Page 34 of Anyone But Me

Jax had been dreaming about having sex with me for too long ? What did that mean? Had she also wanted this ever since our not-so-fake kiss? I didn’t have time to think about it, because we were now in Jax’s room, and she was pushing me against her door and kissing me.

She kissed me with an intensity that put me on edge. My fight or flight response was going crazy causing my heart to race, my skin to tingle, and my neck to break out into a cold sweat. Normally, all of these feelings would be uncomfortable for me, but right now, I wanted more of them.

Jax’s hands ran up and down my arms as she pushed her tongue into my mouth.

Our tongues battled for dominance as if this was some type of competition.

As we continued to kiss, Jax’s hands moved to my body.

Since we were already naked from skinny dipping and had dropped our towels as soon as we stepped through the threshold to her bedroom, her fingers were already on my skin, and it was driving me crazy.

I brought my hands to her stomach and scratched my fingers against her tight muscles.

Jax growled into our kiss, and it made me become even more feral.

I moved my hands up her stomach, onto her chest, and squeezed her nipples between my fingers.

Jax growled once again and pushed her body even tighter up against mine.

It had been so long since I had done this with another person, I was already close to losing it without her fingers even coming close to my most sensitive areas. I pushed her away slightly, so I could speak. “Jax… I… I’m not going to last long.”

Jax’s eyes burned with an intensity I had never seen before as she stared into mine. “Good. I want to take you fast and hard, then we can slow it down.” She leaned in so her mouth was right next to my ear. “The faster you come, the more turned on I’m going to be.”

Fuck. She was about to be very turned on, because there was no way I was going to last very long, especially when Jax brought her fingers to my dripping wet center.

She ran them through my pleasure, then held up her fingers so I could see how they glistened from my wetness.

As if that wasn’t all enough, she put her fingers into her mouth and licked them clean.

She closed her eyes and groaned. “Are you this wet because it’s been so long or because you’re with me?”

“You. It’s all because of you.”

“Good.” Jax smirked and moved her fingers back down to tease my entrance. “I’m going to fuck you right now against this door, so I can feel just how turned on I make you. Then I’m going to worship you the way you deserve.”

Holy shit. I was already seeing stars from her words alone, and then she pushed two fingers deep inside of me. I moaned both from pain and pleasure. It was the perfect mixture, and I wanted more of both. “Harder.”

Jax removed her fingers and smiled at me. “What was that?”

I knew she had heard me, but I could also tell she wanted to hear exactly what I wanted coming right from my lips. “I want you to fuck me so hard that I come all over your hand.”

Jax’s eyes went wide, and her pupils dilated so much that her eyes looked black.

I could tell she wasn’t expecting it, and I loved it.

It made me want to surprise her more and more, but for now, there was something else I needed, so I grabbed her hands and brought her fingers to my hole. “Did I stutter?”

“Fucking hell,” were the only words Jax muttered before shoving her fingers back inside of me.

She did exactly as promised and held me against the door while she fucked me with her fingers.

Each time her fingers entered me, it was deeper and faster.

My legs started to give out on me, and if it wasn’t for Jax holding me up, I would have crumpled to the ground.

My head fell onto her shoulder as my body began to shake.

The sensation started right where Jax’s fingers hit and spread throughout my body like a bomb exploding.

Jax slowly removed her fingers from me as my orgasm subsided. She kissed me again, but this time it was slow and sensual. It was like she was trying to fix what she had broken by gently stroking her tongue over mine. It didn’t matter though. Jax could break me like this whenever she wanted to.

When Jax pulled away from me, her smile was glowing even more than usual. Her sweat-glistened chest moved in and out as she caught her breath. “That was, by far, the sexiest experience of my life.”

“Really?” I assumed Jax must have just been caught up in the moment, because there was no way this was her best sexual experience when she had so many others to compare it to. “But you didn’t even come… yet.” I made sure to add that last word, so she knew I was planning to do just that.

Jax grabbed my hand and pulled me over to her bed, where we both sat down. “Watching you fall apart was the hottest thing I’ve ever witnessed. I want to do it over and over again.”

