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Visions of the world when the world had been new.
Had Marius ever stood in these sands?
We wandered through the giant temple of Ramses, enchanted by the millions upon millions of tiny pictures cut into the walls. I kept thinking of Osiris, but the little figures were strangers. We prowled the ruins of Luxor. We lay in the riverboat together under the stars.
On our way back to Cairo when we came to the great Colossi of Memnon, she told me in a passionate whisper how Roman emperors had journeyed to marvel at these statues just as we did now.
"They were ancient in the times of the Caesars," she said, as we rode our camels through the cool s
ands.
The wind was not so bad as it could have been on this night. We could see the immense stone figures clearly against the deep blue sky. Faces blasted away, they seemed nevertheless to stare forward, mute witnesses to the passage of time, whose stillness made me sad and afraid.
I felt the same wonder I had known before the pyramids. Ancient gods, ancient mysteries. It made the chills rise. And yet what were these figures now but faceless sentinels, rulers of an endless waste?
"Marius," I whispered to myself. "Have you seen these? Will any one of us endure so long?"
But my reverie was broken by Gabrielle. She wanted to dismount and walk the rest of the way to the statues. I was game for it, though I didn't really know what to do with the big smelly stubborn camels, how to make them kneel down and all that.
She did it. And she left them waiting for us, and we walked through the sand.
"Come with me into Africa, into the jungles," she said. Her face was grave, her voice unusually soft.
I didn't answer for a moment. Something in her manner alarmed me. Or at least it seemed I should have been alarmed.
I should have heard a sound as sharp as the morning chime of Hell's Bells.
I didn't want to go into the jungles of Africa. And she knew I didn't. I was anxiously awaiting news of my family from Roget, and I had it in my mind to seek the cities of the Orient, to wander through India into China and on to Japan.
"I understand the existence you've chosen," she said. "And I've come to admire the perseverance with which you pursue it, you must know that. "
"I might say the same of you," I said a little bitterly.
She stopped.
We were as near to the colossal statues as one should get, I suppose. And the only thing that saved them from overwhelming me was that there was nothing near at hand to put them in scale. The sky overhead was as immense as they were, and the sands endless, and the stars countless and brilliant and rising forever overhead.
"Lestat," she said slowly, measuring her words, "I am asking you to try, only once, to move through the world as I do. "
The moon shone full on her, but the hat shadowed her small angular white face.
"Forget the house in Cairo," she said suddenly, dropping her voice as if in respect for the importance of what she said.
"Abandon all your valuables, your clothes, the things that link you with civilization. Come south with me, up the river into Africa. Travel with me as I travel. "
Still I didn't answer. My heart was pounding.
She murmured softly under her breath that we would see the secret tribes of Africa unknown to the world. We would fight the crocodile and the lion with our bare hands. We might find the source of the Nile itself.
I began to tremble all over. It was as if the night were full of howling winds. And there was no place to go.
You are saying you will leave me forever if I don't come. Isn't that it?
I looked up at these horrific statues. I think I said:
"So it comes to this. "
And this was why she had stayed close to me, this was why she had done so many little things to please, this was why we were together now. It had nothing to do with Nicki gone into eternity. It was another parting that concerned her now.
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