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Eliza

Six Months Later

What a fucking whirlwind life has been. Living with three dominant men who are all equally submissive with each other is chaotic, but amazing.

It’s not to say it hasn’t been a rough road, but we have managed beautifully.

Even when we argue, we find a common path forward.

As time passes, we have learned more about one another on a deep level, and we have a more positive outlook on our relationship as a result.

Julian and Calder finally admitted that they have been in a sexual relationship since they were in college.

They told Ryan and me about how they shared a dorm room, and they got shit-faced drunk together.

One thing led to another, and Julian fucked Calder.

That led to Calder thanking him while sober by waking him with his dick in his mouth.

Julian returned the favor, and it grew from there.

They had more of an open relationship because they still messed around with women together and separately but always stayed together.

When I moved in, they stopped. They didn’t think it was right to do anything if they hadn’t told me because then it would be cheating to them because they wanted something real with me.

Now that they are owning their sexuality and enjoying each other no matter who knows, it has made them so much happier.

Julian and I have grown significantly as individuals and partners.

He has managed his mental health to a point where he can separate me from the trauma that has been inflicted on him.

He has grown comfortable with fully dominating me, and we have been working on submissive training so that I better understand a healthy Dom/sub relationship and he understands and trusts that I will speak up.

We haven’t gone near CNC, but it is on our list of goals.

After Troy tricked him into hurting me, he struggled with guilt and self-loathing, but allowing himself to feel everything with Calder and Ryan helped significantly.

Troy has spent his time on house arrest after my fake account was successfully tracked back to Troy’s phone.

We couldn’t find proof that he had done something to my phone, but Detective Jasper Omen said that between setting me up to be raped and the fake AI video, he will be in jail for a long time.

The court date has been pushed out for so long that we are just now going to end this once and for all.

Troy was able to get bail but is confined to his house.

I have a temporary order of protection, but it doesn’t matter with him being unable to leave. If he does, they’ll know immediately.

We came to the office early this morning to get some work done before court.

Ryan has been working with us enough that Julian and Calder are going to replace his position, so he has more freedom to work with clients.

His official position is director of operations and training.

I am standing at my desk flipping through papers when hands rest on my waist. “Hey!” I say sweetly.

“Mmm. Hey,” Julian murmurs, kissing my neck. I tilt my head to give him better access, and he bites down.

“Don’t start something you can’t finish, sir,” I giggle.

“Can’t finish?!” Julian gasps. I laugh when he pushes me over my desk and pushes my dress up. “I think we have plenty of time.”

“We have to go soon!” I giggle.

“I’ll tell you when it’s time to go,” he grunts, yanking my panties down. “You got out of bed this morning without letting me enjoy this sweet little cunt, Kitten.”

“I did,” I laugh. “You enjoyed Ryan’s mouth on your cock, though. You even whimpered when he made you beg to come.”

“You think that’s funny, huh?” He asks, unzipping his pants to pull his cock free.

“Hilarious,” I muse. “Such a good little bitch for our men.”

“I’ll show you a good little bitch,” he growls before grabbing my hips and slamming his cock deep. I gasp loudly and grip onto the edge of the desk.

“Fuck, that’s good,” I moan as he surges deep.

“That’s it, Kitten. So fucking needy,” Julian groans.

“God, yes!” I whimper. Julian has been slowly introducing degradation, and it’s unbelievably hot when he calls me his needy slut.

Calder and Ryan are the ones who straight up don’t care.

They will call me their filthy whore and fuck me to tears.

For a while I thought I hated it, but they showed me that it’s all about intention.

They intend to make me feel good and make me want more, while Troy simply wanted to hurt me.

“Aww,” Ryan says from in front of me. He grabs me by the hair and pulls my head up as Julian moves me up on the desk. “Wouldn’t you just look so pretty choking on my cock?”

“Yes,” I moan. “Fuck, that hurts, Juli.”

“Good,” Julian grunts and slams deeper.

“You want more, Kitten?” Ryan asks sweetly. “You want to choke on my cock like a filthy little slut, don’t you?”

“Yes!” I say happily.

“Then open up. Take my cock like the desperate slut you are.”

