Page 27 of Pages of My Heart

Charlie my darling

I can’t go on like this. Without you.

DON’T TELL ME I HAVE TO!

no no no no no no

So tired my love. Can’t hold pen in my ha

Sleep doesn’t help. Bridget told themschool I taken ill

I wish I was strong like you.

Food has no taste. Putrid

Only want YOU

Just come home. Please Charlie I beg you.

I love you

Love you, my darlin

Only you.

FUCK THE CHURCH!!

If God wishes to condemn us to eternal damnation, then so be it.

Charlie you are my savior,

my sacred love,

and my fucking religion.

Bad thoughts. Nevers go away.

Michael forced me to eat. Said the doctor would lock me up just like MOTHER

Need you, my love.

Need you

Need you

need you

Can you fucking hear me Charlie????????

Have you FORSAKEN me?

Need our bodies to be as one, move as one. Need your touch. Your lips upon mine.

Come home.

PLE A SE

Your sweetheart,

Thomas xxxxxxx

—LETTER NOT SENT—