Page 47 of Ruin

My dick is so hard it hurts, and I stifle a groan. “Rub your finger around your clit.”

She does as she’s told, then rubs the little bundle of nerves I just told her to avoid. I smack her hand, and she gasps. Her mouth open, her eyes wide, she stares at me. “What the fuck?”

“You’re not following directions. I said around your clit. I didn’t give you permission to touch your clit.”

Her mouth snaps shut, and she scowls at me. “I can’t touch you. I can’t touch myself. What the fuck, Tommy.”

“I told you that you weren’t ready for this, Gi,” I growl. “Put your clothes back on.”

“Fuck no.”

Her gaze lands on my lap. My pants are undone, my cock hard and straining against my underwear. A little smirk lifts the corner of her mouth, and her eyes sparkle as she pullsher knees up to kneel on the seat facing me.

“Do you really want me to put my clothes back on, Tommy? Or do you want to teach me how to suck your cock?”

Before I can respond, her mouth is on my neck, hot and wet and soft. She bites down, then sucks on the spot she just bit, licking and nibbling her way up to my ear. Her nails are lightly on my chest, down my abs, and when she brushes them over my cock, she moans softly.

I grab her hand, squeezing her wrist too tight. She pulls back enough to look at me, unsure.

“If you take it out, I’m going to force it all the way into your mouth until you can’t breathe, and fuck your face until I dump my load down the back of your throat.”

Her breathing picks up, and she widens her knees on the seat, her bare ass popping up higher. “Yes, please.”

“Giovanna, I’m going to fucking hurt you.” I feel almost desperate. This feeling, teetering on the edge of sanity, about to slip into the abyss—it’s what I fight on a daily basis. And I want so badly to succumb, to drag her down with me, to drown in the beautiful dark chaos.

She has no fucking idea what she’s asking for.

She pulls my cock out of my boxer briefs, drags her fingernails over it lightly like I taught her, then wraps her palm around it. My vision tunnels.Holy shit…

“Gi…” The word comes out choked. I can’t look away as she lowers her head and licks me from the base of the shaft all the way up to the crown, anmmmmsound in her throat.

“Please, Tommy…”

The storm breaks, thunder and lightning booming through my veins, and I grab a fistful of her silky black hair.

“Remember you asked for this,” I growl. “Open yourmouth.”

Her eyes wide, she does as she’s told, and I spit in her mouth. Her hazel eyes get even bigger, and she whimpers, her body vibrating as she rubs her clit harder. I push two fingers into the back of her throat until she gags. My cock jerks in her hand.

“That’s where I want my cock,” I growl. “All the way back there. You’re going to swallow me, Gi. Breathe through your nose when you can. And don’t you dare stop until I’m done.”

She nods, whimpering again as I pull my fingers out wet with our spit and rub them all over her lips and around her mouth.

Without further warning, I force her head down and my cock down her throat. Her back arches as she gags on me, and I groan, the sound guttural, as saliva gushes out of her mouth, wetting my underwear and pants. Her gagging vibrates along my length, and I smack her ass, once, twice, again, the sound echoing through the car.

“You wanted it, so fucking take it. Take all of it. Choke on it.”

My good girl does exactly as she’s told, saliva everywhere, soaking her, soaking me. I grab the back of her hair and push her down until she can’t take anymore of my cock in her throat and hold her there. Tears streak her cheeks, spit glistening down her chin, but she doesn’t stop. Every time she gags, she moans, and the sound reverberates through me until my eyes are rolling back.

I thrust my hips up, hitting the back of her throat, until she’s smacking my thigh urgently.

Yanking her up by her hair, I glare at her. “Are you ready to stop?”

She’s gasping for air, her face, her perfect plump lips, shiny and wet. “Just tell me—tell me what—exactly what you want me to do. Please.”

My sweet girl.

I shove her face down into my balls, widening my knees. “Stick out your tongue.” I force her hand around my cock as I drag her head up and down by her hair, her tongue dragging across my balls. “Like that. Good girl.”