I open my mouth, and he slowly pushes his cock down my throat, forcing me to take all of him.

I moan as Julian pounds into me, but look up at Ryan with pleading eyes.

I never thought I would be willing to beg him to be mean to me, but fuck, I love it.

I rub the backside of his cock with my tongue, and his eyes flutter when I start sucking hard.

“Fuck, Kitten. That’s it. Such a good little slut.

This fucking mouth is like heaven, baby. ”

I hum with delight, and he grunts before fucking my mouth faster and deeper. Julian follows suit and rams into me as hard as he can. My eyes roll back as my orgasm surfaces. Julian groans deeply as he fucks his come deep into me. I whimper when he steps away, and I feel Calder grab my hips.

“How nice would it be for her to go to court with all of her holes full of our come?” Calder says before dropping lube in my ass.

I swear to God, these men have lube hidden everywhere just for these moments.

“Think someone will come to help you if you are up here screaming with my cock buried in your ass?”

Calder doesn’t wait for any sort of answer before sinking into my ass, dragging a long and dramatic groan out of me.

The vibrations make Ryan moan as he quickens his pace and fucks my mouth as he starts to come.

“Fuck, Liza. Swallow me. Just like that…” he moans as he drains his cock down my throat.

When he pulls out, Calder grips onto me and fucks me harder.

I bite down on my bottom lip and groan as he rails me into my desk.

My belly already aches from Julian, but Calder is fucking ruthless .

“Fuck, yes. God, you are such a fucking slut for my cock. Aren’t you?” Calder growls. I whimper in response, and he smacks my ass. “Say it! Tell me whose filthy whore you are, Kitten.”

“I’m your whore. God, I love your cock,” I moan tearfully. “Please fuck me harder. Please!”

“Tell me how fucking filthy you are for me, Liza. Say it!” He growls, smacking my ass again and again until I yell out.

“I am! I’m filthy. I’m your filthy whore. Please, God! I wanna come!”

“Beg me, whore!” he groans.

“Please. Please, sir, please. Fuck me harder. Please God, make it hurt. Please, sir.”

“Anything for my girl,” he purrs as he grips my ass tighter.

He is sure to leave bruises from his fingertips digging into my flesh, but I don’t care.

Fuck, I’d let this man break me in half just to get to come while he hate-fucks me.

I never thought I’d be into this level of aggression, but I fucking crave it.

“Please! Make it hurt. Please, Calder. Fuck me like I don’t want it.”

I’ve said it now, and there is no taking back the confession that I want it.

God, I fucking want it. I want to fight them and lose.

I want to sob as they fuck me because I know that after, they will pamper me like the goddamn queen I am.

No matter how loudly I beg or how hard I cry while they fuck me, they will always take care of me. They will always make me feel safe.

What I don’t expect is for Julian to grab me by the hair and pull my head back. “Be very fucking sure of yourself, Eliza,” he warns with a growl.

“Please,” I say tearfully. “I trust all of you. Please, I’m fucking begging. Please.” Julian grins before releasing my hair and stepping away.

“Bring her to the couch,” Julian grunts.

Calder pulls out of my ass and takes me off the desk to shove me to the couch.

I am shoved onto Julian to straddle him.

My panties are gone, and when Julian grabs my hips, I melt into him just in time for him to suddenly shove himself deep in my ass.

Right behind him, Calder starts forcing his cock into me, alongside Julian.

“Wait! Woah! Fuck. No. No, no, no. That hurts. God, you won’t…” I start to panic, but I still feel in control. Julian shuts me up by grabbing me by the throat and squeezing.

“Either say your safe word or shut the fuck up and take our cocks like the filthy fucking slut you are,” Julian growls, and holy fuck, can he get any sexier? “You asked for this, so fucking take it like a good little bitch.”

“Fuck, I love you,” I groan as Calder fills me to the hilt. My ass burns as they stretch me, and I know I am going to feel this for fucking days.

“Mmm. I think she likes the way we hurt her,” Calder groans as they slowly fuck me. They can’t go fast yet, or they will absolutely tear my ass open. I am on the edge of real pain, and it makes pleasure tremble through my body.

“More!” I choke out.