Page 21 of Enough Isn’t Everything (Everything Trilogy #1)

Chapter Fourteen

DESSERT

Alfie sat and rested back on his heels. “Hey, I nearly forgot… you want some ice cream?”

My eyebrows furrowed and looked at him skeptically. “Now?”

Grinning widely, he nodded. “Oh, yeah, especially now!” He looked animated, right before he grabbed the bag of supplies.

Taking a tub of vanilla ice cream in his hand, he scooped some out with his fingers. “Here.” He pushed some of it into my mouth with his fingers before I could protest.

It was runny and had begun to melt. Some ran down his arm almost to his elbow. He quickly tried to lick it, but I grabbed his arm and licked and sucked his arm clean. He shuddered at my touch. “Stop. This is my trick.” He scowled at me.

Taking some more ice cream in his fingers he fed it to me again. The coldness was in stark contrast to the hot, sensual feelings of arousal running inside of me.

Alfie’s mouth was on mine as soon as he’d scooped ice cream in it, licking and sucking my tongue and lips with his hot mouth. It was so hot. I moaned long and loudly, “Ohhh.” He drove me insane with the feelings of lust he was triggering deep inside me.

He gave me chills, and my folds were swollen as my sensitive flesh ached for him. The whole thing was so erotic. His hand fell between my thighs. “Aha. That turned you on a little, hmm?” My lust-filled eyes locked onto his, and I was pleading with him to take me.

I was so wet and aching to have him inside me now that I couldn’t stop squirming. He took some more ice cream and smeared it on my breasts, it was freezing. “Argh, oh, God, don’t…” I squirmed again trying to crawl and get away.

Pinning me down by my hips, he chuckled, and licked off the cold, melting ice cream. He sucked my nipples hard, and the sensation was incredible. “Christ.” Alfie licked around my areola, then sucked hard, sometimes chuckling at me when I squirmed, sending pangs of ecstasy to my loins.

He scooped more onto my stomach and used his tongue to lick it into my belly button, then his mouth formed a vacuum over it as he sucked it out again. His cold hands gripped either side of me. “Don’t worry,” he whispered playfully. “I’ll be sure to lick you clean, girl.”

I shivered and shook, my blood was on fire. “Please, Alfie. Please, I need you inside me,” I pleaded as I squirmed and writhed around. He continued to hold me in place as he enjoyed my body.

Suddenly he sat up, offering me a reprieve, and opened the champagne. “Want some?” He waved the bottle from side to side. He popped the cork, and it banged loudly.

Alfie didn’t blink when it fizzed and overflowed onto the bed. The cork disappeared toward the oak dresser in the corner of the room. He quickly put his mouth around the neck to try to catch it, but it was too fizzy, and the gas forced some out of his mouth as he chuckled.

He took some champagne in his mouth and spurted it into mine. I swallowed a huge mouthful, a trickle escaping from my mouth. The alcohol burned my throat a bit on the way down.

“That’s better!” he said, pouring more into my belly button and licking and supping at the little puddle he’d made. “You taste so sweet, darlin’! You’re ruining me, you know that?” His voice sounded ragged and desperate.

Pushing his head away, I tried to protest. “That’s not fair, you are driving me insane here with all of this, and I don’t get to do anything.” Alfie pulled himself away and flopped on the bed, lying semi recumbent, with the champagne bottle in his hand. “Oh, so you do want to play now, eh?”

Pouring a little of the champagne down his chest, Alfie gestured playfully at his belly. “Go on then, give it your best shot!” I sat up and put my hand in the tub.

The ice cream was like thick soup by then, and I scooped some out dripping it into spots on his belly to mingle with the champagne already there. He screamed and bent double.

“Ah, not so bold now, are you?” I teased, pushing him back. It was good to be in charge of him for a few minutes.

Smearing it up over his chest and stomach, I watched his reaction. “Jesus Christ, that’s freezing… oh… fuck.” His mouth made a silent scream of shock. I giggled as I licked and sucked my way down his body as he replicated the effect it had on me, intermittently shivering, and moaning.

Alfie’s eyes met mine. “You’re incredible. How did I live without you?” I hesitated when he said this. Swallowing audibly, I shook his remark off as heat-of-the-moment and dragged my tongue all the way down his happy trail, stopping short of his cock, which twitched.

