Page 143 of Conquered

“Nah. Doubt the cunts will even notice,” he scoffs gruffly, and I squeeze his hand, feeling a pang in my heart for him. I was solucky to have Mum. She would have ripped me a new one if I’d suggested spending Christmas apart.

“I could spend Christmas with you if you’d like, Jax?” I ask softly. “My uncle has said that I can’t go back to England, so I’m free.”

His hand tightens on mine. “I’d love that, Lilly, it’s just,” he hesitates, “I don’t know how I’ll be, and I’m not sure I want you to see me like that,” he admits quietly, his piercing blue eyes serious and uncertain. I feel crestfallen at his words, although I try to keep my smile in place. This isn’t about me, it’s about what is best for him.

“Hey, Pretty Girl,” Loki interrupts my pity party and I turn my gaze to him. “My folks aren’t home again, so how about you spend Christmas with me and the girls, and if Jax is up for a visit, we can go see him?” he suggests, and I feel some tension drain from Jax next to me.

“I’d love to spend Christmas with you, Loki,” I grin, looking back at Jax. “Is that okay with you?”

“That’s perfect, baby,” he replies, leaning over to kiss my cheek softly.

The rest of the week is filled with more frantic studying, and Ash makes arrangements for Jax’s rehab. Soon, it’s Friday night, and after getting a stack of boxed pizzas from the dining hall, we sit down on the sofas, Jax and Kai on either side of me, eating them without plates. I laugh to see that Jax has three fucking boxes in front of him.Three!

I moan aloud at the cheesy melted goodness of my good old fashioned margarita pizza, licking my fingers when I look up to see four heated gazes turned my way.

“Keep eating like that, Pretty Girl, and you won’t get the chance to finish your meal,” Loki threatens, his voice a purring rumble. I hear Jax growl out his approval so I snatch my box and clutch it to me.

“Touch my pizza, and see which part I cut off first. Don’t think I don’t know how to do it. Jax taught me,” I boast playfully. Loki throws his head back and roars with laughter, and I hear Jax chuff a chuckle beside me.

“That’s my girl,” he praises, giving me an approving grin.

“Let’s play a game!” Loki suddenly cries like an excited puppy, bouncing up and down.

“Fuck’s sake,” Ash groans, wiping his hands on a napkin. “Fine. But no strip poker. You’re shit, and I don’t want to see your hairy balls tonight,” he points a finger at Loki in warning.

One of these days I’m gonna bite that finger.

“Spoilsport,“ Loki teases, “let’s play truth or dare.” He has an evil grin on his face, and I get the feeling clothes will be shed anyway. I bet none of these fuckers will back down, they’re so competitive it’s ridiculous. “You can go first, Lilly,” he offers sweetly.

“Truth or dare?” I ask him, one brow raised.

“Dare,” he replies, a provocative smile on his lips.

I narrow my eyes, thinking for a moment, then the perfect idea comes into my mind and I bite my lip, wondering if he’ll take it.

“Loki, I dare you to kiss Kai. With tongue,” I challenge, smirking. His emerald eyes widen a fraction with surprise. I don’t shift my gaze from his, not even to look at Kai to see his reaction.

“That’s your fantasy, is it, Lilly Darling?” he asks, a lascivious smile on his plush lips and his voice dropping an octave. “Would that make you wet, Pretty Girl?” I swallow hard, regretting my life choices right about now, but nod anyway. He chucklesdarkly, getting up, and sauntering over to Kai, who is on the other side of me. “Far be it for me to deny our girl her darkest fantasy.”

He drops to his knees in between Kai’s spread legs, giving me a front row seat as he reaches to tangle his hand in Kai’s thick chestnut hair. My breath turns shallow, my gaze captivated as Kai smiles, not objecting when Loki leans forward. Loki’s eyes close and he presses his lips lightly to the other boy’s, teasing the seam with his tongue. Kai’s own eyelids flutter shut as he opens for Loki, letting him dominate the kiss.

My breathing picks up, and I gasp as they deepen the kiss, their tongues tangling. My core begins to ache, and I rub my legging clad thighs together to try and ease the throbbing that’s started up. The kiss comes to an end, and Loki playfully nips Kai’s lower lip as he releases his grip on the other guy's hair.

“How was that, Pretty Girl?” Loki asks huskily, his pupils blown with lust, and there’s a definite bulge in his sweats. I look at Kai who seems to be in a similar state.Now that’s a manwich I need to be inside!

“Perfect,” I breathe, my voice husky.

He gives me one of his panty-incinerating grins, getting up, adjusting himself, then leans down to capture my lips in a scorching hot kiss that leaves me even more breathless. I moan as I taste Kai on his tongue.Oh, that is so happening again, preferably with less clothes on.

Straightening up, he turns to Ash. “Truth or dare?” he asks, his tone goading.

“Dare,” Ash’s grey eyes are hard with provocation, even if his face looks utterly bored.

“I dare you to get a dick piercing over Christmas,” Loki smirks, looking entirely too pleased with himself.

“Loki!” I screech at him, aghast.Fucking hell!

“Any particular one?” Ash questions, a brow raised and ignoring my outburst, like it’s no big deal that he seems to be agreeing to get his knob pierced.