Page 42 of Fractured Grief (Hope’s Ridge #2)

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I was still reeling from all that Seb had revealed, both emotionally and physically.

He’d allowed me to touch his tattoo and scars.

I remembered being told, reading all the notes, and warned about how volatile his reactions were when someone touched or redressed his wounds.

He’d never seemed that way with me, but I’d also never tried to touch the area or had to change the bandages.

The fact that he’s let me touch his bare skin humbled me.

The trust this man had in me, the care, the love, I was nearly overcome.

Feeling the raised and puckered skin, the still-healing red lines, the curves and artistry of the tattoo did something to me. He’d been through so much; he’d survived.

I was in awe of this man.

When his lips touched mine, I was once again surrounded by his scent and larger-than-life presence. I couldn’t get enough. With his back to the counter, he lifted me into his arms like I weighed nothing. Quickly wrapping my legs around his waist, I devoured his mouth like a starving man.

Seb was my person, my partner, my equal, my home .

We got lost in our kisses as Seb gripped my ass and rocked me against him. My cock had already come alive with just the thought of this man and was rock hard and ready to go.

Seb pulled back from our embrace, pecking soft kisses on my swollen lips. “Hazel all settled?”

It took a second for my brain to come back online with all my blood currently pooled south, but I rallied to answer him. “Ah, yes. I’ve said goodnight, and Lyric said he’d read with her and ensure she’s settled before he’d go to bed, too.”

“Good,” Seb rasped and walked us into his room.

I wanted to remind him of his leg and to be careful, but all thoughts of admonishments left my brain as Seb kissed up the side of my neck and nipped my earlobe. Pleasure rushed through my body, making my limbs tingle as Seb placed me on my back on the bed.

He crowded me with his larger body and continued his assault on my neck. I’d never known it was such an erogenous zone as he rubbed his beard over my sensitized skin.

“Seb,” I breathed his name, wanting more but not knowing how to ask for it.

“I’ve got you, Sunshine. Let me take care of you.” Seb leaned on his forearms and gazed down at me, his pupils blown with lust .

“I’m yours.” It was my only response before Seb’s lips were on mine again. He quickly pushed up and removed my shirt, then started on my recently purchased sweatpants as he kissed, nipped, and sucked every inch of skin he could reach.

My hands came up to undo his hair tie, letting his hair cascade around his beautiful face, as he laved his tongue over my nipple. “Oh,” I breathed out, reveling in the sensations trickling through my body. I melted into the mattress as my pleasure grew.

“Seb,” I panted, digging my fingers into the hair at the base of his neck, eliciting a delicious growl from him.

He sat up, and I couldn’t help the whimper that escaped me at the loss of his warmth.

“Don’t worry, sweetheart. I intend to devour you fully tonight.

” He pulled my pants down and off. My cock slapped my stomach, and a throaty moan left Seb as his gaze fixated on my throbbing cock.

“Commando again— growl— I can’t get enough of you.

You’re so God-damn addictive,” he spoke reverently as he shuffled down the bed and knelt on the floor.

Seb licked up my inner thigh, nuzzling my heavy balls as he inhaled my scent. “So, addictive.”

Before I knew what was happening, Seb was licking the skin under my balls and pushing my legs up to my chest to reveal my entrance. Without an ounce of hesitation, he licked the furled skin.

Pleasure ricocheted throughout my body, new waves of sensations as his tongue licked and sucked. I was so glad I’d been able to have a quick shower before, so I was able to fully embrace what Seb was doing to me, as his talented tongue took me apart.

I was overwhelmed as Seb sucked and caressed my hole. I’d seen this done in porn, of course, but I never imagined it could feel this way. I felt like I was floating as Seb continued to tease and toy with me. My limbs sparked and pleasure skated across my skin as Seb’s tongue entered my body.

“Oh my God,” I cried out. “Seb, Seb, Seb ,” I chanted his name as the sensations grew.

“Not yet, Sunshine.” He gripped the base of my cock, causing my pleasure to stutter and an involuntary whimper to escape me. I was so close.

“You don’t get to come until my cock is inside you,” Seb growled.

Oh my God!