I swallowed some ice cream and then licked his cock with my cold tongue. Alfie bucked up from the bed. He tried to pull me up to him. I resisted, and pushed him back down, driving him crazy with want for me.

“I need to have you now.”

I smiled, giving him a taste of his own medicine.

“Soon…” I took the champagne and swigged some, keeping it in my mouth.

I kissed him and allowed him to drink from me. He took some more, but before my mouth was empty, I took his cock in my mouth. “Shit! Fucking…” he muttered loudly. The alcohol burned in my mouth, but instead of swallowing it, I swished it, making the liquid froth around his glans.

He got up and pushed me back on the bed again, scooping the last of the ice cream and smearing my labia. He pushed some inside me with his fingers. The freezing sensation shocked me, and it started to have a numbing effect.

Squealing with shock, I shivered as he teased me with agonizing delight. His mouth was immediately on my entrance, sucking and licking, his tongue delving deep into me. He took his cold tongue up to my hard clitoris and drew it all the way down my seam to my anus.

I screamed, arched my back, and begged, “No more, I can’t take it, please fuck me.” He began lapping harder and faster at my clitoris, inserting two fingers inside me.

“Are you ready for me, Lily?” he teased, and I whimpered, “Please, please, I can’t…”

He whispered into my throat, “Go for it, girl.” He sucked hard on my clit, while he moved his fingers inside me rapidly.

I felt lightheaded and held my breath as my orgasm tore through me. I came so hard, bucking and thrashing, my head thrusting forward, and I screamed his name, “Alfie!”

He watched me, and smiled, as I continued to ride out my climax, almost forcing Alfie’s fingers out of me. He sat up, wiped his mouth, and smirked at me, then announced loudly, “Vanilla sex, my version anyway.”

Alfie rolled over onto his back and pulled me to him, his cock still erect, but he showed no hurry to finish off. He peered over at me, “You, okay?” I nodded and gave him a weak smile.

He rubbed my arm and drew small circles on it with his thumb, as I lay my head over his chest. I heard his heart beating strong and steady.

We lay in silence for a few minutes until I spoke. “What are you thinking?” I felt an immediate pang of regret after I asked him because I suddenly wasn’t sure I wanted to know the answer. I was beginning to think he didn’t want to continue, as he hadn’t completed what he’d wanted me here for.

“You want to know… seriously? Lily, I don’t know what you’re doing here with me.” I was stunned.

“What do you mean?”

He turned his head to look at me. “You… you’re incredible. You don’t need to be with me. You can have any guy you want out there. Trust me… I’ve seen how men look at you.” I wasn’t expecting that at all. I pulled back and perched myself on one elbow to look at him.

“I thought we had an understanding. I don’t want any other guys, I’m happy as things are now that you’ve explained your ignoring tactics. You’re exaggerating how attractive I am.”

Staring intensely at me, Alfie very slowly moved a strand of hair off my forehead and sighed heavily.

“I can’t love you, Lily. You should be with someone that can give you everything.

” I worked down a swallow and felt hurt.

It was so difficult to hear him say that to me, especially when I was forming an attachment to him.

“I won’t love you, Alfie. Isn’t this why we are doing this?” I held his gaze, and his eyes narrowed a little, then he moved and kissed my neck. I wondered if he was hiding any real feelings he had. Maybe he was trying to let me down gently?

“Alfie, if you don’t want to do this just say and I’ll leave.” As soon as I said it, I was afraid of his response. Would I be able to just up and leave without another word?

“Can I have a minute?” he asked, lying back and pinching the bridge of his nose with his thumb and forefinger. His breathing was a little deeper as he seemed to struggle with his feelings.

Debating whether to get dressed or not, thinking I didn’t want to be naked when he blew me out, I didn’t get time to think about it as Alfie rolled toward me. Tracing his index finger down my belly slowly, I could see him thinking before he spoke in a gentle tone. “Lily, sweetheart…”

I swallowed hard as tears were beginning to form in my eyes and I blinked hard, while trying to fight them back.

Alfie sighed and his face grew serious. “Lily, you are the whole package, the whole package.” He trembled a little. “You’re beautiful, intelligent, funny, playful, a goddess in the bedroom and too sweet and innocent to do this.”

