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SILAS

D amien stayed, chatted, and took more photos.

Of course, he charmed Jo and my father, and even the nurses who stopped by to check on my dad.

Part of me wondered if that was due to his media training.

Then again, he rarely smiled, even for school events.

I was hoping his effort was all for me, and when he caught me staring and winked, I had my answer.

An hour later, he took his leave with the trophy.

I didn’t want him to go, and my eyes tracked his every step until he got back in his SUV. Jo headed inside for the washroom, and that’s when my dad began to slowly type on his phone.

Dad: What’s going on with you and Damien?

I sighed, unable to keep myself locked up anymore.

“A lot, Pops. A lot is going on.” I sighed and ran a hand through my beard. “I’m… I never told you before, but I’m… So the thing is, I’m gay.”

My dad’s gaze never wavered from mine.

“I’m sorry I didn’t say anything sooner,” I added. “I figured you had enough to deal with given your stroke recovery and worries about Jo. I didn’t want you to worry about me too.”

Dad: Glad you told me. But him?

“Is it that obvious?”

Dad: To anyone that knows you.

I nodded. Discreet, my ass.

Dad: He’s older and he’s your coach.

“He’s only eight years older than me. And we’re both adults. I’m not going to stop seeing him. I don’t care what anyone says.”

Dad: It’s serious?

“Yeah. I’m falling hard.”

Dad: You know your own mind. Always have. The way he looked at you… I don’t know if that makes it better or worse.

I glanced at the picture of the four of us and marveled at the way Damien was smiling at me. What we were to each other was right there for anyone to see.

“I’m happy,” I reassured my dad. “Really fucking happy.”

Dad: Language.

I started laughing, reaching for his arm.

“It’s going to be fine. I promise.”

Dad: Until the school finds out. What then?

“I’ll worry about that later.”

It was a shit answer, but it was all I had.

I should’ve been more concerned about how my teammates might react to this news; probably freaked out, like Finn.

And what about Damien’s job? Why did I keep ignoring the warnings that were flashing in front of me?

Before, the only thing I saw was my family and hockey.

But now, there was Damien. All I wanted was him, and fuck anyone’s opinion about it.

Dad: What we want and what’s best can be two different things.

“I know. But I’ve never felt like this before. This isn’t casual. Not for me or for him. And I know it seems impossible, but I’m good for him too. The man hardly laughed before and all I want to do is draw it out of him.”

Dad: He better treat you right. Or I’ll roll over his feet.

I chuckled at my dad’s protectiveness. “That won’t be necessary, but thanks for having my back.”

Dad: You’ve had mine. Looking after Josiah. It’s a lot for a man your age.

“I’d do it all over again.”

Dad: You and Damien, it won’t be easy. But I raised you to fight for what’s right. If Damien’s right for you, don’t give up.

A lump the size of a puck lodged in my throat, and I tried to swallow past it.

“Yes, sir.”

The door of the home swung open, and I glanced up. Josiah gave us a wave.

“They’re setting up for dinner,” Jo called out.

“We’ll be right there.”

Dad: Have you told Jo?

“Not yet. But I think he already suspects.”

Dad: Next time, invite Damien to join us for dinner.

“I’ll make it happen.”

Later that night, after Josiah had gone to bed and I was folding laundry, my phone buzzed. When I spotted Damien’s name I headed for my bedroom and shut the door.

Damien: It was awesome meeting your dad. To spend time with him and Jo. They’re both great.

Silas: Next time, stay and have dinner with us.

Damien: Did you tell them?

Silas: My dad knew. I guess we’re shit at hiding.

Damien: I thought the trophy was a perfect excuse and no one would be wise.

Silas: We’ll need to work on our game day face.

Damien: I’ll go practice in front of a mirror right now.

Silas: Do that, but take your clothes off first. Better yet, video call me, and we can get undressed together.

I reached for my nightstand, rummaging frantically until I located the dildo and the lube.

When Damien’s face popped up on my screen a second later, I tapped accept, lowered the volume, and positioned the phone on the pillow between my legs.

“Hey baby, can you see me?”

“I can see all of you.” Damien licked his lips. “This bed is too fucking empty without you.”

“I wish I was there. Are you wearing anything?”

“This smile that I can’t seem to get rid of.”

I grinned in return.

“Prop the phone up so I can see you.”

I held my breath and waited, my pulse jumping like crazy, while Damien set up his phone.

“Yeah, like that,” I whispered when he lay down on the bed, his body on full display.

My eyes roamed over every inch of him, the powerful biceps, the slope of his abs, that delicious, dark treasure trail, and finally, his cock. He was hard, and all mine.

“Grab some lube and stroke yourself,” I demanded. “Nice and slow.”

“You do the same.”

“I’m getting my dildo ready,” I confessed.

Damien groaned. “Fuck, this is the first time I’ve ever been jealous of a fake cock.”

I laughed out loud at that.

