Page 48 of Taking A Chance
“Cade, I’m sorry. I should have handled this differently, but I was scared. Scared that you were too good to be true. I should have trusted my instincts. I should have trusted you.”
“I’m sorry too. I should have come after you, not taken no for an answer, but I didn’t,” his lips brush mine. “You’re not the only one who put up barriers. I too, was reluctant to move in a different direction than what I’d perceived my life would take. But then you came along and flipped my world.” He kisses me this time but only a short, sweet peck. “I think you got me the first time you called me Cowboy. Every single time I heard that word from your lips, it was like igniting a touch paper straight to my dick. No one has ever had that kind of effect on me, no one, and to be brutally honest, it was unnerving. Then I realised it wasn’t that I didn’t want a relationship, a family and everything that went with it. It was that I didn’t want it with just anyone. I wanted it all with you.”
I can’t hold back any long. I surge forward, pressing my lips to his, pushing my tongue into his soft sweet warmth and kiss him with a fierceness that even surprises me. His lips push against mine with equal ferocity, his tongue playing a hot and heated dance with mine. Cade’s now fully erect cock stands proudly between us, albeit restricted by the limited space. I have two choices, but one need outweighs the other. With a hand on each of his shoulders, I push against him, taking my lips from his mouth, only to place them to the right of his Adam’s apple. That’s where my trail begins. I pepper kisses along his shoulders, down to his pecs, stopping to give each nipple a short sharp nip with my teeth. I continue over his spectacular abs and around his belly button, until I get to the soft blond line of hair that will lead me to my ultimate goal. I need to taste him; I need to feel him. I need his cock in my mouth.
One slow and precise lick of the head is all it takes for Cade to grab hold of my hair and let out a deep guttural moan. My body instantly responds to the sexy sound of his approval, generating further wetness between my legs as my clit throbs with need. I take him into my mouth fully, as far as I can go, and suck.
“Baby,” he groans out. “Fuck baby, your mouth, fuck!”
In and out, I work his cock, each time trying to take him even deeper, until I feel the head hit the back of my throat. Saliva drips from my lips as I try to control my gag reflex. When I feel him harden further, I prepare to take all that he gives, only to be pushed away, his cock releasing from my mouth with a pop.
“Come up here so I can kiss you,” he growls and I crawl up his body until we come face to face. Every kiss he delivers comes with passion. Sometimes gentle, his lips barely touching as he nips at mine with his teeth. Other times hard and with an intensity that leaves me gasping for breath.
“Get up,” he instructs as he eases me up until I’m standing on the bed in front of him, my already wet pussy right in front of his face. He looks up and gives me the filthiest of looks.
“Now it’s my turn.”
When his warm breath hits my wetness as he breathes in my essence, I shiver. When his tongue slips through the already swollen flesh, a direct hit to my clit, my legs begin to quiver.
“Fuck me, baby. I can’t get enough of your smell, your sweet taste. I want you to come for me, baby. Come on my tongue.”
His dirty words have me reeling and it only takes a few minutes under his attentive mouth before I’m coming hard. I can hardly stand, but his powerful arms keep me firmly in place as he continues to suck on my clit.
“No more,” I pant out, trying to push his head from between my legs. “Please Cade, no more.” Showing me mercy, he lowers me down and I collapse against his chest, as I try desperately to catch my breath.
Cade sweeps the hair from my face and I can feel his gaze upon me. I look up at him through a post sex haze, his beauty still shines radiantly.
“Come back with me, to Bath.” It’s meant to be a question but comes out more like a plea.
“I’ve got to go back,” I sigh “I can’t afford to lose my job.”
“I mean permanently. You, Viktoria, we can find somewhere together. A home.”
“You want us to live together? Cade, I…”
“I know it’s all a bit fast, but damn Petra, we wasted too much time being apart already. I want to go to sleep and wake up with you by my side. I want to know my baby girl is safe and sleeping under my roof. I don’t want you to spend another single day spending half your time in one country, while our daughter is in another. I’m not the only one that’s been missing out on her life. You have been too.”
“I want to Cade, but it’s not that easy. I can’t roll up on Monday with a child that I’ve been hiding for over a year. What will people say?”
“I don’t give a fuck what people say and neither should you. I know that you two are my life now and I’ll be dammed if I’m gonna let office gossip stop me from living it. You say the barricades are down Petra, that you’ve let me in. Then what’s stopping you from being with me?”
“Nothing,” I announce with confidence. “Absolutely nothing at all.” I let out an excited laugh. Jumping up, I bounce on the bed. Cade laughs along with me and my moment of madness. Out of breath, I fall on my knees in front of him. “There’s one thing I need to tell you though.”
“You have more secrets?”
“Only the one, and it’s not really a secret, well not anymore anyway.”
“What’s that?” he pulls me onto his lap and I wrap my arms around his neck, threading my fingers through his hair. I gaze upon his perfect face, his stunning blue eyes, and his lush mouth before I declare.
“I love you, Cowboy.”
Two years later
Isaac and Amy’s home in Bath.
It’s unusually warm for the time of year, so Isaac has invited us all round, after deciding that it was perfect weather for a barbeque. I say all. Mikey is in Aspen, skiing with his mum and Axe and Nessa are MIA. Cade seems to think that the two of them are going through a hard patch and that’s why they declined Isaac’s offer.
I must admit, it’s extremely relaxing here, laid horizontal on the sun lounger. The warmth of the sun on my face leaves me feeling extremely lethargic while I reflect on how my life has changed so much.