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“I hope you two understand that I will do what I think benefits her, not you two,” Ryan says. “She wants to communicate to you two that she is handling this better than you two are giving her credit for.”

“If she is consenting, I would love to see her with you,” Calder says.

“I agree. I think seeing her handle things will help me understand her state of mind. I don’t think starting things with us is a good idea. Calder might be handling things well, but I am… not,” Julian admits.

“Liza?”

“Yes?” I ask with a smile and blushed cheeks. He walks closer to me, and I get anxious.

“If you truly want to do this, get on your knees,” he says simply.

“Right now?” I ask.

“Right now,” Ryan confirms. “Do not force yourself to do anything. If you are nervous or anxious, just tell me, and I can help, but I need you to communicate.”

“I’m anxious,” I say. “I’m not scared… I just… I just keep thinking about all the things that Troy said to me.”

“What can I do to help?” Ryan asks.

“Give very clear directions. Don’t give me any room for overthinking,” I say.

“I want you to use the red light system. Red is a full stop, but yellow should be used for when you feel you might be calling it soon or if you just need a moment. No is not accepted, but I will check in with you by asking your color,” Ryan explains.

“Okay,” I say sweetly.

“Yes, sir,” he says. “When in this setting with any of us, it is yes sir or no sir.”

“Yes, sir,” I correct.

“Get on your knees and clasp your hands behind your back,” he says. As I move down to kneel in front of him, he continues. “If you can’t speak, tap on me at least three times. Even if I have hold of your wrists, I will always make sure you can tap on me.”

“Yes sir,” I say as I sit back on my heels and interlock my hands behind my back. I feel powerful on my knees for him, and the lust-filled look in his eyes is intoxicating. Ryan is just under six feet tall and toned. He has an innocent look about him, but it’s intimidating all the same.

“You two should be watching her very closely. Watch her body language and how she interacts with me,” Ryan says.

“We have employees in the building,” I remind everyone.

“No one will come in here,” Calder says.

“Are you ready?” Ryan asks me. I close my eyes and take a deep breath to center my thoughts before looking back up at him.

“Yes, sir,” I reply softly.

Ryan keeps his eyes on mine as he unbuckles his belt and pulls his cock free. My eyes go wide when I see that he is huge and pierced. My jaw is going to be sore, as will my throat. “Open wide, Liza. Let’s see how well you can do.”

Calder and Julian grunt when I open my mouth and extend my tongue slightly, but Ryan smiles.

He guides his dick to my mouth before slowly pushing to the back of my throat.

I don’t gag, but I can’t breathe. I try to pull away, but Ryan grabs the sides of my face and pushes deeper.

I instantly start to panic, but he doesn’t let go.

“Relax, Liza. Just focus on breathing in through your nose,” Ryan encourages. “You’re doing so well; just focus.”

I whine and blink away tears, but focus.

Little by little, I can get my breathing under control.

“Good girl, Liza. Fuck, you’re doing so good,” Ryan grunts as he starts to slowly fuck my mouth.

My jaw aches as he quickens his pace until he is aggressively thrusting down my throat.

I have my hands on my thighs, which are pressed together as my pussy aches to be filled.

I want to come so fucking badly right now, and it’s dawning on me that for three days, all I have wanted is to be violently fucked.

I want to make that choice this time, and I want to enjoy it.

Most importantly, right now, I want Calder and Julian to watch it happen.

Ryan pulls out of my mouth without finishing. When I look up at him, he smiles wickedly at me. “Stand up,” he tells me. I immediately jump up, and he spins me to face Julian and Calder. “What do you notice?”

I look over at Calder and Julian and see that they are both hard. “They want to come,” I say breathlessly.

“But they don’t get to come yet, do they?” Ryan asks as he eases my pants down.

“No,” I say when they hit the ground. I step out of my heels and pants, and he walks me closer to Julian’s desk.

“That’s right, because we get to come first. Don’t we?” Ryan asks before gently kissing my neck.

“Yes,” I pant.

