Page 20 of Chasing My Bliss (Behind The Lens #6)

Felicity

I thought it was going to be awkward doing my live stream in the house with Roxy here, but turns out I didn’t need to worry. After the movers left and my room was set up, she left, saying something about going out with some friends.

Did she go out with friends or “friends”?

My chest tightens, and I hate myself for caring. We’re not dating. She’s not mine. But yet somehow... I want to be hers. Even though I don’t have the first clue about what being hers would entail.

She showed me how to work her light setup, and of course, she let me know where her toys were if I wanted to use them.

My mouth scrunched up at that suggestion, but she assured me that she cleans them thoroughly after every use.

Still, I’m not sure about the idea. I’m not sure about a lot of things, but at least I have this livestream to focus on and take my mind off everything else.

One final look around the room and I feel more confident about doing this.

I never did any live streams while living at home, even while Mom was gone, thinking it best not to, especially since I didn’t know who my subscribers truly were.

I just felt it was better to be cautious, though I could appreciate how much easier it would have been had I not felt so paranoid.

I take a look at her collection and decide there is no way I’m using Roxy’s toys, clean or not. It’s too intimate, and that gives me anxiety. Instead, I bring the box containing mine into the room, planning to get some kind of rolling storage type bin to keep them in permanently.

I take a deep breath, turn on my laptop, and log into the site.

It’s now or never, Bliss. This is your money making job, at least until you graduate and get your degree.

My mind is so rattled, I almost go live without my mask on.

Thankfully, I realize just as I hover over the login button that I’m missing it, and quickly back out.

I side-step over to the box and start digging through it until I find it.

Green and black. My favorite colors and how I plan to decorate my new room.

I wonder if Roxy would be opposed to me painting my walls.

A sigh of relief escapes me.

“I almost royally fucked that up.” I mutter to myself, laughing off my near foolishness as I move back over to the laptop and start the stream, quickly moving back to the bed while the countdown starts.

Three. Two. One. Live.

I wait a few minutes, letting the notification go out that I’m streaming and watch as people log in to watch me.

RavenSin has joined.

ChainReactionX has joined.

RoughPlayRay has joined.

DarkRoomDante has joined.

InkedAlpha has joined.

MissMysteria has subscribed.

“Hello, all my Sweeties. Did you miss me?” I purr into the camera, keeping my legs pressed together until the big reveal.

DarkRoomDante: Where you at, Bliss? This doesn’t look like your normal place.

RoughPlayRay: Who cares where she’s at? Come on baby, show us that pussy. I want to jack off to you playing with yourself.

“Do you RoughPlay? Are you horny?” I lean forward, placing my forearms across my lap so that they squeeze my boobs together, causing them to spill over the cups of the green silk bra I’m wearing.

RoughPlayRay: Fuck yeah I am, baby. Be even better if you come over to my place and ride my cock. Let those tits bounce in my face as I shoot my cum inside you.

I debate replying to Dante. Telling them I’m streaming from my house may not be the best idea. But, it’s not like they know who I am with me wearing a mask, and I’m not giving them my address.

“I’m in my new place, Dante. I moved and I have space here to stream from. More privacy.” I toss him a wink as I let my tongue slide seductively over my bottom lip.

InkedAlpha: Bliss. Nice to see you.

“You too, InkedAlpha.” He’s being oddly nice tonight. Well, for the time being. “Are we ready to play? I don’t have long tonight. Big test at school tomorrow, but I’m so horny.”

I reach behind me, pulling out the vibrator. It’s shaped just like a standard penis, and I rub the smooth silicone tip of it across my lips before taking it into my mouth. In and out, I move it, moaning just enough for them to hear.

ChainReactionX: Holy fuck! I wish your mouth was on my cock.

Pulling it out, I put on a pouty face. “I do too, ChainReaction.”

HotHands69 has joined.

“Hello HotHands.” I bite my lower lip as I run the tip of the vibrator across my covered breasts.

He’s my quiet subscriber. Always here, but barely speaks in the chat. But when he does, it excites me. Guess it was a good thing I never told Ezra that.

“I’m so horny,” I whine again, drawing out my o’s for extra effect before getting back to the program.

I open my legs, showing them for the first time the crotchless panties I’m wearing, putting my pussy on full display for them.

Clicking the little button, I turn it on and it whirs to life, jolting me slightly, and I can’t help but moan as it hits my clit.

My legs spread wider as I scoot closer to the edge of the bed.

Leaning back on my hand, keeping my eyes firmly planted on the screen, I note all the messages that pop up, but I’m unable to keep up with reading them or replying.

All I can see in my brain is Ezra’s mouth on my tits and Roxy’s mouth on my clit, flicking rapidly across my tiny nub. Both of them vivid in my mind, guiding me, pleasuring me.

I move the vibrator to my entrance and waste no time as I thrust it inside of me. I need to feel the sensation, the fullness, my body craving the release from my wandering thoughts. My body thrums with need, want, and an undeniable desire to reach my orgasm.

My mind drifts back to Ezra, while trying to push thoughts of Roxy to the side. I fail, miserably. and as much as she does in real life, Roxy pushes through my barriers, planting herself front and center right beside Ezra in my fantasy.

Desire takes over as I pump the vibrator in and out, gasping as my heartbeat quickens with every thrust.

“Fuck, this feels so good. I’m so close, Sweeties. Do you want to see me come? To have me orgasm right in front of you? To show you my vibrator covered in my sweet, blissful juices?”

The screen lights up with messages, all of them coming in at rapid fire, but I don’t even care about reading them.

Instead, I pull out the vibrator and press it right against my clit.

It’s all I need to fall over the edge as lights from above cloud my hazy vision and I have the most earth shattering orgasm.

The only sounds in the room are my moans and the pinging sound telling me they’re commenting.

That each and every one of them is eating this up. Wishing they were here with me.

“Fuck me, Sweeties. That was intense.” I hold up the vibrator for them to see.

“Look at that. That’s how wet all of you made me.

” I don’t know what comes over me, but I slip it in my mouth, sucking off my juices.

Looking square at the screen, I pull it out.

“Mmmm, delicious. See you next time.” With that, I end the live.

Holy fucking hell!

I fall back on the bed, breathless and buzzing. But once the screen goes dark, so does the spark inside me.

It’s time to get up and go back to my room. Back to the boxes waiting for me to still unpack. A quick look at the clock on my laptop reminds me that it’s getting late, the seconds pushing the future into the forefront with each minute I sit here.

Standing up, I take the vibrator and my laptop and leave the room. I stop at the door just long enough to pop my head out and make sure Roxy hasn't returned and has company.

The house is quiet. The only lights on are the ones coming from my bedroom. I’m all alone.

Alone.

I don’t like that word all of a sudden.