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CHAPTER 64

ALEXEI

Song- Sleep Token, Sugar

I can’t fucking sleep. The voices plaguing my mind won't shut up. Usually, I don’t care, I welcome them.

Now, I know what I have to do and I feel like I’m about to rip my only source of happiness away from myself.

A sacrifice I’m not ready for and I know Lara isn’t either. But it’s the only way.

Brushing her hair away from her face as she sleeps soundly with her head resting on my chest. I wonder if she can feel my heart pounding.

“Alexei.” Her voice is almost a whimper. That raises my brow and sends blood rushing to my cock.

Gently, I run my index finger along her scarred cheek, but her eyes stay closed, her breathing is still heavy.

Interesting.

I do wonder how she’d taste when she’s dreaming.

Sliding my arm from under her, she rolls onto her back. Jesus, fuck, she’s beautiful. I can’t resist. Leaning in, I start peppering wet kisses along her jaw, as she tips her head to the side, I work my way down the column of her neck.

So responsive to me, even in her dreams.

“Do you need some help waking up, pchelka?” I whisper in her ear.

Her body shivers against me.

Just tracing the tip of my finger between her breasts makes her back arch slightly off the bed and her lips part.

So I keep going, lightly brushing the skin all the way down, and as I reach her hips, her legs spread for me.

‘Mmmm.” She breathes out.

I reposition myself, being careful to keep quiet as I do, my hands grab the inside of her thighs and push them wider as I sink lower. Running the tip of my tongue along her pussy, she’s already wet for me. I watch as her hands float up and land by her head on the pillow. So, I slide mine along her stomach and grab a handful of her breast, rolling her perky nipple between two fingers as I suck on her clit.

I keep it slow and sweet, sweet just like she is on my tongue.

Her hips start to roll in rhythm with me, I slide a finger inside her tight cunt.

“Shit.” She sucks in a breath, turning her head into the pillow.

I don’t want her awake yet. I don’t want that until my dick is being strangled by her. That’s the perfect wake up call, being fucked into consciousness.

And what a way to say goodbye.

“Such a good girl for me, aren’t you?”

“Hmmm.”

A little sleepy smile plays over her lips as she stretches, pushing her pussy back into my face.

I give her what she needs, eating her out until I notice her legs quivering next to my head.

Before she can fully wake, I sit up, licking the taste of her from my lips then lining my cock up with her entrance. Leaning over her, holding my weight on my forearm, I slide in, inch by inch.

Her mouth opens and I can’t help it, I thrust inside her and slam my lips over hers.

“Morning, baby,” I whisper against her.

“Morning,” she says lazily, dragging her nails up my sides sending shivers down my spine.

Maybe I should get those tatted too. Or her name.

“More, Alexei.”

She bats her lashes at me, with another thrust as deep as I can go, I grip the sides of her neck, just like how she taught me.

Giving light pressure, that sleepy look in her eyes replaced by a pure feral desire for me.

“Like this?”

She tries to nod and I squeeze tighter. As I up the pace, I kiss along her cheek, those strangled moans coming from her are like music to my ears.

I’m careful to make sure I don’t clamp too hard, and I almost lose it when she digs into my back.

“Fuck, you’re perfect,” I grit out, pushing her knee to her chest so I can hit that spot she desperately needs.

As her moans grow louder, the harder it is to control myself.

I need her screaming my name loud enough the entire street gets woken up too.