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Story: Until I Break

Cassidy

Six Months Later

The last month has been scarily quiet. Jasper and Carrie have hit dead end after dead end, but they did figure out that Jasper’s boss is cousins with twatface and was giving him a heads-up.

He knew who he was all along and was protecting him.

We have all agreed to call him Jason, because that’s who he is.

Jason was a person he wanted to forget. He made himself into several other people to try and forget his roots, but I refuse to let him.

So, Jack Anderson was arrested, Jason is back in hiding, and we are all in one giant poly relationship. Eliza and I are so new to this, so we just do what feels right. The guys are having fun cornering and fucking each other. Seeing a six-man orgy is fucking glorious, honestly.

Eliza and I have been talking about a primal hunting CNC scene with the guys.

We haven’t told them but, basically, we run, and they hunt.

No limits and all force. We both have a CNC kink and are comfortable with going there.

Eliza doesn’t think Julian can handle doing a scene like that with her just yet, so she wants him to just focus on me.

I think Oscar might struggle with me, but we will leave that up to him.

Work has been great. I have most everything down.

We go into the office for half a day three times a week; otherwise we are at home.

Now that we are all together, we are all in the master bedroom, while the room I shared with Oscar, Gunner, and Collin is used for a second office.

Our bed was specially made for us because fitting six men and two women in a bed comfortably is hard as fuck.

We also had a second smaller bed made just for Jack and Jill to sleep on.

Jack is very attached to Eliza, but Jill is my buddy.

She follows me everywhere and has essentially become my service dog.

Eliza and I see the same psychiatrist, and she thought it was a wonderful idea for me to have Jill close by.

I was diagnosed with severe complex post traumatic stress disorder, just like Eliza.

She is aware that we work with Ryan, and he gives her notes on us to help with how she treats our sessions.

I am glad that they talked me into this because it’s helpful to have a non-biased party to trauma dump with.

After I opened up the first time, it was like floodgates released, and I told her everything.

I shut my laptop and lean back in my chair with a groan. “What’s wrong?” Calder asks, kissing my forehead.

“Nothing. Just sick of sitting in this chair,” I say.

“Then get up,” Julian says.

“I never thought of that. Thank you for this new information, Juli,” I say as I stand. “Oh my God! Look at that!”

“It’s a Christmas miracle!” Eliza giggles.

“It’s May,” I remind her with a smile.

“Christmas came early, didn’t you know?”

“Speaking of coming early, hey Julian,” I say, looking at Julian, who is glaring at me. “We done for the day?”

“You are such a fucking brat,” he grumbles at me. “Yes. We are done.”

“Cool,” I say with a grin. Eliza jumps up and shuts her laptop before leaving the room with me. When we get to the kitchen, the others turn and look at us.

“What?” Eliza asks innocently.

“You two are up to something,” Gunner says as he walks over to her.

“Us? Never,” she replies with an innocent smile.

“Bullshit. What is it?” Gunner asks, grabbing her throat and pulling her closer for a kiss.

“It’s a surprise,” I say. “You have to… Oscar!” I squeal when he picks me up over his shoulder and walks out of the kitchen with me. I am dropped onto the couch, and Eliza is dropped beside me by Gunner. Julian and Calder come down and laugh when they find us surrounded.

“They are up to something,” Collin says. “Cass said it’s a surprise.”

“Cass is already in trouble for being a brat,” Julian says, walking around the couch to sit on the ottoman in front of us.

“I’ll tell you if I can forgo a punishment,” I say with a grin.

“Nice try, brat. Speak up. What are you two hiding?” Julian says with a smirk. I look at Eliza and she shrugs.

“Ugh!” I groan. “Fine. We wanted to do something for y’all…. and us.”

“Go on,” Julian says as everyone sits around us. Oscar sits beside Julian in front of me and gestures for me to continue.

“We want to do a CNC scene,” I say, and Julian sighs. “Considering your history, you wouldn’t do anything with Eliza in that. She is comfortable with you, but we all know that it needs to be me first. Now, I don’t know if Oscar would be able to, but that is up to him.”

“Oh, I am,” Oscar says with a smirk.

“Okay,” I laugh.

“How would it work?” Julian asks. “I assume you have a plan?”

“Yes,” Eliza says. “We have the entire property and the house to play with. Kitchen and the bathroom down here are a safe zone, but we can’t stay there for more than five minutes.”

“So, we hunt you down?” Ryan asks.

“Yeah,” I tell him. “We go anywhere we want, together or separate. You catch us and you have free rein. No limits. No safe words.”

“Are you sure?” Ryan asks seriously. “Giving up your safe word is huge.”

