Jake

I wrap my hands around Eliana’s waist and deepen the kiss, relishing the way she melts into me.

I feel my cock twitch in my jeans as she parts her lips, allowing me to taste her.

Her grip on my collar tightens as I hoist her up, wrapping her legs around my waist. I break our kiss to trail kisses up and down her neck as I walk us back toward my bed.

Eliana settles onto my lap. I trace idle circles on her exposed thighs as she slowly strips my sweater off her body.

With the fabric tossed aside she moves her arms so they’re covering her stomach, a sheepish look on her face.

I’d chalk the look up to first time jitters but something about the way she kept biting her lip and avoiding my gaze told me there was more going on.

Maybe she didn’t want to do this? My cock protests at that idea, but if that was the case I’d stop things right here.

I move my hands off of her body, and instead take her hand into mine, giving it a gentle squeeze. “What’s wrong?”

She shakes her head, schooling the expression on her face.

“ I’m just having a little insecurity moment.

I’ll get over it.” She leans down to kiss me, but I pull back.

If we were going to do this, I wanted her to feel comfortable and be present.

Not worrying about a dozen different things in her head.

“Can I do something to help?”

“No. It’s just...” Her gaze travels down to her arms which are still partially hiding her soft stomach. “I don’t exactly have a six-pack going on so…” She relents, moving her arms to her sides so I can finally take her all in.

Damn she‘s stunning . She has no reason to be insecure but given her shyness and her lack of knowledge about the “typical college experience”, I don’t think it was a stretch to say she was probably inexperienced in this department as well.

Which, as far as I was concerned, was a major turn on. We could take things nice and slow.

“You’re beautiful, babe. You’re fucking breath taking.” I reassure her.

I knew all too well that sometimes the biggest critic is the one inside your own head.

I cup her face in my hand and press my lips to hers.

Once softly and then a little harder, showing her how hungry I was to have her.

The sound of her moans fill my room and I swear I’ve never heard anything sweeter.

When I pull back, she lets out a soft whimper and I smirk as I bring my lips to the shell of her ear. “It’s taking everything in me not to lose all my self-control right now Ellie. If you keep making noises like that, I won’t be able to restrain myself anymore.”

Eliana places a hand on my lips, her cheeks flushed red. “Such a dirty mouth on you.”

That was tame compared to the other things I wanted to say to her, but we’d get there eventually .

I adjust myself so I can slide my jeans and shirt off, loving the way her eyes track me the entire time.

When I bring her back on top of me, I trail my hand down her spine until I brush against the clasp of her bra.

She gives me a nod before I unhook it. My mouth waters as I watch her pink nipples harden from being exposed.

“You still feeling okay?” I check in.

“Yes… I have a practical question for you right now.”

I snicker. “Let me hear it.”

“I’m feeling a bit sticky and gross from the beer, so I was wondering if we could move this into the show—Jake!” She squeals as I lift her into my arms with ease. I walk us over to my bathroom and turn on the water.

We both strip off our remaining clothes as the steam starts to fill the room, and we step inside my shower. Her eyes are trained on me as I lift the shower head off its hook and trail it over her long hair and slowly down her body. I do the same to myself before placing the shower head back.

Eliana reaches for a fresh washcloth, lathering it with soap before rubbing it in between her breasts and fuck me if it isn’t the hottest thing I’ve ever seen.

I’ve had a lot of women in my bed, but showering with one was a first for me.

She closes her eyes and takes a step back, leaning into the water so it can wash away the suds.

As she moves into the water her wet body slides against mine, and I feel my self-control weakening with every passing second.

“Jake?” She whispers, reaching her hand out with her eyes still closed.

“Reporting for duty,” I tease, entwining our fingers together.

“Can you kiss me, please?”

I wrap my arm around the curve of her waist and place my mouth on her soft, pouty lips.

I moan as she uses her free hand to play with my hair and deepen the kiss.