“So, here is how this will go, Liza,” he says as he pushes me forward to grab the edge of Julian’s desk. He kicks my feet apart before he slowly pushes his fingers into my pussy. “I am going to fuck you, and they are going to watch. We are going to show them just how much you want this.”

“Please,” I choke out.

“You are fucking soaked, Eliza. Did you like getting your throat fucked?” Ryan asks as he slowly fucks me with his fingers.

“Yes, sir,” I moan.

“When I have you filled with my come, Calder is going to eat it out of your pussy and show you how much he fucking worships you,” Ryan says. “Julian… he gets to watch, and neither are allowed to make themselves come.”

“Why?” I moan, trying to focus on his words.

“Because you own us now, Eliza. Our come belongs to you, and you are the only one who gets it.”

“God yes,” I say with a shaky voice.

“I am not going to treat you like you are breakable, because I can feel how much you want this. If you get overwhelmed, speak up. If you fail to, you will be punished. Understand?” he asks.

“Yes, sir,” I moan. “Please…”

“Cover your mouth,” he tells me. I do, and he lays my chest on the desk before grabbing my hips and slamming into my pussy. His cock slams against my cervix, and I scream as he starts to fuck me hard.

“Oh my God!” I moan loudly as I grip the edge of the desk with both hands as he rails into me.

“Fuck, you feel so damn good,” Ryan moans as he rams into me harder and harder.

He gets me to the point where I am nearly crying from how fucking good this feels.

When my orgasm finally breaks, I bury my face in my arms so I can cover my mouth and pinch my nose closed.

My entire body tenses as Ryan rails me into the desk and straight into another orgasm.

He groans deeply as he fucks his come deep inside of me.

I can feel how his cock pulsates when I let myself breathe.

Ryan pulls me up, and Calder takes over by backing me up to the large round table in the center of the room before picking me up so he can lay me on the surface.

“You like breath play,” Ryan remarks as he walks around to stand at my head.

“Yes,” I pant. “I didn’t mean to do it. I just did it, and…”

“Stop. Relax. You have done nothing wrong,” Ryan says. “Would you like me to show you more?”

“Yes,” I admit.

“Good girl for communicating that,” Ryan says, kissing my forehead. “I am proud of you, Eliza. We all are.”

“Thank you,” I say. Julian stands beside the table as Calder spreads my legs far apart and sits in a chair in front of me, so he is right at my pussy. I reach out for Julian, and he takes my hand as Ryan holds my head between his hands.

“You are triggered,” Ryan says when I flinch as Calder touches my thighs.

“I think so,” I whisper.

“Talk about it. What are you thinking about?” Ryan asks.

“Troy only did this once, and… he, uh… bit me… Hard enough to make me bleed,” I admit. “It was years ago, but…”

“I won’t bite you,” Calder says, gently kissing my thigh. “I can’t promise I won’t make you come until you can’t handle it anymore, though.”

“That is a good idea,” Ryan says. “Finding your boundary early. Go until she says the safe word.”

“Oh lord,” I sigh.

“You have such a pretty pussy, Liza,” Calder says before gently flicking his tongue across my clit, making my entire body jerk. “You look incredible leaking come.”

“Fuck,” I moan when he pushes his tongue into my pussy.

Calder moves his chair closer before banding his arms around my thighs so my legs rest over the top of his arms. He grunts as he buries his face in my cunt and starts to eat Ryan’s come out of me.

Between the licking and sucking, I am delirious with pleasure.

He is keeping me on the edge as he cleans me.

“Tap if you need to stop,” Ryan says as he covers my mouth.

When he pinches my nose closed, I arch off the table, and my eyes roll back.

Calder starts sucking on my clit, and an orgasm suddenly bursts out of me.

The feeling gets stuck in my belly when I still can’t breathe, and Ryan isn’t stopping.

As my eyes start to flutter closed and I am nearly about to pass out, Ryan suddenly lets me breathe, and another orgasm stabs through me.

I scream into his hand and rock my hips.

“Good girl, Liza. You come so pretty for us,” Ryan praises. “Julian, show her breath play.”

“Ryan, I…” he starts to say, but I pull him closer until I can lay his hand on my neck.

He grunts and wraps his fingers around my throat.

