Page 58 of Purgatory (Devil Dogs of the Apocalypse #1)

Cole

I wake with the rising sun, per the usual. I was never able to sleep past sunrise but I was ok with that, it gave me time to reflect. Time to replay everything, only this time, I don’t want to.

Let’s face it, losing Aly scared the shit out of me.

But I did what I had to do. Bottled that shit up to get what we needed to done but damn if it didn’t kill me when Jax told us he was going in without us.

It went against everything we were taught in the military.

We work best as a team. You take on the enemy as a team.

If, God forbid, something happened, there was always another person there to help get you out.

But last night, we were too far away to team up in time.

Not with what could have been happening on Aly’s end.

Then, the horde cut us off and we couldn’t do anything but wait and hope.

It definitely didn’t help that Jax went in fucking silent like an asshole so we had absolutely no clue what was going on.

Even with the hordes out there, if he was hurt or in trouble, we’d fight all the demons in Hell to get him out.

But with the radio silence, running in blind could have completely fucked up Jax’s black ops and could have potentially gotten any one of us killed in the crossfire, including Aly.

Jax had informed us that he got her and that she was safe but he never divulged exactly what they did to her, saying that he didn’t want to push Aly for any specifics that might upset her mental state.

Which he’s right. We have to be sensitive to Aly’s needs, whatever they might be.

She’ll let us know if and when she’s ready and not a moment before then.

I know what they could have done, though.

The thought making me want to raise them from the dead and take my own vengeance out on them.

Jax did, however, let me in on what he saw on the drive back, quietly enough so as to not spook Aly any more than what she already was, and my head was reeling.

I’m not usually an angry man. I’m the cool, calm and collected one of the group and I could feel myself losing it. Having Aly back and in our arms helped but, I needed to... fuck I needed her. Fuck’s sake, we all need her. We were a damn mess without her.

Part of me wants to spank the ever-loving shit out of her ass for going behind our backs and taking off like that.

Another part just wants to hold her and never let go.

The part that wins, however, is the one that tells me that she’s been through enough and to just get my ass up and make some coffee for everyone. I could simply take care of her.

I, quietly, turn out of bed and take a quick peek at Aly sandwiched between Hawk and Jax.

They’re all sporting quiet, peaceful smiles as if they’re all sharing the same dream.

Who knows, maybe it’s a dream of all the fun we’ll have in our lives together after this?

My lips turn up at the thought, happy with how everything is turning out.

A few minutes later, I return to Hawk’s room, dropping a pot of coffee, extra mugs and sugar on his side table, then continuing out onto his small balcony.

It isn’t much, just two chairs and a tiny table but it is a great place to watch the sunrise and listen to the forest and lake wake up, especially when fall is officially here and there are only so many more days we can expect to be able to do this without freezing our nuts off.

It’s only about ten more minutes before the sliding door opens again.

Aly peeks her gorgeous head outside and smiles when she sees me sitting there.

She doesn’t hesitate a second before she carries her own steaming cup of coffee out onto the landing and turns towards me before slowly shutting the door behind her.

“Morning, doc,” Aly says through a yawn.

Her little nose scrunching up at the action.

I smile and turn towards her, opening my arms and welcoming her to sit in my lap instead of the cold vacant seat.

My heart just about jumps to my throat when she takes the invitation a step further and straddles me in the chair.

“Mmmmmm. Good morning, beautiful.” I punctuate my greeting with what was meant to be a small kiss but ends up turning into a more consuming hello as I grasp the back of her head, prying her lips open with my tongue and conquering her mouth like a damn Viking.

It isn’t much longer before I pick her up, coffee cups officially abandoned on the table, squeeze her ass as she wraps her legs around my waist, and march us back into the bedroom, laying her at the foot of the bed.

I look up at Jax and Hawk who are, now, unknowingly cuddling and stroking each other’s backs.

Aly sees this too and we both laugh under our breaths.

“I think they’ve slept in long enough. What do you say we wake them up?

” I give a mischievous grin to Aly who returns it ten-fold before pulling me down on top of her and taking my mouth again.

Our soft kisses inevitably turn into heavy petting, which turns into heavy groping and now, with her clothes gone and my fingers pressing into her wet pussy and my tongue on her clit, I finally start to feel movement coming from further up the bed.

Aly moans as I savagely tongue fuck her, sweeping her juices all over my face as they drip down to my fingers. Out of nowhere, I hear Hawk moan and pop my head up, wondering what’s going on up there .

He’s still fast asleep, cuddled right into Jax, who is also still asleep, but now rubbing Hawk’s back more vigorously, each sporting matching boners. I guess the pheromones and sex sounds are making for some awesome dreams. I wonder what might happen when they wake up...

Devilish thoughts enter my brain and a sinister smile creeps onto my face.

I push a third finger into Aly, making her moan at the stretch and gather her juices to coat my fingers.

Then, I decide to try something new with her.

