Page 20 of Gratification in Gluttony (Passing Through Cafe #2)

Chapter twenty

Toni Does Good

Instead of ravaging Jude like a wild animal like his hormones demanded, Toni took his time dragging his sweatpants down his legs. Jude wasn’t wearing underwear, and Toni whimpered—fucking whimpered—at the sight of him bared completely.

He ran his hands through the dark hair on the human’s legs. Toni didn’t have much body hair, only a faint smattering on his groin, so he marveled at the soft curls covering Jude’s legs. And the trail under his belly button leading to the beautiful core between his legs.

“Look at you,” Toni said as he flattened his hands on the inside of Jude’s thighs and pushed, spreading him. Jude inhaled sharply, hands fisting the sheets on either side of his hips. Toni checked in, scrutinizing his expression for any hint of hesitation. “This okay?”

Blunt teeth digging into his bottom lip, Jude nodded. Toni massaged his thighs, kissing the inside of his knee.

“If you want me to stop at any point, just say so. Or if you don’t like something—”

“I want this,” Jude interrupted, grabbing Toni’s hand and squeezing. “I want you.”

“That’s real good, baby. Real good.” Toni grazed his teeth over the soft flesh right above Jude’s inner knee. “How do you like to be touched? What feels good?”

The hand on Toni’s gripped tighter, then guided Toni’s hand until his fingers touched soft, wet folds. They both groaned at the contact.

“This is my vulva,” Jude said, and Toni nodded. He remembered from the time they had phone sex. Jude had explained his anatomy and the terms he used, which had led to some extremely suggestive conversation points.

“Sounds so pretty,” Toni said, and Jude snorted.

“Not the sexiest word.”

Toni blew a raspberry. “I like it. It’s poetic.”

“If you say so. Usually people use cunt or pussy.”

“Do you?” Toni asked, and Jude’s shoulders wiggled.

“They’re as good of words as any.”

“Okay.”

Guiding Toni’s fingers higher, to the swell at the top of his cunt, Jude said, “This is my clit.”

“Not your dick,” Toni said with a mischievous smirk. “Because your dicks are in your drawer.”

“Yeah, Toni, my dicks are in my drawer. I know some would call this their dick. I just don’t.”

“Okay, then neither will I.” Toni circled Jude’s swollen clit with his fingertip.

Jude’s voice was shaky as he said, “It’s really sensitive, and I almost always need stimulation here to come.”

“Even if my fingers are inside you?” Toni asked.

Jude nodded. “Yeah, I’m not lucky enough to be able to come from penetration alone.”

“Me neither,” Toni said with a wink, and Jude grinned. “But does it feel good?”

“If you finger me? Usually. If I’m wet, and if I’m in the right headspace for it.” Jude’s breathing grew choppy as Toni circled his clit, adding pressure.

“Where’s your head at right now?” Toni asked.

“I’m… good. Like, I want you to… touch me.”

“You want my mouth here?” Thumb circling his clit, Toni dragged his other hand up Jude’s thigh until he could graze a knuckle through the folds to the opening of his channel. “And here?”

Jude shuddered. “Oh god. Yes. Toni—”

“I got you, baby. Just relax and let Toni go to work.”

With a laugh, Jude covered his face with a palm as the other hand delved back into Toni’s hair. He pulled gently, a clear invitation, and Toni accepted it whole-heartedly.

Taking his time, wanting to get familiar with the body he’d been dreaming about for weeks, Toni hunkered down between Jude’s legs, wrapping one arm around his thigh, hand flattening on his soft stomach.

With the other, Toni spread the folds of glistening skin and a growl clawed its way out up his throat. He pressed his face into the joint of Jude’s leg where it met his torso and breathed in. The human’s scent was so strong here, and Toni groaned.

“You smell so good,” Toni mumbled into Jude’s soft body hair. “I want to live down here. Just build a blanket fort and never leave.”

Another laugh wracked Jude’s body, and Toni grinned, scraping teeth over the thin flesh near his cunt. The leg in Toni’s grasp jerked, and Toni added more pressure to Jude’s belly to hold him in place.

At the first swipe of Toni’s tongue, both of them moaned, Jude’s fingers tightening impossibly in Toni’s hair. But that was okay. Toni would let him yank out all his hair if it meant he was making Jude feel good.

There was a learning curve, of course. Toni tried different things, ears in tune with every one of Jude’s sounds, finding what made him moan, made him whimper, made him cry out. He sucked on Jude’s clit, and Jude’s hips jerked, like he couldn’t decide whether to grind up into Toni’s face or escape the suction.

