Page 16 of We Could Be Better

kyra

A few weeks passed since everything went down and everyone was doing great.

Keem had finally forgiven Dreka and they got a place together.

As far as me and Cash goes I’m guessing we are doing good; I just still haven’t put my guard down because I don’t want to get hurt again.

He has talked about us moving in together but I pushed all of that in the back of my head and would always change the subject.

I was slowly letting my guard down but I just didn’t want him to hurt anymore, it took me a long time to push everything he did to me in the back of my head.

These damn brothers will be the death of me and my sister.

When I made it to Cash house I was surprised to see his car parked at home being that he wasn’t answering me.

Good thing I had a key because I was about to go in here and fuck shit up for him ignoring my phone calls like he wasn’t just eating my pussy a few nights ago.

I walked up to the door and got an crazy feeling like always when something was getting ready to happen my nerve would drop down to my stomach.

I opened the door and walked into the foyer but what I saw next was a scene I will never forget in life.

Cash had a bitch bent over on the coffee table damn near breaking her back.

It was obvious this bitch didn’t give a fuck about hygiene because she had the mother fucker smelling like straight fucking fish in here, and his dumb ass was standing behind her beating up her pussy with a face mask on.

I swear niggas aint give a fuck, I thought to myself.

I walked back to the door and slammed it; I needed everybody fucking attention.

“Well well well” I said while fanning my nose this bitch was awful.

“Bae, what are you doing here?” Cash had the nerve to ask

“Didn’t know I needed an invite!”

I was now looking at the girl who was still bent over like she was waiting for Cash to finish.

“Hey, my name is Kyra” I introduced myself.

You guys can say im crazy all day if you want but I feel it’s only right you introduce yourself to your ‘boyfriend’ side bitch right before you beat her the fuck up.

“I know exactly who you are. You are the girl that’s stuck on Cash and because of you he has to sneak out of the house like a fucking kid.

You are in the way of us being together, bitch.

” This hoe had the nerve to turn her nose up at me when she was finish as if she didn’t smell like she had just went took a bath in a sea full of dead fish.

“Got another crazy one huh?”

“Terri chill”

“No, you chill nigga! You are always defending this bitch to me. When are you going to tell her about us like you promised you would?”

I went into the kitchen to get myself something to drink.

I didn’t understand how Cash always picked crazy bitches.

I walked back in the living room and they were still fussing.

Despite the fact he had just went took a swim in a death pool I had to admit my name tattooed across his back had to be the sexiest thing ever, but I wasn’t pressed.

“Bitch you know damn well I never said I was leaving her. The only reason I was still fucking your funky, dry pussy ass is because you have too much on me and brother operation. Nigga don’t even love your dumb ass.

” I took me a seat at the bar and was just listening to these 2 argue as if I wasn’t in the room.

“Boy bye you only acting like that in front of that bitch” she said pointing at me “please tell me that you love me” I had to laugh this bitch was really crazy. “Bitch what the fuck are you laughing at and why are you still here?Cash and I have business to finish”

“Ok enough of the dramatics. Cash go upstairs and wash that funk off you. Call the cleanup crew while you up there.”

“Call the cleanup crew for w…?” before she could get it out I shot her right between the eyes.

I didn’t have time to fuss or fight any bitch.

My hands were official but my trigger finger went the hardest. I didn’t have a problem letting a bitch know what was really up with me.

The way I seen it I just saved a man from dealing with her funky ass.

I couldn’t look at Cash right now for him to dive in her pussy just to save their shit.

He could’ve easily done what I just did and killed the hoe.

I had been ignoring Cash calls and text messages since that shit went down at his place yesterday.

I needed time to think and get myself straight I just didn’t know what I wanted anymore.

I was tired of the same damn thing; I couldn’t be with anyone but he can be with whoever he wanted to be with.

Right now I just needed a girl’s night and a few drinks, so I invited my girls over to watch movies and go over our weeks activities.

“Damn bitch what took you so long to come to the door? Good thing I have a key” Drek said with an eye roll

“Girl I was in the shower. Who pissed in your corn flakes?”

“Girl, Keem ass been tripping he act like I can’t go anywhere anymore. He gotta track my every damn move; he literally had to drive me over here to make sure this is where I was really coming.”

“Ugh those damn Payne brothers.”

