Page 47

Theo had raised my expectations around sex.

I’d never let anyone get to the point where it felt like they truly knew me that well, even in the bedroom.

But I was letting Theo go there and see me for long enough that she was truly learning everything about me.

It was making me realize how nice it was to have a partner who already knew what I liked.

Random hookups were fun for the sake of meeting someone new or for the adventure.

But in terms of intimacy and the ability to have fun—and the chances of having an orgasm—consistency was becoming ideal.

Now that I knew what I had, I didn’t want to give it up and go back to strangers.

I flipped Theo over and straddled her, just below her neck. When she realized what I was silently proposing, her face lit up.

“Oh, hell yeah,” she said and moved her arms so we could get into position.

I straddled her face and gripped her bed frame. Theo wrapped her arms around my legs to keep me still and then brought her tongue to my pussy. My knees nearly gave out immediately. A rush of blood went to my clit, making me lightheaded.

“Oh my god.” I exhaled. I put one hand in Theo’s hair, combing my fingers through her roots and gripping on.

Theo continued flicking her tongue against me, and I rocked my hips the tiniest bit to create more friction. She tightened her grip around my legs, and I tilted my chin up, gasping and moaning at the ceiling.

The biggest benefit of all to Theo’s roommates not being home was that we could be as loud as we wanted.

It reminded me of winter break, when Theo and I basically camped out at my house because Iris was gone for so long.

GJ had the same schedule as Theo, she was stuck on campus, too.

Iris being away had given us the reprieve we needed from feeling like we always had roommates and friends and teammates around.

It got to be just us, cosplaying like two grown-ups who were able to live in their own apartment.

Theo sped up her movements, moving her tongue up my opening and circling my clit. Every time she made contact with my mound, it sent a shockwave of warm pleasure to my core. I could feel and hear how wet I was against Theo’s mouth.

She brought her hands up and gripped my ass.

I rode her face until both of us were out of breath and red in the face.

The orgasm started up slowly—a blooming sensation in my stomach and nipples and clit.

When it hit, it felt like a tidal wave. Theo kept going through it, bringing me to the edge again before the first one could even completely finish.

“Oh, Theo,” I moaned, white-knuckling her headboard. “Oh my god. Oh my god .”

When I became so sensitive that I physically couldn’t handle it anymore, I readjusted and moved back so I was sitting on her chest.

“All done?” Theo asked, looking up at me. She was so fucking sexy like this, all flushed from sex. I loved the way her hair fell over the pillow and the soft, lustful expression in her eyes.

“Just need a minute,” I said and moved again so I was sitting next to her. She stayed flat on her back, draping her arm over my knees. I weaved my fingers through her hair, unable to stop myself from gazing at her.

I wanted to blame post-sex hormones but me staring at her was happening all the time—over dinner, while watching a movie.

We’d be studying together and I’d find my eyes wandering toward her instead of my textbook.

It wasn’t entirely my fault—she just looked so good in glasses and so cute when she was immersed in what she was reading.

My pulse quickened at the mental image. I traced my fingers over Theo’s bicep.

“Do you want to use the strap?” I asked.

She sat up immediately. “Of course,” Theo said.

She reached into her side table and pulled out the strap and harness.

We’d been slowly integrating more things into our rotation.

I’d become particularly fond of using my vibrator with her over winter break; there were a couple of times I was worried my neighbors might call for help, concerned about my wellbeing, from how loud I’d been.

Theo pulled the harness on and tightened it against her waist. After applying lube, she got on her knees on the bed and sat between my legs.

She leaned over me and kissed me. I reached between her legs and poised the dildo at my slit.

When she slid into me, I felt it through my whole body. Even though she’d only gone in a little bit, my toes curled and my back arched. I gripped onto her back.

“How’s this so far?” Theo asked. “Everything feel okay?”

“So good,” I said and Theo eased deeper and deeper into me, filling me up. I could feel every inch of her—every millimeter . It felt incredible. Warmth gushed between my legs, enveloping the strap.

As I got increasingly turned on, Theo was able to move more freely. When she could feel that I was getting really wet, she started thrusting into me in slow, deep motions. She took her time sliding in and out of me .

“I love fucking you,” she said in my ear. “You’re so hot, Maya.”

I moaned in response, her voice effectively turning me on even more. I held onto her, readjusting my hips so she could get an even deeper angle.

“Good girl,” Theo said. “You like that?”

I nodded desperately. I didn’t want her to stop—I never wanted her to stop. I couldn’t formulate any actual thoughts or sentences. Theo moved with the stamina and confidence of an athlete. It was impossible not to get swept up in how good it felt to have her inside of me.

“Use your words, baby.”

I moaned again, my chest rising and falling more rapidly as I got closer to finishing. “It’s so good, Theo,” I said, using every bit of my brain power that I could. “That feels so good.”

Theo moved faster inside of me and I matched her pace with the movement of my hips. I cried out as an orgasm burst through me.

I was too sensitive to try going for another round so quickly. Theo eased out of me and slipped the strap off, dropping it to the ground nearby.

“I’ll deal with that later,” she said and climbed back into bed with me.

She wrapped me in her arms and I closed my eyes.

Every chemical that got released during sex felt like it was dancing and singing in my body.

I could stay exactly like that for the rest of my life and I would never complain about it.

“Did you want anything?” I asked as I curled up on Theo’s chest. She stroked her hand up and down my bare back.

“No, I’m…taken care of,” Theo said. She looked away. “Did you know that you can orgasm from getting someone else off?”

I laughed, hugging myself to her even tighter. “Oh, that is so fucking hot,” I said.