“Shit! Yes, yes, please.” I jolted, pushed so close to the edge by his words. My cock throbbed in his grip, and my eyes rolled back as I imagined the stretch and pleasure at finally having Seb inside me.

Seb still gripped my base with one hand as he slowly rubbed over my entrance with his thumb. “You ever play with yourself here?”

My cheeks heated as I nodded. “But only with my fingers,” my voice was quiet as I whispered the words, gazing down at his massive erection, still trapped in his jeans.

I groaned at the idea of that beast finally being inside me, filling me to the max and bringing me all the pleasure I’d ever desired.

“We’ll go slow,” Seb whispered, nuzzling his nose against mine. “I won’t hurt you.”

“I want this. I want you, so much.”

“Me too, Sunshine. Me too.” Seb continued to rub his thumb over my sensitized hole.

When he ever so slowly pushed the tip of his finger inside, I tensed in surprise but not pain.

The nerve endings danced to life, and I rocked against him, needing no, wanting more.

Wanting to be devoured by this man, so all that was left was me and him.

I was left bereft when Seb released me to sit back and removed his pants and socks, revealing his gorgeous naked body. How had I gotten so lucky to have this man as mine ?

Before Seb joined me on the bed again, he reached over to rummage through the bedside table drawer and pulled out lube and an open box of condoms. He examined the condoms, a frown forming between his brows.

“Shit, they’re out of date. I should have thought about this.

It’s been years since I’ve needed them.” He seemed to be getting more worked up than necessary as I quickly sat up and placed my hand over his. His gaze snapped to mine.

“It’s okay. You know I’ve never been with anyone, and you’ve been through the hospital.

So, unless you’ve had a liaison in between your recovery and all your appointments, you should be safe too, right?

” I sent him a sly smile, knowing full well he hadn’t been with anyone in years and trusting he’d only wanted me since we met .

Seb looked perplexed, so I spelled it out for him. “How about we skip the condoms. I’d love to feel all of you.”

“Are you sure?” Seb still looked baffled.

“I’ve never gone without before.” He seemed to be talking to himself more than to me.

Shaking his head, he dropped the condoms and reached up to caress my cheek.

“You know there’s been no one but you and nearly a decade since I’ve been active.

” He kissed my lips and scrabbled for the lube, checking the date on that too.

“Phew, lube’s still good.” He paused, His gaze assessing. “Are you sure you want this?”

“I’d love to share this with you, Seb. I’d want to experience it all with you.” I couldn’t help the smile that pulled at my lips and grew as Seb embraced me in a hug. I'm kneeling on the bed, and Seb is standing, our size difference even more evident.

“Then let me ravish you, Sunshine,” Seb growled and locked his lips to mine.

My heart burst in my chest at his nickname for me as pleasure exploded in my core. Seb continued to kiss me as he moved up and onto the bed, lifting me with one arm and placing me down on the pillows. He flicked the condom box off the bed and grabbed the lube.

He went back to kissing me and nipped over my neck and down my chest, leaving no part of me untouched. I felt cherished and adored in the best of ways. This man had me. My pleasure, my heart, all of me was his in any way he wanted.

Seb reached for my cock, nuzzling the trimmed patch of hair at the base.

Holding my gaze, he licked me from root to tip, causing me to buck into his warm, wet mouth.

His arms gripped my waist, holding me still as he toyed and teased my cock, playing with my foreskin and tugging on my balls.

I was so focused on his tongue, I didn't even notice when he’d lubed up his fingers until he was circling my entrance.

He pushed a finger inside, ever so slowly, causing me to stifle my moan as his mouth engulfed the head of my cock. The burn of his thick finger soon gave way to pleasure, and I already felt like I was going to explode as he thrust his finger in and out.

I whimpered his name, overwhelmed by all the new sensations cascading through me. Seb added a second finger. The burn and stretch made me hiss. His fingers were thick and rough and already stretched me so well. I had no idea how his cock was going to fit.

He scissored his fingers before adding a third. Twisting his fingers, he searched for that magic spot, and when he found it, my whole body lit up.

