Page 131
Story: Ill Will
I couldn’t get an answer out and he turned on the lamp next to the bed.
All I could do was yelp in pain as the light turned the migraine up to ten.
“Turn it off,” I begged. “Please, no light.”
Immediately it was shut off. Even talking had pounded on my head, and I curled into myself. God, I wished I had medicine. I could have caught this right when it started and it would have been okay.
“Amy,” Levi said. Dimly, I was aware of how panicked he sounded. “What’s going on?”
“I’ll be fine.” I curled in tighter on myself. “I’m just not well right now.”
But I’d not felt one this bad since the first one when I was a teenager.
“You’re not fine,” he said, his fingers touching my forehead. I let out a hiss of pain and shied away. His hand jerked back.
“Just leave me. I’ll get over it eventually.”
“What’s going on?” he asked. “Please tell me.”
“M-migraine. It’s bad.”
“On a scale of one to ten.”
“Nine,” I said without hesitation.
“We’re going to the hospital,” he replied immediately.
“No,” I begged. “I can’t afford it.”
“I don’t care about money.”
I opened my mouth to respond, but another wave of pain was sent my way, and all I could do was bear it.
By the time the wave subsided, Levi had left. I laid in the darkness, wondering if he was gone for good. Maybe he went to dinner without me.
But he was back before I could finish the thought.
“Put this over your forehead. We’re leaving now.”
“But—”
“No arguing.” His voice was soft yet filled with an unrelenting tension I hadn’t heard. “We’re going to the hospital. And that’s final. Cover your eyes. I’m carrying you to the car myself.”
He was going to regret this the second he saw the hospital bill. I’d gone once when I had insurance and I was still paying it off now.
But the idea ofanymedicine was enough to let him lift me up. I now had a thing to look forward to, a light at the end of the tunnel. I kept my eyes closed as he put me into the car and we sped through Nashville.
Time always moved funny when I was in pain, but it felt like we were at the ER way too fast.
My pain was worse, and the car didn’t help. The second he parked the car and I opened the door, I threw up. I hadn’t eaten anything, but my stomach wouldn’t stop roiling.
“I’m sorry,” I mumbled. “I know I must be so gross right now.”
“Amy, you’re sick. Very sick. Don’t apologize for a single thing.”
The lights of the hospital were awful, and all I could do was sit in a corner while I pressed the washcloth to my eyes. I resisted the urge to throw up again while Levi handled talking to the front desk.
“Come on,” he said. “We’re going back now.”
All I could do was yelp in pain as the light turned the migraine up to ten.
“Turn it off,” I begged. “Please, no light.”
Immediately it was shut off. Even talking had pounded on my head, and I curled into myself. God, I wished I had medicine. I could have caught this right when it started and it would have been okay.
“Amy,” Levi said. Dimly, I was aware of how panicked he sounded. “What’s going on?”
“I’ll be fine.” I curled in tighter on myself. “I’m just not well right now.”
But I’d not felt one this bad since the first one when I was a teenager.
“You’re not fine,” he said, his fingers touching my forehead. I let out a hiss of pain and shied away. His hand jerked back.
“Just leave me. I’ll get over it eventually.”
“What’s going on?” he asked. “Please tell me.”
“M-migraine. It’s bad.”
“On a scale of one to ten.”
“Nine,” I said without hesitation.
“We’re going to the hospital,” he replied immediately.
“No,” I begged. “I can’t afford it.”
“I don’t care about money.”
I opened my mouth to respond, but another wave of pain was sent my way, and all I could do was bear it.
By the time the wave subsided, Levi had left. I laid in the darkness, wondering if he was gone for good. Maybe he went to dinner without me.
But he was back before I could finish the thought.
“Put this over your forehead. We’re leaving now.”
“But—”
“No arguing.” His voice was soft yet filled with an unrelenting tension I hadn’t heard. “We’re going to the hospital. And that’s final. Cover your eyes. I’m carrying you to the car myself.”
He was going to regret this the second he saw the hospital bill. I’d gone once when I had insurance and I was still paying it off now.
But the idea ofanymedicine was enough to let him lift me up. I now had a thing to look forward to, a light at the end of the tunnel. I kept my eyes closed as he put me into the car and we sped through Nashville.
Time always moved funny when I was in pain, but it felt like we were at the ER way too fast.
My pain was worse, and the car didn’t help. The second he parked the car and I opened the door, I threw up. I hadn’t eaten anything, but my stomach wouldn’t stop roiling.
“I’m sorry,” I mumbled. “I know I must be so gross right now.”
“Amy, you’re sick. Very sick. Don’t apologize for a single thing.”
The lights of the hospital were awful, and all I could do was sit in a corner while I pressed the washcloth to my eyes. I resisted the urge to throw up again while Levi handled talking to the front desk.
“Come on,” he said. “We’re going back now.”
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125
- Page 126
- Page 127
- Page 128
- Page 129
- Page 130
- Page 131
- Page 132
- Page 133
- Page 134
- Page 135
- Page 136
- Page 137
- Page 138
- Page 139
- Page 140
- Page 141
- Page 142
- Page 143
- Page 144
- Page 145
- Page 146
- Page 147
- Page 148
- Page 149
- Page 150
- Page 151
- Page 152
- Page 153
- Page 154
- Page 155
- Page 156
- Page 157
- Page 158
- Page 159
- Page 160
- Page 161
- Page 162
- Page 163
- Page 164
- Page 165
- Page 166
- Page 167
- Page 168
- Page 169
- Page 170
- Page 171
- Page 172
- Page 173
- Page 174
- Page 175
- Page 176
- Page 177
- Page 178
- Page 179
- Page 180
- Page 181
- Page 182
- Page 183
- Page 184
- Page 185
- Page 186
- Page 187
- Page 188