Page 27 of We Could Be Better

Keem

I thought for sure Dreka and I had been going though until I went home waiting for her to show up and she never did.

It was crazy though because she didn’t take anything with her, and I knew Dreka she took pride in her shoes and purses.

That wasn’t like her to leave any of those things behind, that’s when I became worried.

I started to call Kyra but I didn’t want to bother her because she was pregnant and maybe Dreka just went out for a ride and her phone died.

That crazy ass girl never kept her phone charged.

It was no longer about a dead phone because the days without my girl and son turned into weeks.

I didn’t fuck with the pigs, so Cash and I was in the streets day and night looking for them.

I swear as a man I was weak, because the day Dreka went missing I had over ten missed calls from her.

I felt like a fool and wanted to kick my own ass for not answering the phone.

While my girl needed me I was at my side bitch house blowing her back out and now I had no clue where her or my son was.

“Everything will be fine bae!”

I looked up and mugged the fuck out the bitch; I didn’t even get why she was here.

Maybe two weeks after Dreka went missing she came here to comfort me I’m assuming but one thing lead to another and she hadn’t left since she came.

I was playing a dangerous game fucking with my girl friend, but in all honestly Onika was really Kyra’s friend.

I didn’t know what the fuck I was thinking having her stay here though, but I needed to get my mind off everything going on around me.

“Keem, if you don’t want me here I will leave. But you will not ignore me like what happened to Ryder and Dreka is my fault”

“It is partially your fault because had I not been fucking you then I would’ve been able to answer the phone for her that day.”

It was her fucking fault because if she didn’t seduce me then I wouldn’t have been fucking around with her that day.

I was wrong but I was a man and had been locked up for six fucking years.

Temptation was a mutha fucka and it’s not like Onika pussy was new; I was fucking her when we were younger.

She and Kyra was under me, but Onika a body like a fucking woman.

Once I got with Kyra I left her alone up until recently.

“Boy bye! I’m going home holla at me when you get your shit together.” She said heading out the door.

With everything going on the last person I wanted to see was Kyra. But soon as Onika swung my front door open her and Cash was standing on the steps. Had they came a few minutes earlier they probably would’ve caught my dick down Nik throat.

“Why are you over here and why are you in your boxers?” Kyra asked

I looked down at myself and noticed I had never put my clothes back on; I was so deep in thought thinking about my girl and son.

They only person ever knew about Nik and I was Cash, and he just stood there in the corner shaking his head.

I needed to think of a way to get me out of this situation and I needed to think of a way quick.

“I came over here to bring him something to eat.” Onika said

“Yeah!”

I knew some shit was going to go down; I was damn near caught in action.

I had too much to lose I don’t know why I let Nik drag my ass back down that fucking road.

But I gotta say the girl had some good ass pussy.

I mean she had that shit that you can fuck for hour and it wouldn’t dry out.

But she was hood as fuck and I could never wife a bitch like her that’s mainly why I got rid of her ass back in the days.

“Keem let me know if you need anything else I’m gone.”

We all got quiet and waited until she left from the look on Ky face I knew she was about to cut up.

“Don’t lose your family for a past situation.”

“The fuck you talking about Kyra?”

“Boy you probably can pull that shit on Dreka, but you can’t play me. I been knew about what yall had back in the day I just never said anything about, because I didn’t want anyone to know I was sneaking in Cash room. But one night I was over there and I saw you sneaking her in your room.”

“Well, why you never said anything if Dreka is you sister?”

“Because I thought you let Nik go and gave it up, but I guess you didn’t. My sister and YOUR son is missing and instead of looking for her you breaking dick off in her friend.”

“Technically she’s your friend.”

“No; nigga we all a part of the same circle.”

“Come on Kyra let’s ride out.”

I knew my baby brother was mad at me, but we would have to talk about it later.

I wasn’t in the mood for him or his girl right now.

They couldn’t judge me when their crazy asses stayed fussing and fighting each other.

What Nik and I had going on was strictly a fuck thing there were no feelings or string attached.

“I fucked up,” I thought. I was never supposed to get caught with her.

“We gon holla later big bro.” Cash said leaving out the house.

Once my house was clear I locked the doors and closed all the blinds; I needed to be alone in my thoughts. I fucked up so bad; I knew wherever Dreka was she was alive and if she was to come back she would never forgive me for this.