Ryan keeps his hand on my head as Calder forces yet another orgasm to the surface.

This time when Julian tightens his grip, I can’t breathe again, and pressure builds in my belly.

I grab Julian’s hand and dig my nails into his wrist.

“Keep holding. She’s okay,” Ryan says when Julian starts to pull away.

My eyes roll back, and just as my pleasure peaks, he releases my throat, and he covers my mouth as I scream through my orgasm.

My arousal floods from my pussy, and Calder growls against my pussy as he drinks from my body.

My legs are shaking, and I am weak. I don’t think I can do this anymore, so I force the word out.

“Red,” I choke out, but repeat myself so I know they heard me. “Red!”

Calder stops immediately, and I groan as I relax onto the table. Calder gently kisses my thigh, and they are silent as I catch my breath.

“Fuck, I need a nap,” I mutter,” making them chuckle.

“Look at me,” Julian says softly. When I open my eyes, he smiles softly and cups my cheek. “I am so damn proud of you, Eliza.”

“Why?” I ask.

“Because you reached your limit and spoke up immediately,” he says. “We have a long road ahead of us, but I promise I am right here with you.”

“Tell her,” Calder says to Julian.

“Tell me what?” I ask.

“I was sexually assaulted for years by my aunt,” he says.

“She used BDSM and taught me… a lot. Some things were correct, but some led me to traumatizing other girls, thinking I was doing the right thing. I didn’t manage to get out of that situation until I was twenty.

I found someone to teach me and Calder the proper way to be a Dom and swore I’d never hurt another person…

Hurting you brought all that back up, and I am fighting with a lot of demons right now.

I love you so damn much, Liza. I promise I am right here, and I am not going anywhere. ”

“I love you too, Juli,” I say. “Thank you for telling me that.”

“Friday, I want you three at the club. Between now and then, I have very simple homework for you two,” Ryan says.

“Okay,” Calder says.

“Calder, fuck her. And I don’t mean nicely either.

Read her body and take her whenever or wherever you think is best. She has shown she will speak up when she hits a limit, so trust that,” Ryan says.

“Julian, I want you to let her lead however she chooses. If that means she sucks your dick until you come so many times that you cry, so be it. Switch and let her dominate.”

“I don’t trust that she won’t try and peg me,” Julian says with a smirk.

“Then you better pick a safe word and tell her where the lube is,” Ryan says. “You have fallen into a submissive role, so stay there until you are comfortable taking control back.”

“Okay,” Julian says.

“Eliza, use your voice. If Calder or Julian triggers you, tell them exactly what you are thinking. Do not spare their feelings; just tell them however it comes out,” Ryan says.

“With Julian, focus on reward, not punishment. This is not about punishment, but if you think he is deserving of one, make it sex-based.”

“Meaning?” I ask.

“Orgasm denial, forced orgasms, or whatever you want. Don’t be afraid to take control.

No matter how it happened, he took your control away, so this is how you can get it back and he can feel comfortable again with leading.

He can see you get dominated by me and Calder, but you two can build something.

It is important that you see that he has self-control and that he understands what it means to submit. ”

“Any hard limits?” I ask Julian.

“No,” he says with a smirk.

“Okay,” I smile. “Can we finish the day at home?”

“We can. You look exhausted,” Julian says.

“I was monster fucked, and now my belly hurts,” I laugh.

“Just wait until you take all three of us,” Calder muses.

“Like a dream come true,” I laugh. “I should warn everyone… I am going to call to meet up with Troy…”

“What?” Calder asks, pulling me up from the table to stand. “Why?”

“To make it known that his stupid little plan didn’t work,” I say. “He did this shit because he wanted me to come running back to him. I want it to be known that his bullshit didn’t work, and I am staying right here with y’all.”

“Do you want us there?” Julian asks.

“Yes, but I’d like to talk to him alone,” I say. “So, within eyesight and earshot, but not close enough to trigger any kind of fight.”

“Okay,” Julian says. “If he touches you, I will kill him.”

“I understand,” I say. “I don’t know if he is brave enough knowing you two are there.”

Let’s hope not,” Calder says.