“Oh, fuck, Seb. More,” I begged as I pushed back against his fingers, loving the burn and stretch. Soon, Seb added a fourth, and the sloppy squelching sounds coming from us were obscene and dirty. I felt so full, stretched to my limit, but still needed more.

I whimpered and groaned as he twisted his fingers inside of me. My body gave way, and his whole palm slid into my body, only stopped by his thumb.

“Oh fuck,” I moaned, so close to ecstasy, I gasped for breath. “I’m ready, Seb. I need you, I’m so close,” I hissed and writhed as he groaned and bit at my collarbone, marking me. He withdrew his hand, leaving my hole gaping and empty. I squirmed, feeling the loss of his touch.

“You’re so tight.” Seb gripped his flushed cock, tightly and moaned. “Fuck Sunshine, you’re going to wreck me.”

He added more lube to his leaking cock and smeared the excess over my hole.

“You sure you’re ready for me?” he spoke as he spread my cheeks and gazed at my hole. “Look at you, all open and begging for me. Just waiting for my cock to fill you up.”

He turned and flopped on the bed beside me. He tapped my hip. “Hop up and ride me, Sunshine. That way, you can control how much you take.”

I scrabbled up to straddle him and reached for his cock. He was thick and huge, and my pulse skyrocketed at the thought of having this, of finally having him inside me.

I rubbed the tip back and forth over my empty hole, reveling in the groans Seb released and how his fingers dug into my hips.

I’d have his finger-shaped bruises on my skin tomorrow, and that excited me more.

I slowly pushed, bearing down on the tip of his cock.

We both gasped when his cock pushed through the first ring of muscle.

“Holy shit, Sunshine,” Seb hissed as he held me still, just the tip inside. He was breathing heavily, his face flushed. “You feel incredible. I’m not gonna last.”

I groaned and pushed a little further, letting more of him inside me. We worked together, ever so slowly, until he was fully seated inside me. I rocked and writhed on his cock, feeling impossibly full, yet so content.

“Fuck, shit! How did you do that? How did all of me fit inside you? Oh my God, I’ve never felt anything like this before. How is it possible?” Seb gazed up at me with awe, his pupils blown with lust.

I moaned as I shifted, circling my hips. “You feel amazing. I’m so full. I’m not going to last.”

“Me neither,” Seb muttered as I began to move on top of him. “Take what you need from me, Sunshine. Show me how much you like my cock stuffing you full.”

OMG! Who knew Seb would have such a dirty mouth?

I rocked my hips, embracing the fullness and relishing the sparks that danced across my limbs.

He was so big that every movement sent new waves of pleasure through my core.

We both became lost in sensation as I moved on his cock.

Seb gripped my hips and helped me bounce up and down on him as pleasure threatened to overwhelm me.

Seb shifted, moving my weight around like it was nothing, and electricity jolted through me when he hit my prostate dead on.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I moaned. “Seb, yessssss.” Seb pushed into me again, and electricity shot down my spine as stars burst across my vision. My cock erupted, untouched, over Seb’s abs and chest, some even landing on his beard as I floated in ecstasy.

“Shit, Sunshine, you’re so tight. Fuuuck, I’m gonna come.” Seb groaned and thrusted once, twice, and then erupted inside of me. My cock twitched at the feeling of Seb’s release warming my insides .

“Oh my God, that was incredible,” I whispered. My limbs felt like jelly, but I still held myself up with my arms on Seb’s chest. We were both panting, covered in sweat and cum, but I’d never felt more content.

I admired how debauched Seb looked, my cum marking his skin and standing out among his tattoos. I gazed down at him as I whispered, “I love you, Seb.”

He caressed my cheek, his eyes shining with the same love I felt in my soul. “I love you, too, Sunshine.”

Seb pulled me up for a hug, and his softening cock slipped out of me.

We both groaned. I felt so empty as his cum trickled out of my hole.

He’d taken me, made me his, and marked me in the best of ways.

He flipped us over and devoured my mouth again, blanketing me with his big body.

We kissed and cherished our connection and the change of everything we were.

He’d claimed me so completely. Not just my body but my heart. I was amazed and overcome by all we’d done, but couldn’t wait to do it all again—and soon.