When he sucked too hard, Jude hissed and yanked on his hair. So he circled his tongue there instead, which had Jude cursing. Then he went lower, feasting on Jude’s folds and slicking his tongue over the opening to his channel. He teased Jude’s hole with his tongue, causing him to cry out and add pressure to the back of his head.

Taking that as an invitation, Toni licked inside, and Jude moaned, “Oh my god, Toni!”

And Toni snarled. He wanted to hear Jude screaming his name, so he settled the fuck in. He lost himself to the slick heat and the smooth, soft flesh. He was growling now, a continual thrum in his chest as he gorged himself on Jude’s pussy.

Jude gasped for air, both hands in Toni’s hair.

He said, “That feels so good.”

And, “Suck on my clit. Just like that.”

And, “Add your fingers. Inside my—fuck!”

Something primal crept over Toni’s brain, clouding it until only one thought remained. One mission. One goal. He was going to make Jude come. That was all that mattered now.

Jude’s sprinting heartbeat thrummed through Toni’s veins, and his moans were an ethereal chorus Toni wanted to hear for the rest of his life. He didn’t feel the ache in his jaw or the cramp in his neck. Because everything was Jude, Jude, Jude. And the human was chanting his name.

Then he said, “Oh my god, Toni, I’m gonna come. Don’t stop, baby. I’m gonna come. I’m gonna—Toni!”

And then he was coming against Toni’s mouth, crying out as he desperately ground against Toni’s face. Toni could barely hear Jude over his own ferocious snarling as he rubbed Jude’s spasming channel with two fingers and worked his mouth over his clit.

Even when Jude went completely limp against him, Toni couldn’t stop. He wanted more, needed more. He wanted to peel Jude open and burrow inside. He wanted to inhabit Jude’s skin and hold his soul in his hands. Because he’d finally found him.

Toni didn’t even know he’d been searching for him until he walked through the purple doors of the cafe, until he repositioned Toni’s fingers on the neck of his guitar, until he held Toni’s face in his hands and said, “You’re beautiful.”

And now he was here, in Toni’s arms, sobbing his name as he started to tremble again. Jude was here, and he was Toni’s. Oh gods, Jude was his , and Toni never wanted to let him go. He’d finally found him, and he wasn’t losing him. Not ever.

“Holy shit, I’m coming again. Ah, Toni, I’m gonna come again. Oh fuck, fuck, fuck!” Jude sounded broken as he came a second time, and Toni wanted to roar in triumph.

It lasted longer this time, Jude rolling his hips wildly, limbs jerking as Toni kept the pressure of his tongue and fingers constant until, after what felt like years, Jude collapsed back on the mattress with a sob-like cry. Even then, Toni licked him, drinking down everything Jude gave him.

“You have to stop,” Jude whimpered, yanking hard on Toni’s hair. “I can’t… too much. Toni, baby, you have to stop.”

Fisting Toni’s hair, Jude forced his head up, and Toni snarled at being denied. Jude looked entirely fucked out, skin glistening with sweat, face flushed, pupils blown out. His chest heaved, and his legs continued to tremble around Toni’s shoulders.

“You’re gonna kill me,” he said, voice wrecked. “Seriously, I need a minute.”

“Don’t wanna stop,” Toni said, voice full of gravel. “Want you to come again.”

Jude’s laugh was laced with hysteria as his head fell back on the bed. “I don’t think I can.”

“Okay.” Panting like he’d just swam for miles, Toni pillowed his head on Jude’s thigh, lazily stroking Jude’s drenched folds. He growled again, smug and satisfied. “Toni did good?”

Still laughing weakly, Jude nodded. “Yeah, baby. Toni did very, very good.”

“Yeah, he did,” Toni purred, sucking marks into Jude’s thigh. “Toni did fucking good.”

“You’re gonna be the death of me,” Jude said, petting Toni’s hair.

“So you’re saying, I’m making you see Heaven?” Toni bit down on the fleshy part of Jude’s inner thigh carefully, ensuring he didn’t break skin as Jude gasped.

“You’re such a smug douchebag.”

With a snicker, Toni dragged his thumb over Jude’s stiff clit. “A douchebag that did very, very good.”

“I’ll let you have that,” Jude said as his breathing started to even out, “because I can honestly say that no one has ever eaten me out like that before.”

“That’s fucking right,” Toni mumbled. “You gonna fuck me now as a reward?”

“How am I supposed to fuck you when I can’t feel my legs, you jackass,” Jude said, and Toni buried his face in Jude’s belly and laughed. “Give me a fucking minute!”