Annoyed that he was judging me, I wanted to bite back. “Is that so? Why did you ask me then? You know nothing about me, Alfie. I don’t want to be in a long-term relationship right now. Your offer wouldn’t have appealed to me if I did.”

Alfie lay on his back again and stared at the ceiling.

Then he turned and met my gaze again and held it.

“Tonight… you were hot! I almost came just watching you in those heels, playing that guitar. You play amazingly. I want to play with you, by the way,” he added incidentally, smiled and shook his head in disbelief.

Not knowing how to respond, I stayed silent but blushed that he was paying me compliments about my music, and how I looked.

Having heard comments about how I looked all my life it was just a normal thing people said, but the comments suddenly had meaning when they came from Alfie.

It was like I craved his approval. “You can do so much better than me, Lily. Don’t waste your time with me. ”

I felt panicked. I really didn’t want to end this with him. “If you want out, just say.” I threw back at him. When his eyes darted at me, I knew he didn’t feel that way because of the way his eyes snapped to mine when he heard me.

“I’m in. Only if you insist, you’re sure?” he quickly mumbled. There was another silence.

Alfie’s next question was totally unexpected. “So what’s the deal with Will, are you fucking him as well?” I sat up and gave him an incredulous look, hurt that he could think that of me.

“Where has that come from? I’m not a slut, Alfie.” I wasn’t prepared for that at all. “Anyway, isn’t the deal we can fuck whoever we want with no strings?” I felt so hurt that he could think that, but I wasn’t going to show it.

Alfie perched himself up on one elbow saying, “Shit, I didn’t mean to make you feel you were under the microscope. I was curious, that’s all. I want someone on my level, and I believe now that you are. I’m more than happy with things.”

“Come on, ” he urged, immediately changing the subject to lighten the mood. Pulling me up off the bed, he led me into the bathroom.

It didn’t escape me that he’d diverted the conversation, but I was curious as to why he thought that about Will and me. After him saying that, I wasn’t sure we’d be doing this for much longer.

“It’s time to get clean,” he stated, darting back to his bedroom and returning with the champagne bottle and a couple of condoms from his pants.

Turning on the shower faucet, Alfie pulled me into the shower with him.

“Come on, you need a scrub, you’re a very dirty girl,” he teased playfully, swatting my ass.

After his offhand comments I wasn’t particularly in the mood, but as soon as he started peppering my neck with kisses under the shower, I was a panting mess again in no time. The guy turned me on at his will.

Lathering a face cloth with bodywash, Alfie began to wash me. He turned me away from him and began washing my back. It felt amazing as the soft, satiny bubbles cascaded down my body. The cloth soon dipped under my arms and over my breasts as he held me to him with one hand in front of my belly.

I could feel his hard cock grow and press into my lower back. This only increased my arousal, along with the fact that the cloth was now dipping between my legs, as he washed the most sensitive areas of my body.

Strangely, I found the act of him washing me more intimate than anything else we had done already. It was odd, given that he didn’t do emotions. He certainly made me feel quite emotional when he took care of me that way.

Taking the cloth from him, I repeated his actions, washing the sticky ice cream away. I smoothed his long cock, which felt so silky soft, but so ridged at the same time, as I stroked the soap bubbles over it.

As I was doing this, I saw some feeling in him that he would never admit to. There were fleeting torturous looks, longing and affection in his eyes. He kept leaning into me, burying his face in my neck, breaking eye contact before I could fully recognize what he was feeling.

Cupping water in my hands, I washed the soap away and crouched down, taking his cock in my mouth and sucking him gently.

Alfie threw his head back against the tiles with a dull thud, his face skyward.

His lips parted in his own moment, and he moaned softly, “Oh damn… I… God,” then hitched his breath letting it go in a slow hiss.

Tugging at my arms, he pulled me up and toweled himself dry before he reached over, grabbed a condom, and tore the foil packet with his teeth.

With ragged breaths he rolled the condom onto his shaft with care and stared into my eyes. “Sexy girl,” he mutttered and dipped his head to rest his forehead on mine, closing his eyes for a few seconds.

He confused me, but I decided not to dwell on it and go with the flow.