I wanted that too. God, did I want that. There was something I needed to do first though. I pressed on Jax’s chest and nodded toward the top of her bed. “Lay down.”

Jax nodded and scooted up the bed. “Yes, ma’am.”

Once Jax was situated with her head on her pillow and back flat against the bed, I situated myself between her legs and pushed them apart.

There were so many things I wanted to do to Jax, things I hadn’t even imagined doing with anyone else, but first, I needed to taste her.

I bent down and ran my tongue through her folds, moaning when I found how wet she already was.

When Marcie and I were together, I wouldn’t say I actually enjoyed the process of going down on her.

I did it, because I knew she liked it, but it was mostly for her pleasure.

Licking Jax was so much different. I wanted to make her feel good, of course, but I also wanted so much more than that.

I wanted to know how it felt to suck her clit into my mouth.

I wanted to feel her juices against my tongue and drink them all up.

This was turning me on just as much as I hoped it was turning her on.

If the sounds she was making were anything to go by, it definitely seemed to be working.

I circled my tongue around her entrance, before bringing my mouth up to her clit and sucking it into my mouth just as I had been dying to do.

My lips wrapping around her hard clit while Jax pushed my head tighter up against her, was even better than I expected.

As my mouth continued to work on her clit, I moved one finger inside of her.

Jax wiggled underneath me and let out the most guttural moan. “More,” she said breathlessly. “More fingers.”

I removed my mouth from her clit to smile up at her. “So demanding.”

Jax groaned again and threw her head back against her pillow. I added a second finger before quickly adding a third as well. Jax must have liked that, because she lifted her hips off of the bed to allow me better access.

I could tell she was getting closer to the edge, so I removed my fingers from inside her and let my thumb rub her clit while my mouth moved down to where my fingers had just been.

I wanted to make Jax come in any way possible, but I really hoped I could do it with my tongue inside of her, so I could truly taste her orgasm.

I started by moving my tongue in and out of her slowly, but when Jax’s hips began to rock in time with my tongue, I picked up my pace.

The faster I fucked her with my tongue, the harder Jax’s hips slammed against the bed and my face.

I loved it. It was so raw and animalistic, and I never wanted it to stop.

Unfortunately, my tongue hit just the right spot, which caused Jax’s explosive orgasm to bring everything to a sudden stop. It didn’t matter though. Tasting the aftermath of her orgasm all over my lips and face was worth the amazing moment coming to an end.

“Fuck,” Jax said as her whole body thudded against the bed. We both seemed to be swearing a lot more than usual. After a few seconds, Jax sat up slightly and smiled at me. “Why did you lie to me?”

“Lie to you? What do you mean?” I had no idea what she thought I lied about. The only information I had withheld from her was that I wanted more than just sex.

“There’s no way you haven’t done that since you were with your ex.”

“Did I do okay?” I stared at the bed and pushed a piece of hair behind my ear. Now that we were no longer in the moment, I found myself getting very self-conscious again.

Jax laughed. “Carter, I know you’re not going to believe this because you’re you, but no one has ever eaten me out like that. I literally saw stars when I came.” She made a mind-blown motion over her head, and it made me giggle because it was such a Jax move.

“You’re right. I don’t believe that.” I moved so that I was now next to her and snuggled my naked body up against hers. I hummed contentedly. This was so much better than cuddling with clothes. “I believe you said something about worshipping me . ”

I honestly didn’t know what the hell had come over me. With one touch, Jax had unlocked a part of me that wasn’t there before, and I was insatiable.

Jax chuckled. “You’re full of surprises, Carter Miller-Cooper.”

Jax didn’t seem to mind these surprises, because she rolled over so her body was on top of mine. Feeling every part of her over every part of me had me creeping toward the edge once again.

Jax stared down at me in the way someone would look at a work of art and ran her thumb over my lips. “You’re gorgeous.”

I couldn’t respond because her lips descended on mine a second later.

We kissed slowly, both of us taking our time as we cherished this moment.

I wondered if this was a one-time thing or something we were going to fall into and embrace now.

I hoped it was the latter, but I wasn’t going to let myself worry about that now.

I wanted to soak in every part of my time with Jax, especially if it ended up being the only time .