“Don’t you worry that smart, little head of yours. I’ll ride you. You can just lay back and enjoy the show,” he said, voice muffled in Jude’s tummy. He kissed the soft hairs there, and Jude squeaked. “Ticklish?”

“A little.”

Kissing his way up Jude torso, Toni took a pitstop at Jude’s chest, giving special attention to the scars there. Then he blazed a trail to one of his favorite spots—Jude’s armpit. He breathed in deeply, rubbing his face all over, which sparked another peel of laughter from his human.

Toni held his weight off Jude as he brought them face to face, but Jude had other ideas. He circled Toni’s neck with his arms and hauled him down for a filthy kiss. Pressed together, Toni moaned as his dicks rubbed over Jude’s core. Just a tiny adjustment, and he could be sliding inside.

Like Jude had the same idea, the human wrapped his legs around Toni’s hips and undulated. “You can fuck me,” he mumbled against Toni’s lips.

As much as he really wanted to, Toni shook his head. “Don’t got condoms.”

“I do,” Jude said.

“No, like Elas condoms. I don’t know if human ones are enough.”

Jude broke away from their kiss, arching an eyebrow. “Enough? What exactly are you planning to do down there?”

“Well, I would’ve continued snacking, but you made me stop,” Toni said, snapping his teeth.

Baring his blunt ones back, Jude pinched the back of Toni’s neck. “Stop whining. If you want me to fuck you, I need my supplies.”

“Accessories,” Toni chuckled, before he gasped dramatically. “Ac- sex -sories.”

And Jude threw his head back with a guffaw. “Oh my god.”

“Can I choose which dick you fuck me with?” Toni waggled his brows as he rolled to the side to allow Jude freedom.

As he scooted to the side of the bed, Jude nodded, still laughing. “Sure, pretty boy. You can choose the dick.”

With a victory wiggle, Toni crawled across the mattress, hanging his torso over the edge to open the bottom drawer of Jude’s side table. He handed Jude his harness, then started pilfering through the dildos. From the corner of his eye, he watched Jude step into the loops and shimmy the harness up his somewhat shaky legs.

Another wave of possessive satisfaction worked down Toni’s spine, followed by a warm fondness. As Jude adjusted the straps, he glanced Toni’s way and hesitated when he found Toni watching him. A shy smile curled his mouth as he blushed.

“Sorry, this is the unsexy part.”

Toni cocked his head. “What? I think everything you do is sexy.”

“It would be easier if I could just fuck you without the ac-sex-sories .”

“Ha, ac-sex-sories. It’s catching on.” Toni preened, making Jude snort. Then he sobered as he rolled off the bed and approached his human, so much smaller than he was. He put his hands on Jude’s shoulders, sliding in until he was cupping his neck. “I like everything about you, Jude. I like your smart brain and your quick tongue. I like how you can be a little mean to me, even though I know you’re not serious about it.”

Jude’s throat bobbed as his breath hitched.

“You’re so funny. Like, my gods, you make me laugh so much, it’s unreal. And let’s not forget, you were in a band.”

“In high school,” Jude said, like that somehow made it embarrassing. “I still can’t believe I told you that.”

“Still a band!” Toni announced to no one in particular. “Still counts. That’s sexy. And you’re dedicated and hard-working, but you still take time to teach me guitar, which takes a lot of patience. And your body is smoking. Like, for real. So fucking hot.

“And all this”—Toni waved absently at the drawer of dildos, before he dropped a hand to trace the top strap of the harness—“that’s just details, baby. I like every single thing about you.”

For a moment, Jude’s eyes widened in what Toni could only interpret as panic, and he feared, maybe, he’d gone too far. He lacked a filter most of the time, and it got him into trouble. He didn’t want to freak Jude out, but he also knew how he felt and didn’t want to lie about it.

Instead of turning tail and bolting, Jude exhaled shakily, the fearful expression melting into something tender but cautious. He framed Toni’s face, his hands soft, fingertips calloused from years of guitar strings cutting deep.

“How are you real?” he said, and he sounded like he was cracking down the middle.

“I’m just me, baby,” Toni said.

“You’re not just anything,” Jude said as he popped onto his toes and kissed him.

When Toni’s desperately hard dicks pressed into Jude’s stomach, he groaned into his human’s mouth. Jude smiled, licking the sound away. His tongue caught on Toni’s sharp teeth, and he tasted metal and something sweet. Blood. Jude’s blood. It scared Toni how much he liked the flavor.

“Does any part of you not taste good?” he grumbled, and Jude pushed him away.

