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I am suddenly knocked to the ground, and the weight of an entire person is on top of me, only it’s not a person.

A wet tongue slobbers as one of the dogs lays their entire weight on top of me.

“Get off of me, you funny psycho!” I complain, trying to push the slobbering beast off of me.

It’s Jack, and he is absolutely delighted to be attacking me.

Jill prances over and I try to wiggle free. “Stop! I’m going to drown in slobber!”

Jill lays beside us, and Jack huffs as he lays his giant head on my shoulder. Instead of being annoyed, I just hug him. I don’t realize I’m not panicking anymore until Oscar kneels down and pets Jack. “I could have been mauled,” I say, and Oscar just laughs.

“Off,” Eliza says, prompting both dogs to jump up and move away from me. Oscar takes my hands and pulls me up before wiping my face with a towel Eliza hands him.

“Why did I get laid on by that mammoth dog?” I ask.

“They specialize in PTSD,” Eliza says. “When I have a panic attack or a bad nightmare, one or both of them lay on me until I calm down. I don’t know how it works, but it’s furry magic.”

“What happened?” Oscar asks, taking my face between his hands. I shake my head, and he sighs. “Just focus on me. Okay? No judgment. No emotions.”

“I was going to ask if they were in the room when… I didn’t know… I mean, I don’t…”

“Stop,” Oscar interrupts. “One thought at a time. Baby steps. You wanted to know if they were in the room when we had sex, yes?”

“Yes,” I whisper.

“They were. Does that bother you?”

“No,” I say with an even quieter voice.

“Did you like it?” he asks, and I reluctantly nod. “Say it, Cassidy. Did you like being watched?”

“Yes,” I sigh.

“What about that gives you anxiety?”

“It’s… Stupid. I’m being stupid. I know I’m safe. I don’t know why… I can’t make it stop, but it’s not bad. I don’t…”

“Stop, baby. Shhh,” Oscar says when I overwhelm myself. “Are you scared of one of them?”

“Yes,” I say tearfully. Oscar wraps me in a tight hug, and I sniffle and whimper as I try to hold myself back from crying. He hasn’t done anything wrong, and I’ve never wanted to be railed into an oblivion by someone who scares me, but…

“Who is it, Pebbles?” Gunner asks, gently turning my face to look at him.

“Julian,” I admit, dropping my head in shame. “He’s not… It’s not…”

“Alright. Y’all back off,” Eliza says, shooing the guys away to stand in front of me. When she takes my hands, I look up at her with tears rolling down my cheeks.

“I’m so confused,” I whimper. “I feel like I’m going crazy.”

“Does he scare you or intimidate you?” she asks. “Like, is it fear, or does he make you nervous?”

“Nervous,” I tell her.

“Juli, come here,” Eliza says. When he comes over, I look down.

Eliza whispers something to Julian before walking away.

I immediately start to panic and try to back away, but Julian grabs my waist and backs me against a wall.

I am quickly melting down, but I’m trying to chill the fuck out.

I can’t fucking handle how he is looking down at me and smiling.

That goddamn smile is dangerous. Eliza is talking quietly to Oscar and the twins, and they are smiling.

Everyone is calm, so why can’t I be calm?

“You know I’m not going to hurt you, right?” Julian asks with a soft rumble.

“Yes,” I whisper. When I look down again, he grabs my chin, and a literal squeal comes out of me. A grin stretches across his face as if he has had some sort of revelation as he steps closer. I am pinned against the wall, trying to remind myself to breathe.

“You are so pretty when you are worked up, Cassidy. Do you get like this with Oscar and the twins?” he asks quietly.

“W-What do you mean?” I stammer.

“Imagine that I reach into your panties and fill your pussy with my fingers, Cass. How wet do you think I’d find you right now?” he asks. “Darlin’, you aren’t scared. You are turned on, and you are shy. You don’t know how to handle it, and it makes you anxious.”

“I am not!” I object.

“Hmm,” Julian smirks. “Collin, care to help me with something?”

“No!” I snap, but Collin comes over and covers my mouth.

“What can I do for you, Julian?” Collin asks with a smile.

“Your sweet Cassidy here is in denial that this is anxiety over being attracted to me. Why don’t you check and see just how… attracted… she is right now?” Julian suggests.

“I’d be delighted to,” Collin says with a mischievous grin as he uncovers my mouth and steps behind me.

With him against the wall, he has me back against his chest with one arm around my waist as the other hand slides down my pants and into my panties.

I try to look away, but Julian grabs my chin and makes me look at him.

