Page 38 of Anyone But Me

“S-sure.” What I really wanted was to take charge, but since I was new at this, my bigger priority was not messing it up. More than anything, I wanted Jax to feel good. Really good.

“Grab a hold of the dildo and align it where you’re going to enter me, then start by slowly pushing it inside.”

I did as she said and was surprised by how easily it slid into her.

I kept my eyes on Jax’s face the whole time to make sure I was doing it right.

Her eyes were squeezed shut and she was biting her bottom lip so hard, I worried she might make it bleed.

As I went deeper and deeper, she whimpered and winced as if she was in pain.

“Am I hurting you?”

Jax’s eyes opened and stared deeply into mine. “It’s good, trust me. Everything you’re doing is amazing. Once you’re all the way in, pull out a little and push back in. S-simple as that.”

Simple as that. Sure. When I was as deep as I could go, I pulled out a little and pushed back in. The pleasure all over Jax’s face and the way she squirmed underneath me helped my confidence, so I went harder the next time.

With every push, Jax muttered under her breath between whimpers. “Yes. Right there. Fuck. Yes. Fuck, baby. I’m so close. Fuck me.”

At this point, I was slamming into her and the only thing that could have stopped me was if Jax asked me to. I didn’t need direction anymore. I knew what I was doing. I was fucking Jax, and I was going to make her fall apart below me.

With one extra hard and deep thrust, she did just that. Her body writhed and she grabbed onto me, holding me tight up against her while she rode out her orgasm.

It was so sexy, there was no way I was done. With a newfound confidence, an idea popped into my head. I waited for Jax to catch her breath, and as soon as she opened her eyes, I was ready. “Get on your hands and knees.”

Jax’s eyes became like saucers as she widened them in obvious surprise. “What?”

I remembered how much Jax seemed to enjoy my dirty talk from the night before, so I leaned down to whisper in her ear. “At the risk of repeating myself, did I fucking stutter?”

Jax legitimately growled as she shot up from the position she was in and onto her hands and knees.

My eyes were immediately drawn to the “Your Name” tattoo, which was now in plain view.

If I wasn’t so turned on, I probably would have broken into a fit of laughter.

I positioned myself behind Jax and brought my hand between her legs, moaning when I found her dripping wet.

For me. I pushed two fingers inside of her and moaned at the same time she did.

“I… I didn’t know if I could come again so quickly, but that’s not going to be a problem,” Jax said between deep gasping breaths.

“So, you’re ready for me?” I asked, my voice so sultry, I almost didn’t recognize it.

“Please.”

“I love when you beg.” It wasn’t just a line. I really did. And with my newfound confidence, I pushed the dildo inside of Jax once again.

It was a little tougher from this angle, but I was able to find my rhythm fairly quickly. I moved in and out of Jax so rapidly that the pressure of slamming into her had me getting closer to the edge as well. “I’m going to come while I’m inside of you,” I whispered, which made Jax moan even louder.

I fucked her harder and harder, loving the way it felt to ride her.

When I felt myself coming closer to the edge, I brought my thumb to her clit to make sure I didn’t come without making her do the same.

From there, my mind went completely blank.

There was nothing but loud breathing, moans, her body against mine, and the smell of sex in the air.

When I came, it was harder than I ever had before.

My whole body lit up as I held myself against Jax, vibrating against her until all of the sensations slowed down and finally stopped.

“Fucking hell,” Jax muttered as she fell onto the bed.

I collapsed beside her, wordless and breathless.

I wasn’t sure how much time passed before I heard Jax start to chuckle. “Seriously, where the hell did you come from?” she asked as she stared up at the ceiling with a satisfied grin on her face. A satisfied grin that I had put there. Just me. No one else.

Unfortunately, with the way my overthinking mind works, these thoughts took me down another rabbit hole to something I didn’t want to think about right after having sex.

But now that it was in my head, I couldn’t let it go.

I rolled over onto my side and propped my head on my hand to stare at Jax.

“Is it okay that we’re doing this even though you were talking to that girl from the dog park? ”

I really hoped talking was all they were doing. It was none of my business if it wasn’t. I knew I had no right to be jealous, but I couldn’t help it.

Jax furrowed her eyebrows, and I couldn’t tell if it was because she was confused by my question or was preparing to give me an answer I didn’t want to hear.

“That fizzled out before it even started. We exchanged numbers, met at the dog park once, and after that, our texts became less and less until they stopped completely. I think we both realized there really wasn’t anything between us. ”

But there’s something between us, right?

I really wanted to ask the question, but the confidence I had gained in bed seemed to have melted away now that I was no longer on the brink of an orgasm.

“Cool.” I nodded as I tried to think of the best way to change the subject.

“I’m really glad your parents are such heavy sleepers. ”

“I know, right?” Jax laughed. “If we could do all of this while under their roof, just think of what we can get up to in the privacy of our own apartment.”

“I can’t wait.”

I really couldn’t. I just hoped that everything we got up to didn’t end with me getting my heart broken.