Page 78 of His Atonement

Zan leans forward and kisses me. "So your vlog is about sex."

“No." I roll my eyes.

"It is about smoking weed?"

"Some of it is."

"And perhaps your photography?"

I nod. I have a funny feeling this is his way of getting to the bottom of things because despite his beautiful smile and delicious kisses, I feel the shift in Zan's mood. I can very literally feel the playful attitude take a back seat to his curiosity with a touch of concern.

"Working on the cabin?"

Another nod.

"Me?"

"Yes… " I wish he would just go back to trying to fuck me on camera, but even that wouldn't stop the questions once he saw how I can't straighten my legs.

"Our clan?"

"Some."

"And is this vlog perhaps part of your bucket list? To continue documenting everything? Including the things you still keep secret from me?"

And there it is.

I knew it was coming sooner or later, and now is apparently sooner.

"I'm not keeping multiple secrets from you, baby."

Zan smiles softly. "No, no I suppose you're not. Just one rather big secret, yes?"

"Zan… baby, I—"

"Don't you want to know what I bought for you while I was out with the wolf and the dragon?"

I guess that’s going to get edited out later, but I frown at his abrupt change in subject.

I can sense he isn't done, not back to being playful or just horny. I mean, he is both of those things, but Zan's still curious, still concerned and a touch hurt which fucking guts me but now… now he's also very much up to something.

"Okay…" I watch him grab the bag and remove two relatively small boxes, set them in my lap, then add a bottle of lube—coconut flavored lube. "Oh my god!" Giggling like an idiot I shake my head. "You bought us matching butt plugs?"

He nods proudly. "I did. We both enjoy a little anal play, I thought it only right for us to match." Then his grin turns devilish. “And I rather enjoyed the unplanned detour. Taking the wolf and dragon through that well hidden sex shop was far more enjoyable than I originally thought.”

I snort as I shake my head again. "At least you kept them reasonably sized." Smirking, I pick up one box and look it over. "And they are pretty cute."

"I found the jewel to be a nice touch. Adds to the sparkle we both wear so well."

"How often are you going to use these?"

Zan considers my question briefly then shrugs. "Yours? As often as possible until I can finally sink my cock into you everywhere.” He laughs as I roll my eyes again. "Mine? Whenever the mood strikes, I suppose. I've never bottomed before, but I do enjoy a bit of back door action from time to time."

"Oh I know.” I grin, then glance at my camera that is still recording. "Kinky as fuck."

"You love it,” he says as he takes the boxes and lube, and sets them next to his bowl. "Now, let's try them out. I've been walking around town with an enormous hard-on all day just waiting to come home to you so that I may use your new gift. Maybe while you're bound to the bed. I even considered the nipple clamps, perhaps the bullet on your clit while I fucked your sweet pussy."

Well, now I'm terrified and turned the fuck on.