Page 175 of Saving Soul

“Not if you don’t mean it.”

“And if I do, what then?” Unexpected anger lurked under my skin.

“Then, show me.”

I gazed at him, wanting desperately to tell him how I felt, but how could I? I didn’t even know myself. Instead, I climbed over his legs and cradled his handsome face as I pressed my lips to his. He didn’t respond at first, but his arousal was as clear as his intention. He wanted me to take control.

Grasping his shoulders, I rocked my body over his as I deepened the kiss. Our tongues entwined, but his hands remained at his sides. My body yearned for his touch, and when he didn’t answer, I drew his bottom lip between my teeth. Adam was playing dirty.

With a smirk, I released his lip and trailed kisses up his jawline to his ear. “You like me taking charge?” I ground harder against the sheet between us.

“I like everything you do.”

I snaked my finger down his chest. “What about tantric sex?”

“You mean that slow, hippy shit?” His eyes tapered. “Is that your kink?”

“No.” I laughed. “I mean…I don’t know. I’ve only read about it.”

“Oh, yeah?” He lifted his back off the headboard. “Tell me what to do.”

“Stay exactly where you are.” I maneuvered my legs around his body while his tucked around mine, creating the erotic lotus position.

Adam smirked as his eyes leveled with mine. “This is pretty fucking sexy.”

“Now we breathe,” I said, smothering my innate desire to jump him. “Deep and slow.”

“I can do deep and slow.”

I held back my smile. “It’s about being in the moment and paying attention to everything you’re feeling…” I ran my hands over his thighs. “Physically, emotionally, and spiritually.” I massaged his legs, then arms, then chest, encouraging him to do the same.

His gaze intensified under my touch, and my yearning amplified under his. As we stared into each other’s eyes, my hands gradually lowered onto his shaft.

His breath hitched. “Fuck…”

“Keep breathing,” I said as I began to stroke.

With Adam’s gaze still locked on mine, his hands slid between my legs and settled over my core. I held my breath as he slid in one finger, then two, and held them there. My head grew fuzzy as his smallest movements drove me closer to the edge.

“Keep breathing,” he whispered.

For some time, we sat completely immersed in each other, drinking in each other’s energies until the world around us ceased to exist.

The air between us sizzled with electricity, drawing our lips closer and closer until they finally collided. Like magnets succumbing to the pull, our yearning bodies interlocked in a passionate embrace. Needing more, I used Adam’s shoulders to lift my weight while he guided me over his length. He slid in with ease, completing our circle of flowing energy.

With our heart and eyes aligned, and our spirit connected, I let myself go, opening myself to Adam completely. Elation flooded my body and mind as our hips maneuvered in slow, rhythmic circles, until I could take no more.

My body exploded with ecstasy, crying out in unison with the deep rumble of Adam’s chest as he released a staggering, animalistic growl.

“Holy fucking Christ, Cass…” Adam panted in my arms once we’d finally returned to earth.

I savored the salty flavor of his shoulder. “I know,” I whispered, moving my lips back to his.

“That was…”

I offered him a weary smile. “Incredible?”

“That was the best fucking sex I’ve ever had.” He flipped me over. “Let’s do it again.”