“Don’t go all vampire on me,” Jude reprimanded, pointing at the bottom drawer of the side table. “Now pick out my dick.”

As Jude put the finishing touches on his harness, Toni plucked a colorful, somewhat flexible dong out of the drawer and faced Jude. Going down on one knee, Toni offered it to his human.

“Your dick, my dear.”

“You’re so fucking weird,” Jude said fondly as he took the dildo and secured it to the harness.

“Thank you,” Toni said as he hopped back onto the bed, giving his dicks a stroke.

Standing at the edge of the bed, Jude checked the buckles and straps, ensuring the dildo was secure, before retrieving a condom and a bottle of lube from the top drawer. Before he could put the condom on his dick, Toni crawled forward to circle his tongue around the silicone head.

Jude couldn’t feel it, Toni was aware of that, but he hoped the visual would do something for him all the same. Watching Jude from under his thick, mascaraed lashes, Toni took the dildo as deep as he could until he choked on it. Jude grunted, petting through Toni’s hair as he sucked him.

“You like having my dick in your mouth?” Jude asked roughly.

Toni nodded and hummed around the silicone, spit trailing down the length he couldn’t fit in his mouth.

Fingers tightened in Toni’s hair, and Jude said, “Good boy. Now turn around. Hands and knees.”

Anticipation tightened in Toni’s stomach as he sucked messily up and off Jude’s dick, a string of saliva stretching between his mouth and the head. Jude shuddered, using his thumb to smear Toni’s spit over his lips and chin. Toni sucked on Jude’s thumb for a moment before Jude pulled away, patting his cheek just shy of too hard.

“Turn around, Toni.”

“Yeah, get bossy. That’s hot,” Toni chuckled as he turned himself around.

A hard smack landed on his ass, and Toni yelped as Jude’s other hand shoved unexpectedly down on Toni’s back above his spinal fin. He let himself be pushed down until his chest met the mattress, and his dicks jerked.

“Fuck, be mean, too. I like that.” Toni arched his back, groaning as Jude dragged his hand down the length of his fin.

“I’m gonna be very, very nice to you,” Jude promised, placing a kiss to the base of Toni’s spine. “As long as you’re good.”

“I’ll be so good, you don’t even know,” Toni said, face half-buried in the bedding.

“I know you will.”

The bottle of lube clicked, then chilly, slick fingers slipped between Toni’s asscheeks to circle his hole. It had been a while since anyone had fucked Toni like this, so he closed his eyes and fought to stay relaxed as Jude gently, patiently opened him up.

His fingers fisted in the sheets when Jude added a third finger, a coarse sound escaping him as he bared down. Jude’s fingers were relatively small, but he still worked them deep, like he was searching for something.

“What feels good, Toni?” Jude asked, breathing hard like he was the one about to get fucked instead of Toni.

“Everything you’re doing feels good,” Toni managed to say. “But I’m most sensitive around my rim, if that’s what you mean.”

“Oh,” Jude said in surprise, pulling his fingers out to play more shallowly. “Like this?”

Toni could only moan in response as his nerve-endings started firing with pleasure. Some species needed deep penetration, but Toni’s pleasure spots were centered much closer to his rim. It was why he loved getting fucked by Lupyns or Incubi. Their knots felt like they were specifically designed to have him flying.

It was also why he’d chosen the dick for Jude to use like he had. It had been textured around the base, not a knot but bumpy, almost like the dull spines of a Nyko dick. It was going to feel great, Toni just knew it.

“You need to fuck me,” Toni said, pushing back on Jude’s fingers. “Please, just fuck me.”

“You still wanna ride me, baby?” Jude asked as he withdrew his fingers. “Or do you want me to fuck you like this?”

Both were perfectly acceptable, but Toni wanted to see Jude’s face as he impaled himself on his cock for the first time. So he lifted himself off the mattress with trembling arms. “I’m gonna ride you.”

“Good.” Jude settled himself against his headboard and slid the condom down his cock.

Toni sat back on his heels as he watched. “Can you come like this too?”

See-sawing one hand, Jude lubed up the dildo with the other. “Sometimes, if the pressure’s right. But not always, and that’s okay. I mean, you made me come twice already.”

“Still,” Toni said, leaning in to kiss Jude messily, all tongues and teeth. “Want you to come with your dick up my ass.”

“I’ll do my best,” Jude teased.

Grinning sharply, Toni licked across Jude’s mouth. “Get ready for the ride of your fucking life.”

“You talk a big game, pretty boy,” Jude said as Toni grabbed the headboard with one hand as the other threaded through Jude’s hair.