“No jealousy needed. I’ve named him Banning.”

Damien’s husky laughter filtered through the phone, and it made my already aching cock even harder.

“Fucking tease.”

“You haven’t seen anything yet,” I warned him. “Stroke yourself off, Damien.”

Watching him fuck his fist was so much more than hot. It was better when my hand was the one wrapped around him, but I’d take him anyway I could get him.

“Imagine I’m right there with you, baby, touching you, teasing you.”

Damien’s deep groan had me reaching for the lube, slicking up both my hands. I slid one around my cock and gave myself an experimental tug, reaching for my balls with my other, teasing my taint, then my hole. I watched Damien jerk off, my movements mirroring his, both of us stroking harder, faster.

“I want to see your hole,” Damien growled. “Show me.”

I spread my legs and pushed one finger in my ass. The burn was so good, so heady that I added another finger, and fucked myself. In and out, over and over, while my other hand frantically stroked my dick.

“I want you inside me,” Damien confessed. “I want you in every way.”

I glanced at my screen, mesmerized by the sight of Damien teasing the rim of his hole. When he pushed one thick finger into his ass, my hips came off the bed, and both of us let out a dirty moan at the same time.

“You want me to fuck you, Damien? You want my cock in your ass?”

“Yes.”

“Watch.”

I withdrew my fingers, grabbed the dildo, and pushed it into my hole. Inch by inch, my ass swallowed the whole thing, the tip of the toy nudging my prostate.

“Damien! Shit, that’s good.”

“I’m right there with you, baby. Don’t stop.”

I fucked the dildo, and fucked my fist, all while watching Damien do the same. My rhythm faltered when he added a second finger, his hands working as fast as mine. My climax couldn’t be contained, all the pleasure washing over me.

“Come for me, Damien. I need you to come for me.”

Damien’s grunts and moans grew louder, and his hands moved faster. Both of us were making a sexy mess of ourselves with lube and pre-cum, and I wished like hell I was with him. Watching was a turn on but touching him and tasting him couldn’t be equaled.

“Baby, I’m so close… Oh fuck, oh God, I’m gonna come.”

Damien’s hips pumped faster as his groans grew louder.

“That’s it. I wanna see it,” I moaned. “Next time, I’m gonna pump your ass full of my cum and eat you out.”

“Fuck!” Damien screamed as his body jerked.

Ropes of glistening cum covered his dick, his balls, his hands.

The sight of his release pushed me over the edge.

My balls pulled up so tight, it was damn near painful, and when I tapped my prostate with the dildo, I was done.

My thighs locked up, the orgasm obliterating what was left of my control.

I released so hard that my vision wavered, my hips coming off the bed, and I unloaded cum everywhere. So much cum.

“Look at you,” Damien whispered. “So fucking hot.”

“Holy shit.” I panted. “That was incredible.”

“You better be at my place tomorrow after work,” Damien demanded. “We need to reenact this in person.”

“Only if I can rim you. I want to suck on your hole and fuck you with my tongue.”

“Jesus, the filthy things that come out of your mouth,” Damien muttered, his legs lax, his face flushed. “I think I came again.”

“Lick it. Taste yourself.”

Damien slid his hand up his chest, higher, until he reached his mouth. He made a big show of sticking his tongue out, licking his fingers.

“Now slide that wet finger back over your hole, and tease it real good,” I encouraged.

Damien did as I asked. The sight of his finger sliding over his pink hole, the hole I was going to fuck soon, had another spurt of cum leaking out of my dick.

“I can’t wait until I can suck on that tight hole of yours,” I confessed. “I’m going to rub my beard all over your skin too, until I redden those gorgeous thighs. You gonna ride my face, baby?”

“Yes.”

“You gonna let me fuck your ass, Damien?”

“Yes, yes, yes,” Damien chanted. “I need it. Want you all over me, inside me. Jesus, I need you so fucking badly.”

“I’m gonna give you everything you need. Face-to-face. I want to watch those incredible blue eyes of yours when I pull your sexy legs over my shoulders and make you mine. Then I’m going to pound your ass until you come so hard you won’t remember your own goddamn name.”

Damien’s body jerked again, more ropes of cum covering his abs. Another spurt leaked out of my cock, my erection half hard.

“I don’t think I’m going to make it until tomorrow,” he moaned. “After coming twice in a row, I feel like I’m going to pass out.”

“Good thing you’re already in bed,” I teased. “We’re going to wreck it tomorrow. I can’t fucking wait.”

“Wish you were here now. I want to kiss you so badly.”

“I want to kiss you too,” I admitted. “I need that more than anything.”

I was completely addicted to this man, and there was no going back.

“I should let you go,” he replied. “But I don’t want to.”

“So, don’t. Talk to me.”

“About?”

“Anything,” I replied. “Hockey, sex, dreams, goals, life?—”

“We could be on the phone all night,” Damien replied with an irresistible smile.

“Exactly.”