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What the fuck? He’s much stronger than I ever expected, and I’m astounded by his aggressive behavior.
“What the hell is wrong with you!” he yells. I didn’t know his voice could even get that loud.
“Get the fuck off of me!” I push back, but he doesn’t move. Fuck, he’s strong.
He lets go of me and for a second I think he’s going to punch me, but he doesn’t. “I know that you slept with another girl and you caused her to wreck her car!” He gets in my face again.
“I suggest you lower your fucking voice,” I snap.
“I’m not afraid of you,” he says through his teeth.
The alcohol makes me indignant, when I should be ashamed. “I already beat your ass before, remember,” I say as I go back to the couch and sit.
Landon follows me. “I wasn’t as angry with you then as I am now.” He lifts his chin higher. “You can’t just go around hurting her all the time!”
I wave him off. “I didn’t even sleep with that girl. I just slept over at her house, so mind your own damn business.”
“Oh, wow! Of course you’re drinking!” He gestures at the empty beer bottles on the table and the one in my hand. “Tessa is all banged up and has a concussion because of you, and here you are getting drunk. You’re such a prick!” he practically screams.
“That wasn’t my fucking fault and I tried to talk to her!”
“Yes, it was your fault! It was your damn text message that she was trying to read when she crashed. A text that she knew right away was a lie, might I add.”
The breath is knocked out of me. “What are you talking about?” I choke.
“She was so anxious to hear from you all day, she grabbed her phone as soon as she saw your name.”
This is my fault. How did I not put it together? I cause these injuries to her. I hurt her.
Landon continues to stare at me. “She’s done with you—you know that, don’t you?”
I look up at him, suddenly weary. “Yeah. I know.” I reach for my beer. “And you can leave now.”
But he snatches the bottle from my hand and walks into the kitchen.
“You’re really fucking pushing it,” I warn him and jump up.
“You’re being an idiot and you know it. You’re here getting shit-faced while Tessa’s hurt, and you don’t even care!” he yells.
“Stop yelling at me! Fuck!” I twist my fingers into my hair, tugging at the roots. “I do care. But she isn’t going to believe anything I say!”
“Do you blame her? You should have just come home, or how about this, never left at all?” he says and pours my beer down the drain. “How can you be so uncaring? She loves you so much.” He goes to the refrigerator and hands me a bottle of water.
“I’m not uncaring. I’m just sick of waiting for some shit to happen. You were babbling on and on about your fucking perfect love life and making sacrifices, blah, blah. Then Tess goes and says his damn name.” I roll my head back, staring at the ceiling for a moment.
“Whose name?” he asks.
“Zed. She said his name in her sleep. Clear as day, like she wanted him to be there instead of me.”
“In her sleep?” he asks, and I can hear the sarcasm in his voice.
“Yes. Sleeping or not, she said his name instead of mine.”
He rolls his eyes. “You do realize how ridiculous this sounds, don’t you? Tessa said Zed’s name while she was sleeping, so you go out and get drunk? You’re making a big deal out of this for no reason.”
The water bottle crunches and collapses in my hand from my grip.
“You don’t even—” I start, but then hear keys and the sound of the front lock turning and opening.
I turn around and see her come through the door. Tessa.
. . . and Zed. Zed next to her.
I can’t see straight as I get up and move toward them. “What the fuck is this shit?” I scream.
Tessa takes a step back, stumbles, and catches herself on the wall behind her. “Hardin, stop!” she yells at me.
“No! Fuck this! I’m sick of you coming around every time shit goes down!” I say and shove my hands against Zed’s chest.
“Stop it!” Tessa yells again.
“Please,” she says, then looks at Landon. “What are you doing here?” she asks him.
“I . . . I came to talk to him.”
I nod sarcastically. “Actually, he came here trying to fight me.”
Tessa’s eyes nearly pop out of their sockets. “What?”
“I’ll tell you later,” Landon says.
Zed is breathing hard and he’s staring at her. How could she bring him here after everything? Of course she’d go running to him. The man of her dreams.
Tessa turns to Zed and puts a gentle hand on his shoulder. “Thanks for bringing me home, Zed. I really appreciate it, but it’s probably best you go.”
He eyes me. “Are you sure?” he asks.
“Yes, I am. Thank you so much. Landon’s here, and I’ll be going to his parents’ place tonight.”
Zed nods in agreement—like he gets enough of a say to agree to anything!—then turns and leaves. Tessa closes the door behind him.
I can’t control my anger as Tessa turns to me with a scowl on her face. “I’m getting my clothes.” She walks into the bedroom.
I follow her, of course.
“Why did you call him for a ride?” I shout behind her.
“Why did you go drinking with this Carly girl? Oh, wait, you were probably complaining how needy and full of expectations your girlfriend is,” she snaps.