I don’t know if she’s ever done this before.

She certainly hasn’t with me, but let’s see. ...

I withdraw my fingers from her pussy and press lightly a bit lower to her puckered hole.

She startles and squirms a little bit but doesn’t protest, so I push one finger in to the first knuckle, pull it out and then slowly to the second knuckle.

She’s fucking tight as hell and whimpers a bit at the stretch so I lean down and lick her clit, taking her mind off of the intrusion and directing it to pleasure instead of pain.

The moan that comes out of her mouth is something I’ve never heard from her before and I find that I love that sound so much that I start pumping my finger in and out slowly.

Her moans turn louder and louder and yet Jax and Hawk still haven’t woken up.

Fucking sleeping like rocks over here...missing all the fun...oh well, their loss

I can feel her clenching my finger tighter and wrap my lips around her clit, sucking and flicking my tongue over and over again.

She practically leaps off the bed with her scream, arching into me, grabbing my head and shoving my face into her wet heat, refusing to let me up for anything, not even air as she comes so hard I think she might rip my hair out.

“WHAT IN THE FUCKING HELL, MAN?!” The voice comes from Jax just before he pushes himself off the bed so far that he actually falls right over the side. Hawk wakes up at that moment, groggy and oblivious to everything going on around him.

“WHO? WHAT?... What the fuck is happening? Aly? Oh fuck, there you are you sexy siren. I just had the best dream ever and you were the main attraction. Come here, baby.”

He grips her under her arms and pulls her up from the foot of the bed, away from me and moves to climb on top of her. She’s still giggling as she continues to come down from her orgasm, so she doesn’t realize what happened between Jax and Hawk just mere seconds ago.

“HAWK?!”

Hawk pauses his tour of kissing any and all of Aly’s exposed skin and turns to the side of the bed where Jax is looming over him all tall, dark, doom and gloomy.

“What’s up, dude?”

Jax stands there, hands splayed out to his sides, almost as if he’s performing an explanation of what spirit fingers are. His jaw slacked and his eyes wide in shock as he takes in our naively oblivious friend.

I loved it when these two went at it, constantly getting on each other’s last nerve but always forever remaining the best of friends.

Lately, while uncovering our mutual relationships with Aly, Hawk and I came closer and closer to uncovering the hidden limits of our sexuality.

Let’s face it, you have to be confident and comfortable with yourself to have another guy’s face right next to your junk and vice versa.

Looks like we’re about to see how far these two can push each other. Game on.

“Oh, ok. I see. That’s how we’re gonna do this. Ok.” Jax drops his arms as if they were settling on a lunch option and Bojangle’s won out. No complaints at all. I knew better than to see that as the end of the game, though.

Suddenly, Jax moves back onto the bed and climbs onto Hawk’s back, who’s still on top of a splayed Aly.

The erotic dog pile before me suddenly has me daydreaming on other variations we could try if Aly might be inclined to give them a go.

My dick gets even harder in my sleep pants from the thought, causing me to fist it to relieve some of the pain.

Come to think about it, what the fuck? I started all of this and yet I’m not even in on this pile. Pile of shit is more like it. Assholes. I’m not even sure why I didn’t just bring Aly to my room. Well, I know why, I was thinking with the wrong head and was being fucking cocky. Figures.

Come on Doc McStuffins, get it together, dude!

After berating my overzealous dick, I decide to let my pent-up sexual frustration go, find a baby wipe to clean off my hands and laugh to myself when Jax starts dry humping Hawk.

“Here you go. How do you like it? Humping on me in your sleep like it’s fucking prom night and you didn’t have a date.”

Hawk doesn’t seem to mind at all, however and responds with over dramatic effect, screaming and laughing his response back to Jax. “Oh yes, big daddy! Give it to me! I love your Italian sausage!”

Aly, while being trapped beneath all of this, laughs through the entire thing.

The fact that she accepts our weirdness proves, once again, how perfect she is for us.

I do have to save her, however, before they make her disappear into the mattress under their collective weight.

You could barely see her under the mass of muscle.

“Ok. Ok.” I cut in over their taunting. Pushing their large frames out of the way to try to get to her. “Aly, you alright? Get off of her, assholes. Give her a chance to breath.”

Hawk and Jax finish their jabs and laughingly move off of Aly, but not before pressing kisses to her cheeks and forehead.

Finally, finally , I’m able to resume where we left off and immediately dive down to snuggle into her chest and neck.

She easily welcomes me back into her arms as her legs wrap around my waist.

“You ok, beautiful?” I turn my face into the crook of her neck to ask.

She nods her head, a soft sigh coming deep in her chest. She’s so relaxed at the moment.

It’s as if all of her muscles are melting beneath me.

I can’t help but pepper her neck and shoulder with kisses which make her shoulders scrunch up and her legs tighten on my waist. She releases another sigh only this time it’s another octave higher and slightly more tensed.

That’s right, gorgeous. I’m not done with you, yet.