“Hey ladies” Onika and Mina said at the same time.

“Bout time yall got here. Baby I have to run it by yall what happened yesterday.” Just as I was about to tell them what happened somebody started damn near beating my door down.”Yall expecting anyone?”

“No” They said in unison

“Ky open the door bruh I know you in there and you bet not be giving another nigga my fucking pussy.”

This nigga really crazy, but yall see what I mean right.

He can lay up with any bitch and I don’t say shit but when he think I’m doing it then I belong to him.

Fuck that it don’t go like that. “Bitch think im fucking playing with you.” I opened the door because he knew better than to show up at my door and disrespect me like I’m one of his hoes.

“Cash who the fuck you talking to?” I asked him

“Bitch im talking to you that’s who.” we were now face to face and everyone was trying to get in between us Keem included I didn’t even see him when I first opened the door but I guess he wanted to see if Dreka was really here.

“Boy you have a lot of fucking nerve coming here and calling me out my name like I wouldn’t dead your fucking ass.”

“Kyra I love you like a sister but don’t ever threaten my brother life in my presence.”

“Mind ya fucking business Keem.” Dreka screamed

“Fuck your brother love! All this nigga do is lay up with a bitch and pillow talk with his pussy ass. You wanna come here and bang my fucking door down but was ducking my damn calls and text messages when I was reaching out to you. Then I show up and your door and you got a bitch bent over screaming daddy.” I braced myself for what happened next.

This nigga had the nerve to slap the fuck out of me and it took keem, Nik, and Mina to hold Dreka back.

I ran into my closet and got my gun this nigga had to die.

Never in all my life have I been disrespected like this.

“Damn so you just gon pull a gun out of me, Ky? We go way back and you would kill me what happened to loyalty”

“Fuck loyalty”

“No ky fuck you! All this time I heard stories about how you wanted to be with me I’ve even seen you sit on your mama porch and cry if I brought another woman to my house, but then when you get me you push me away.

I’ve been trying for weeks to move in with you and I even wanted to marry you and have kids.

Now you sitting here looking stupid because shit aint going how you thought it would go.

” I looked at him and lowered my gun. “Keem, let’s bounce.

The day you decided to pull that gun on me the day you made me your enemy” He said with so much hate.

“Everybody just leave”

I went to my room and watched from my window as everybody left.

It was then at that very moment that I didn’t give a fuck about nobody and I rather be alone then sit in the company of them.

They all just stood there and let him talk to me any kind of way without even defending me.

I bet they all felt like Cash was right about everything he said. Hell, I know I did!!

He was absolutely right all this time I ran behind him and I even ran away from him because I couldn’t be with him.

The thing is when I finally got him to myself I didn’t know what to do because I was so scared of him hurting me again.

This part of my life is nothing new though I’ve ran every man I ever came across all because I couldn’t get over him.

I had to put my big girl panties on and just live my life.

I was 26 years old with no kids, my own business, own house, and driving a nice car it had to have a man out there to worship the ground I walked on.

A month had passed since everything went down with Cash and I.

We just wasn’t fucking with each other at all.

We would see each other and walk the other way like we never made love before which was fine by me.

I didn’t mind it at all he had some Spanish looking bitch he was sporting around town and I was seeing this guy I met in the shop one day.

He brought his daughter in there to get some braids and we kicked it off.

He was good company and for the first time in years someone had actually took my mind off Cash back stabbing ass.

His name is Josh and I would be the first to admit his ass is fine.

From the complexion of his skin; he look like he is mixed with something, he eyes are grey, his hair is curly, and his whole body is decorated with tattoos.

Just like look of him alone makes my pussy jump and it’s been a long time since I had some good sex and head.

Group Message

Dreka: Let’s go out tonight

Nik: im game

Mina: count me in, what time?

Me: cool we’ll get dressed at my house

After texting the girls for a few more minutes they confirmed that we were going to club Onyx and I couldn’t wait.

Lord knows I needed a few drinks and a good twerk contest. Baby I been telling yall stop letting this pretty face fool yall let a good twerk song come on and you would think im in KOD the way I make my ass clap.

I was too excited for tonight and the way Dreka was texting us I can tell she was too.

Josh texted and said he would meet us there and I was fine with that; I know all them hoes were going to leave with a they boo like always so I didn’t want to be in there solo while they were all hugged up.