“I’d like to think you six know us well,” I say. “We trust you to not push us beyond our limits and to keep us safe. We have full confidence that none of you will harm us, and considering we’ve only ever called it for repeated orgasms, I think we can handle it.”

“You are absolutely sure?” Julian asks me seriously.

“If you don’t want to, Juli, you can say no,” I remind him. “Your boundaries absolutely do matter here, especially considering you were traumatized by what he did to y’all.”

“I wasn’t…”

“Hush,” I say. “You were, but I understand why you don’t want to see it that way.”

“I’ll be fine,” he says simply.

“Okay,” I laugh.

“You don’t believe me?” he asks.

“Not really. Doms need aftercare too, and I just so happen to love caring for people,” I say.

“Run,” he says simply.

“What?!”

“You heard me. Get your asses up and run. You have five minutes before we come after you,” he says. Eliza jumps up and drags me with her.

“And girls,” Oscar says.

“Yes?” I ask.

“It will be dark soon. Be careful,” Oscar says with an ominous smile. I put my black flats on sitting by the door before we run outside. We leap off the porch and sprint to the tree line so we can follow it down. I know where we can go, and Eliza seems to be headed to the same spot.

When we get down to the gate where Jasper’s car is sitting, we yank his back door open, and he gasps, nearly throwing his phone.

“Jesus fucking Christ! Girls, what the fuck?!” he scolds us. We giggle as we sink down into the floorboard and he turns to look at us.

“Oh no. You got in trouble,” he says. “Am I an accomplice? Julian looks like he is mean when he fucks. I don’t know if I want to be his target.”

“Not in trouble,” I laugh. “You don’t get butt-fucked, Jasper?”

“By the King Kong dong posse? No. I think I’ll pass on that,” he jokes. “What are you two up to, and why did you try to kill me with a heart attack?”

“So… we are playing a hunt and fuck CNC game. We gave up using a safe word… and I was a brat to Juli,” I explain. “We weren’t expecting it to be tonight, but then Julian told us to run.”

“So, you ran to me?” he asks. “My job is to keep you safe from Jason. I won’t interfere if they catch you in here.”

“I will totally blow you if you keep me safe from Julian,” I laugh.

“I’ll do it just for fun,” Eliza adds, making Jasper grunt in response.

“You two are going to give me gray hair,” Jasper sighs.

“You already have gray hair, Jasper,” I giggle and lean up to pluck a stray gray hair from his beard. He catches my wrist, and I laugh when he narrows his eyes.

“You realize I have to open the door for you now, right?” he asks. “The back doors don’t open from the inside.”

I yank my hand away, and we try to open the door, bursting into laughter when they don’t open. “Well, fuck,” Eliza laugh.

“You’re going to call them, aren’t you?” I ask.

“I should,” he says. “Someone has to teach you two a lesson. If it can’t be me, then I’ll find joy in knowing they will.”

“Did you just admit to wanting to punish us, Jasper?” Eliza asks with a grin. He grunts instead of answering, and I giggle. When he picks up his phone, I try to grab it, but he gives me a look that has me backing off instantly.

“How did I know you’d call?” Julian laughs when he answers the call. It’s connected through Bluetooth, so his voice is all around us.

“Your brats inadvertently locked themselves in my backseat to hide,” Jasper says.

“Uh oh. You’ve never called them brats before. Usually you defend their bratty behavior,” Julian remarks.

“Well, Cass is trying to bribe me with a blow job, and Eliza is encouraging it. Generally, just being brats,” he explains.

“Shit. Let her. She will learn or choke,” Oscar laughs.

“Oh no,” I laugh nervously.

“By the way, girls. Jasper teaches at the club in Pineville,” Julian says. “He’s been a Dom for twenty years.”

“Damn. That’s like a quarter of his life,” I say, making Eliza cackle when Jasper growls.

“Gate covered,” Julian asks.

“Yep. Carrie and her partner are outside the gate,” Jasper says.

“Meet us up at the house,” Julian says before ending the call. Jasper tosses his phone down and shifts the car into drive.

“Uh oh,” Eliza laughs. “We upset Jasper.”

“It’s nearly his bedtime. It’s okay,” I laugh. “Don’t old people have trouble getting it up anyway?”

“They make pills for it,” Eliza says.

“Maybe he has a pump. Ooo. Or that shot you give at the base of the dick,” I add as Jasper puts the car in park and gets out.

Eliza squeals when Ryan pulls the door open and drags her out.

My door opens, and I throw myself toward Eliza’s door.

Somehow, I manage to climb out and back away as Jasper, Oliver, and Julian come after me.

“We are taking her down,” Ryan laughs. “Have fun.”

“What happens if you run?” Julian asks. I know the answers, but I’m having too much fun antagonizing Jasper.