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I shake my head. “Only shit I’d done with anyone else was a few handies and blowies from girls when I was too weak to stop it, and like…moments of desperation.”

“Like what we were doing in the beginning?”

“No.” I rake my fingers through his hair to push it off his forehead. “You’re different. You’re mine. I’ve never really had anyone before.”

His eyes searching mine like runes etched into ancient rocks. It almost has me regretting telling him that.So pathetic.“I’m sorry,” he says.

“For what?”

“Sounds like you’ve been taken advantage of before.”

My face falls, not liking this shadow drifting overtop us when all I want to do is be fuck-drunk and happy with Tommy. “Nah. It’s not like that. I let that shit happen. I don’t blame anyone.”

He nods, then leans in and kisses me.

Ah, yes. This is what I wanna be doing.

“You weren’t just a moment of desperation for me either,” he says. “I think you’re the first person in my life to make me feel like I’m lucky.”

I force myself not to grin, suddenly feeling like I’ve shared too much emotion for one night. “C’mon,” I say, sitting upward. “Let’s get a shower and wash all this jizz and baby oil off of us.”

Tommy complies with a groan. “Fine, but only ‘cause when I eat your ass later, I don’t want to taste anything except you.”

And now, I’m grinning.

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Tommy

Mid-term week means no Rowan, and no Rowan makes Tommy a sad, sad boy. I have to drink my fill of him through casual glances during practice and the many, many dick pics the dude texts me. I don’t know how he’s writing all his papers with his cock always hard as a rock, because I’m sure struggling.

To make matters worse, Eve has been blowing up my Instagram inbox. Now that word is spreading that I’m getting decent playing time, her interest in me has skyrocketed. I try playing nice, but as soon as I text something accidentally halfway flirtatious, she responds with a mirror selfie of her in a skin tight singlet.

Eve

Got some new gummies that are hella potent. Cum over and vibe w me we’ll listen to music and u can help me lotion my legs

Eek.

Meanwhile, I’m waiting on bated breath for Rowan to text me back. As soon as he says it’s okay for me to touch myself, I’ll head into the bathroom for my second shower of the day.

Rowan

You need to give yourself small rewards during mid-terms so you don’t go insane. How long have you been studying for your poli-sci exam?

Me

Forever.

Rowan

Lol aww baby boy. Do another half hour then you can take your horny shower. Send me a vid. I wanna see you cum for me

Me

Every time I cum it’s for you

Rowan