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Understanding his request, I raised that foot so he could pull the pants out from under me.We repeated the process, and soon I stood naked before him.Part of me wanted to die of embarrassment, but the rest of me reveled in the looks he gave me.I enjoyed the way he ran his hands up my thighs and then grasped my cock in his hands.He arched an eyebrow.

I nodded.

He took me into his mouth.

The sensation was the same as the past two nights—only also different.The heightened intimacy brought greater pleasure.Greater closeness.Like the barrier where I’d been holding myself apart—assuming he’d get tired and ask me to leave—was no longer there.Had melted away like the ice surrounding my heart.I’d sworn I’d never let anyone else in again.Then I’d met a beautiful man who accepted me the way I was, and now, as I braced my hands on his shoulders for balance, I could admit how happy I really was.

He sucked harder, hollowing his cheeks.He tongued my slit.He did everything he could to make me come.

And so, when my balls drew up, I whispered, “I’m coming.”A warning he deserved.

He redoubled his efforts and, although I hadn’t thought it possible, he pulled me in farther.

I erupted, spilling into him.

He continued to swallow as the orgasm ripped through me.All the climaxes that had come before had been good.This one was…spectacular.

“Man, I think I’m going to fall over.”

He pulled off me with a pop, kissed my very flaccid cock, and rose.“Let’s get you into bed.If you’re up for it, I really want to make love to you.”

I’d almost forgotten this was the plan.Or that I’d asked him to fuck me, and now he was offering to make love to me.To me, these were two different things.Truthfully, I liked his idea better.“I’ll always be up for making love.”I gazed at my cock.“Good thing you’re topping.”

Grinning, he rose gracefully.“That’s me—always at your service and quick with the quips.”

“I love your quips.”I hadn’t noticed many.But then I hadn’t really been paying attention, had I?Too scared to get comfortable.Too terrified to quip back.That’s going to change.I’m going to be an active participant in this relationship.Boldly, I snagged the waistband of his sleep pants.I grinned.“Fair is fair.”

He smiled back.“You’d better believe it.”

I grasped his pants and slowly tugged them down.I was very mindful of his impressive erection.

On a sigh he said, “I almost got off when you did.When I was blowing you.”

That startled me.That a guy could get off just by giving pleasure to another guy.Without a hand on himself.

I’d have to try that out.

I tapped each foot in turn, and we got him out of his pants.

I was face-to-face with his cock.

My knees were already hurting, though.I cursed my weight and tried to figure out if I could work through the pain and give him a blow job at the same time.

“Not right now.You touch me and I’ll go off.You take me into your mouth and you’ll be waiting a bit.”He feathered my hair.“I’m not seventeen anymore.Refractory periods are a thing.”

I frowned.

He laughed.

Clearly not at me, though.

“I’ll explain another time.Will you lie on the bed?”He held out a hand and helped me rise.

Appreciating that more than anything, when I stood before him, I wrapped my arms around him and placed my head on his chest.

He rubbed my back.

Whether he understood the comfort I got from this, I couldn’t be certain.I just knew I needed the reassurance.The skin-to-skin contact.