exhausted than anything else.”

“Coming back from your honeymoon will do that. Probably got a little jetlag, too.”

“Yeah, maybe that’s it,” I say, but deep down, I know it’s something more than that. I can feel something’s off with my body and I know I’ll have to see a doctor soon.

“Do you think it’s something more?” he asks.

“No. I think you’re right. I’m tired. Autumn thinks we probably should’ve taken some time off work after the vacation, too. I’m starting to agree with her.”

“Then, take all the time you need, as long as the company allows you to.”

“I’ll be alright. I’m going to take a shower and catch a quick nap before Autumn gets off work. I’ll see you.”

“Alright, son.”