I adjust us so our chests are pressed against each other, and it feels like absolute heaven.

We pull apart for a second to catch our breath, and I shift to press a trail of soft kisses down her sternum.

Her nipples are practically begging to be played with.

I move my hand to cup one of her breasts.

“ Oh Jake,” she moans, her grip on my head tightening.

“That feel good, baby?” I ask, already knowing the answer.

”Really, really good—" She gasps as I take her nipple into my mouth and trace it with my tongue. I take my time toying with her breasts ensuring her nipples always have either my fingers or tongue on them, when I notice her squeezing her legs together. Desperate to release some pressure.

“Ellie baby, can I touch you?” I groan.

Gripping my shoulders, her eyes widen as she watches me trail my hand down her stomach, pausing right above her bare pussy. “God yes,” she pants, snapping my patience into pieces.

Slow. Jake. Slow . I drag a finger up her slit before sinking a finger inside of her.

Holy shit she’s soaked. Pausing, I wait for her to take charge of the situation and start telling me what to do next.

She looks up at me and pouts her lips. So the bedroom was the one place where she was okay not having full control.

“Fuck, Ellie. What did I ever do to deserve you?”

“More Jake, I need more.” She groans in frustration, resting her forehead on my chest. I place a kiss to the crown of her head as I plot out my next move.

I don’t think I’d ever given this much thought into hooking up before, but Eliana deserved more than just a quick round of sex.

Though I could tell that while she was enjoying herself, she was still building her confidence when it came to being with someone.

Hopefully after tonight she would have no doubts how special she was, and how special I felt to call her mine.

I wrap her into my arms and bring her into my chest, just wanting to hold her for a second before I turned her into a mess underneath me.

The thought makes my cock stir and I place a kiss on her neck, knowing exactly what I wanted to do next.

I move us back slowly toward the bench in the shower.

I take a seat before gently gripping Eliana’s waist, moving her down until her bare pussy was settled on my thigh.

I bring our mouths together, nipping at her bottom lip before taking her hips and guiding her to grind on my leg.

Her hands immediately come up to my shoulders, nails digging in, as I remove one of my hands from her waist and use it to part her lips so her clit can rub up against me.

She throws her head back in ecstasy as she fails to put together a coherent sentence.

“J—Jake … Oh god . That feels so good. Please, please .”

“You’re making such a mess Ellie, riding my thigh like a good girl.

” I move my hand that’s toying with her clit up to her face to tuck away the stray strands of hair covering her eyes.

I search them for any sign that my dirty words are unwanted, but all I can see is the opposite as her pupils dilate. So my girl likes being praised? Noted.

“You like that don’t you? Getting commended for all the hard work you’re doing.

God you’re amazing,” I groan, bringing my leg up higher to add more pressure to her clit.

The only response I get from her is a whimper followed by her leaning her head back and biting down on her lip.

How she managed to look so damn innocent and sexy at the same time I had no idea.

All I knew was that I needed her to come more than I needed my next breath.

“You getting close, Ellie?” I get a small nod in response as she reaches for my hand and brings it back down to her clit. “Use your words, Ellie. Tell me what I need to do to make you come.”

Her cheeks turn red at my request, and for a second I think she’s about to retreat back into herself before she widens her legs a bit more and whispers, “I’m so close, Jake. I just need you to play with my clit.”

I’m drawing circles on her swollen bud a second later, adding a bit more pressure than I did before to tip her over. I can’t stop the smirk on my face as a stream of moans fall from her lips, her body shaking as her orgasm takes over. “That’s my girl. Let go, baby. Let go.”

I hold her tight in my arms as she continues to come down, placing soft kisses on the crown of her head almost instinctively.

I have never been the type to want to cuddle after sex, and often dreaded it when a girl would come up with an excuse to sleep over that night, but with Eliana everything felt different.

I wanted her to feel cherished and know how much I cared about her.