“Collin, wait. I…” I try to object, but he plunges two fingers deep into my pussy, and I nearly collapse when I moan.

“Oh, she is fucking dripping, man. I think our sweet little Cassidy has a crush on Julian,” Collin says as he gently rubs my clit. “Isn’t that right?”

“No,” I choke out.

“Lying isn’t going to make this any easier, Pebbles,” Collin says. “If only he knew how your pussy is reacting to him right now.”

“Hmmm,” Julian muses as he leans in to whisper in my ear. “I can’t wait to have your tight little cunt wrapped around my cock as you fall apart for me. What do you think they would think if I just picked you up and fucked you against this wall?”

I am panting, and I don’t know if it’s what he is saying to me or that Collin is slowly rubbing my clit to keep me right on the edge of coming.

“Juli,” I whimper. He looks past me and grins at Collin before stepping back and sitting in the armchair.

The others are watching happily while I get shoved toward the chair.

Collin bends me at the waist and places my hands on the armrest. Julian grabs my wrists so I can’t pull away as my pants and panties are pulled down to my ankles.

“Now, you are going to keep your eyes on him so he can get a good look at what he did to you,” Collin says.

“Why?” I yell, thinking he might shut me up fast by slamming into me.

“Because we don’t want you associating being turned on with fear.

He is going to sit there and enjoy the show while you learn that he not only has self-control, but he is a safe place for you,” Collin says.

“This isn’t about teasing you or picking fun.

This is about rewriting trauma and getting you to a point where you can look at him without panicking. ”

“God, you’re annoying,” I groan.

“But I’m right,” he chuckles before grabbing a tight hold on my hips and slamming his cock deep inside of me.

I am shoved forward so that I am face-to-face with Julian, and he has a feral look in his eyes as I moan.

Collin is fucking me hard and deep, making sure to push as deep as he can.

When I struggle to keep my head up, he grabs my hair and pulls my head back.

“Fuck, Collin,” I whine.

“What, baby? Not hard enough?” He taunts me, knowing full well he is slamming against my cervix, making my belly ache.

“No! God, please no. You’re too fucking deep.”

“Mmm. I could have sworn you just said deeper,” Collin says before pushing me forward more so that when he starts fucking me harder, faster, and deeper, I automatically reach out to Julian for comfort from the brutal fucking.

Julian chuckles and wraps me in a hug as I am quickly fucked to tears.

He gently strokes my hair as violent orgasms tear through my body.

My face is buried in his neck, and when the last final orgasm washes over me, it is so overwhelming that I bite down on Julian, making him groan as Collin is dragged down into his own climax when my body tightens.

I groan and growl as he almost violently fucks his come into me, and I can’t manage to let up until he finally stops.

As soon as he pulls out of me, my body gives out and I collapse, only to be scooped up by Julian.

I am so fucking dazed that I don’t realize it until I am laid on a bed.

The world is fuzzy for a while, but I know it is Collin who cleans my body before laying down so I can snuggle against him.

“I totally didn’t intend for her to go full vampire,” Collin chuckles.

“She’s okay,” Julian laughs. “I just hope we didn’t push her too far.”

“Can I just say that was the hottest thing I have ever seen?” Eliza says. “I’m going to need you to gain her trust so I can see you fuck that girl.”

“You are a dirty little girl, Liza,” Julian says with an amused tone.

“I would sell my kidney to see Oscar go after you,” Calder laughs.

“That would humble your bratty ass real fast,” Ryan remarks.

“I’m not scared,” Eliza says.

“You should be,” I mutter. “The man is a monster.”

I roll to my other side, and Eliza lays down beside me. “Can we talk?” she asks, and I nod. “I’m going to be blunt, because that’s all I know how to do here… We want to see how things will go all together…”

“That was far from blunt,” I laugh.

“Okay, smarty pants,” Eliza says with a grin. “I desperately want to see Julian, Calder, and Ryan fuck you.”

“And?” I ask sweetly.

“I have an unhealthy obsession with Oscar and the twins,” she says, matching my smile. “Kinda wanna see how far I can push Oscar before he snaps and fucks me to death. My men are scared to trigger me.”

“I am scared by the idea of doing things that can make me look like a whore…” I say.

“Oh, honey. Our men can benefit from our slutty ways,” she giggles. “Embrace it, baby. It’s only bad if you make it bad.”

“Well, we can just live in sin together,” I say. “I don’t know why I give his insults so much weight.”

“Because he taught us to hate ourselves, but what he will never take from us is how much those men adore us.”

“Yeah,” I say. “But how does that all work.”