“And Toni’s gonna deliver, baby,” he promised as he found his balance, feet on either side of Jude’s hips. “Hold it steady for me.”

Jude rubbed Toni’s side with one hand as the other reached between them to angle his dick where Toni needed. A growl erupted from his chest as the tip of Jude’s dick pressed to his asshole. He slowly sat back on it, feeling it stretch his rim in a way that had his thighs shaking already.

“Easy,” Jude said, fingers tracing the place where Toni was impaling himself on his dick. “Fuck, Toni, you’re so beautiful like this. Look at you, taking my dick so good.”

“I’ll take it so good,” Toni grunted out as he rolled his hips to take it deeper. “Shit, I need more lube.”

“Okay.”

As Toni lifted off, Jude applied more lube to the dildo, then pushed two fingers into Toni’s ass, getting everything wet and messy. Then they went again, the glide easier now.

“You okay?” Jude asked, breath hot and heavy against Toni’s cheek.

Toni nodded. “Yeah, it’s just been a while. Fuck, you feel good.”

It took a minute or two for Toni to take the whole length, but when the textured base rubbed against his rim, his head dropped back with a pathetic whine. He ground down on it, making Jude grunt.

“There you go. Make yourself feel good.” Jude dug his fingers into Toni’s waist, and Toni nodded. He was already feeling good as he dug in his heels and started to bounce on Jude’s cock.

Now, Toni liked going to the gym, and he thought he was in pretty good shape, muscles lean but tight. But he’d been slacking on leg day or something because his thighs were screaming already, and all four of his lungs were heaving, gills flaring uncomfortably as he forced them to breath dry oxygen.

“I need to do more cardio,” Toni said as he slowed his pace, and Jude laughed weakly.

“You’re doing just fine from my perspective.”

“Yeah, but you’re not my thigh muscles right now,” Toni snipped as he readjusted, taking Jude deep and rolling his hips. Jude, for his part, just snickered.

Focusing on grinding the textured base of Jude’s cock against his rim, Toni gritted his teeth and moaned. The pressure must have been working for Jude too, because his human was moving with him, making sexy little noises in the back of his throat.

Sweat trickled down Toni’s temple, abs complaining as he undulated, and he released Jude’s hair to wrap his hand around both his cocks, stroking furiously. The pleasure was building, and Toni’s fingers bleached around their hold on the headboard.

“Fuck.” Toni pressed his forehead to Jude’s, baring his teeth. “I’m gonna come. Jude, baby, I’m gonna come.”

“That’s good, Toni.” Jude thrusted up into Toni’s pliant body as much as he could pinned beneath Toni’s weight. “Oh my god, you’re doing so good.”

The praise sent pleasure singing through Toni’s veins. His orgasm built in his belly, spreading heat through his groin and aching thighs. He quickened his pace on his cocks as Jude carved crescent nail-shapes into the dark stripes on his sides.

“Come, Toni,” Jude said, air puffing against Toni’s parted lips. “Be a good boy, and come on my dick.”

“Oh fuck,” Toni barked as his cocks started firing ribbons over his fist and Jude’s chest. His ass clenched around the base of Jude’s cock, the textured pattern of silicone rubbing just right as he came. “I’m coming on your cock. Shit, I’m coming.”

He ground down hard to keep his pleasure going, and it had Jude releasing a choked moan as he captured Toni’s mouth with his and shoved his tongue into his mouth. Something tore on Toni’s teeth—Jude’s lip or tongue, Toni didn’t know—but his mouth flooded with his human’s blood, and it sent another wave of pleasure through Toni’s body.

Grabbing Jude’s head with both hands, Toni angled it back to give him complete access to his mouth, drinking down Jude’s whimpers and, yes, the sweet metallic blood that some primal part of Toni wanted to feast on. Toni had heard about frenzy before, how an Elas could get so worked up they’d lose themself to the passion, to the lust. But he’d never felt it until now.

It took all his self-control to pull back, to stop himself from sinking his teeth into Jude’s shoulder for no other reason than to feel the flesh give, to taste the blood flooding his mouth. It wasn’t a physical hunger, not really. It was born from possessiveness, from the bone-deep need to have Jude inside him in every way possible, to leave his mark on Jude in return.

He wanted it, needed it. But he fought it, because Jude was human. He was so fragile, and Toni would never forgive himself if he hurt him. Jude was Toni’s to protect, even if that meant protecting him from himself. So Toni buried his face in Jude’s hair instead, inhaling bergamot and sandalwood and musky sweat.

And every single cell in his body said, “Mine,” and, “mine,” and, “mine!”