Wanted her to know that I would be there for her, and that she could rely on me. Always.

She releases a content sigh as she traces the muscles of my bicep with her fingers. The completely innocent touch manages to light my body on fire again, and I groan, feeling the precum leak from my cock. Dammit I was acting like a teenager who’d just hit puberty.

“What’s wrong?” Eliana asks, as I let out a small self-deprecating laugh.

I tuck her head under my chin, loving the way she fit with me. She’s like a missing puzzle piece I didn’t even realize I needed. “Nothing, beyond the fact that you touching my arm feels like foreplay and my dick is screaming at me. Take it as additional proof for how gone I am for you.”

My words cause her to perk up and before I know it, she’s sliding down on her knees in front of me. She grips me in her hands tentatively. “Can you tell me how you like it?”

This fucking girl. A question that innocent shouldn’t have such an effect on me.

“Grip me hard. More. More, sweet girl, I can take it. Mmmm, perfect.” My hips buck instinctively as she applies the perfect amount of pressure to my cock and starts moving it.

The determination on her face, paired with the way she’s squeezing me, is more than enough to get me off, and then I feel her soft lips around my head. “Holy shit, Ellie,” I groan.

She stops immediately. “Sorry. Was that bad? I can stop.”

“No. No, babe. It was good. So good. Do you think you can take more of me in your mouth? It’s okay if you don’t feel up to it.” At this rate I’d take anything she’d be willing to give me.

She gives me a soft smile and nods, lowering her mouth back on me and moaning as she takes me further and further into her mouth.

She reaches her limit, so I thread my fingers in her hair to stop her from taking on more than she can handle.

She uses one hand to wrap around what’s left of me and the other she places on top of mine, holding my grip on her hair firm.

Eliana trails her tongue down my length, and my hips buck.

She moans in response and squeezes my hand, encouraging me to continue.

“Jesus, you feel so good wrapped around me. You’re such a good girl.” She moans at my praising words, which only adds more pressure to my cock. Shit. Shit. “Ellie baby I’m coming, I’m?—”

Her grip on my cock tightens and the next thing I know I see stars.

It takes everything in me not to shut my eyes but I need to see her.

Need to watch her as she swallows every last bit of me.

As I come down, she pulls away with a satisfied smirk on her mouth.

“Huh I think I might actually like giving blow jobs. Who knew.”

I snort, not able to form words following what might be the best orgasm I’ve ever had.

“I guess that’s what happens when you actually want to give one.” she says softly.

The muscles in my arms tighten. “Did someone try to pressure you into…” I can’t even finish my sentence. The thought makes me sick.

Eliana’s eyes widen. “Sorry I didn’t mean to kill the mood. Don’t worry about.”

I reach down, bringing her back into my lap and cupping her face with my palms. “You didn’t kill the mood. And you don’t have to tell me anything if you don’t want to. But I’m all ears if you need.”

“One of my exes was pretty big on trying to guilt me into doing stuff with him when I wasn’t feeling it.

I wrote it off in the beginning, but then it happened a few more times.

I would usually find an excuse to get out of the situation, but the last time he was a bit more aggressive.

He said that if I didn’t get him off then I must not love him.

I stormed out of the room, but he tried to follow me.

I kneed him in the balls, got away and never looked back.

I knew no one who truly loved me would ever try to force me to do something I didn’t want to do.

” She shrugs as if what happened to her was no big deal.

As if I wasn’t now determined to track down her shithead ex and break his nose (or worse) for treating Eliana like shit.

“I’m glad you didn’t take his shit. If you ever see him in public again just give me a call and get ready to bail me out of jail.”

She snorts, leaning her forehead against mine.

We sit there in a comfortable silence long enough for her eyes to drift close.

“Alright I think it’s time for bed.” I shut off the shower and we take turns drying each other before heading to bed.

The last thing I remember is bringing her into my arms before we both fell asleep, exhausted and incredibly sated.