Page 35 of Anyone But Me

As we continued to kiss, Jax’s hand moved down my body and back in between my legs.

Her fingers touched me so gently, it was like a feather to the skin.

She moved her hand back up my stomach and pinched my nipple between her fingers once again, but this time, instead of being rough, it was more like she was massaging it.

She broke from the kiss and her mouth moved to my other nipple.

I squirmed under the touch of her tongue and fingers.

It was obvious Jax didn’t care if I came quickly, but I really didn’t want to.

I wanted to hold on as long as possible.

I wanted to memorize every touch and every kiss.

I wanted it all forever. Stop. Don’t be crazy. Focus on now.

Sparks erupted behind my closed eyes when Jax bit down on my nipple, then swirled her tongue around it in soothing circles. It hit me at that moment that my arms were at my sides like a dead lay, not returning the favor in any way.

I quickly moved my hands onto Jax’s stomach and wondered why I hadn’t been touching those perfect muscles this whole time.

I couldn’t stop myself from continuously scratching my nails up and down her tight stomach.

I knew for her sake I should switch to her more sensitive areas, but I loved the way they contracted under my touch.

And if Jax’s labored breathing was anything to go by, she didn’t seem to mind one bit.

I moved my hands to her chest and squeezed both of her breasts.

“Ungh,” Jax grunted through gritted teeth.

I took this to mean she liked it, so I kept doing it. When I tweaked her nipples, she made the same sound, so I continued to do that as well.

“Fuck, Carter, I’m so close already,” Jax said as she gyrated against me.

“And you haven’t even had my fingers back inside of you yet.”

Jax grunted once again, and when I moved my fingers between her legs, she did the same.

I ran my fingers through her folds, and she ran hers through mine.

When I pressed two fingers into her warmth, two fingers entered me as well.

When I realized she was repeating whatever I did, I moved my fingers faster.

The fast movement of her fingers had me climbing closer and closer to the edge.

I knew it wouldn’t be long before my orgasm hit.

As much as I wanted this to last, I also needed release, so I added a third finger and pushed all three deep inside of Jax.

I moved them in and out until I couldn’t take it anymore, then curled them to hit just the right spot.

When she hit that same spot inside of me, I screamed out.

My body twisted and jolted and so did Jax’s.

The sensation of both of us slamming against each other in total ecstasy drew out my orgasm.

When Jax rolled off of me, I stared up at the ceiling as I struggled to catch my breath. For a few minutes, the only sound in the room was our labored breathing, but Jax finally broke the silence when she laughed. “That… you… where the fuck did that come from?”

I rolled onto my side and draped my arm over Jax’s stomach. “What can I say? There’s much more to me than what meets the eye.”

Jax laughed even harder now. “I’d say so. Shit.” Jax rolled onto her side so we were now facing each other. “Speaking of more. According to your list you needed to have either a fling or a one-night stand. Which one is this?”

Hopefully neither, I thought to myself. I still wasn’t ready to speak that out loud though.

If I could just complete my list, I’d be the New Carter , and hopefully that would make me someone Jax won’t grow tired of.

I was already over halfway done. I could be patient.

If I was going to tell Jax how I felt and hopefully pursue a relationship with her, I wanted to be the best version of myself.

“I would really enjoy it if this happened again.”

Jax’s smile widened. “Thank God! I was hoping you’d say that.”

Jax had a look in her eye that told me she was ready for another round, but I couldn’t handle that right now. This had already been more intense than anything I’d ever experienced.

“Unfortunately, we have to stop for tonight, or there’s no way I’ll be able to stay up on my skis tomorrow. It’s already questionable and wobbly legs are not going to help.”

“I can be patient.” Jax wrapped her arm around me and pulled me close, the heat of her body almost making me change my mind about what I had just said.

“Just for the record, I want you to know that you can use me any way you want during this fling. Even though it definitely doesn’t seem like it, I know it’s been a while, so if there’s anything you want to practice on me or try for the first time, I’m totally in.

It doesn’t matter how kinky it is. I’m literally down for anything , especially if it’s with you.

Of course, I’m also okay with more of this if that isn’t your thing. ”

There actually were certain things I wanted to try that I’d been afraid to mention to Marcie back when we were dating because I worried she would see me differently.

There was a much more sexual side of myself that I thought people would judge if they knew about, so I kept that part of me hidden away.

Other people would probably think it was weird of me since nothing I had in mind was really that unusual, but it was definitely different from the very vanilla sex I had in high school and college.

“There’s definitely a few things I’d be down to try out on you,” I said as flirtatiously as possible before placing a kiss on her lips.

When I pulled back from the kiss, Jax’s eyes were alight with possibility. “Do whatever you want to me, baby. I’m all yours.”

I wish you really were.