Page 23 of Not Your Enemy

With a sigh, I lay back on the bed, way harder than necessary. Maybe tomorrow morning I’d wake up with more clarity. Or maybe I should just do something that makes me happy and say hell with the consequences. I sat back up at the thought, thinking about howamazing that sounded. I mean, I was already technically dating Jade; we’d been kissing and spending all our free time together.

Wasn’t that already too much from Jana’s point of view?

Wasn’t I already too deep to stop now, anyway?

And most importantly, wasn’t being with Jade intimately something I desperately wanted to do?

I paced the floor of Jana’s room for a good twenty minutes, knitting needles in hand, thinking about every scenario and outcome of said scenario. But when I thought about being with Jade and not being with her, one of those options thrilled me while the other made me extremely sad. That pretty much answered my question and caused me to put down my work in progress and open the bedroom door.

I walked down the hall in short bursts. The nerve rising and falling as quickly as my breath.

I knocked on Jade’s door and then stood there silently. What’s wrong with me? I should have just barged in and saved myself from this awkward, cringy wait. Before I could chicken out, the door opened. Jade stood there in one of her oversized band tees. She was clearly not wearing a bra, and it was hard to keep my eyes on her face. Not that hard though, since she was so beautiful. Even at the end of a long day, she looked so kissable.

“Hey,” she said, looking at me with a curious smile.

I swallowed and contemplated my choices. I could babble about what I wanted, back out, or just do it already. Stepping into her space, I crashed my lips against hers and parted them with my tongue. She embraced me, holding me to her and meeting my kisses with her own. I moaned into her mouth, unable to help myself. She had driven me mad for days, to the point of insanity. I’d never wanted someone so much in my life, never needed anything the wayI needed her.

Pulling away from her, I grabbed her hand and started to pull her over to the bed. It had dark purple sheets with a white comforter hanging off the side.

“What are you doing, Libby?” she asked in a calm tone, allowing me to guide her without complaint.

“Shut up and take off your clothes.” I could barely believe my own words, but they were nothing but the truth. I needed to see and feel her bare skin against mine.

Her mossy green eyes widened, and she released my hand. Backing up, she slowly removed her shirt until she was completely bare from her waist up. I licked my lips at her gorgeous body. Her flawless skin, perfect bouncy breasts, and slim waist. I wanted to kiss her all over. She had a raven tattoo over her left rib cage. It was so pretty, and had I not been completely mesmerized by her body, I’d have spent more time admiring it.

“Panties too,” I stated, trying to ignore how soaked my own were just from looking at her. Teasing me utterly and completely, she dragged them down her tan legs slowly, drawing out every second. Tossing them to the side, she lifted an eyebrow at me as if waiting for my next command. “Lie down on your back.”

I was positive I would cringe in the morning at the words coming out of my mouth, but I was determined to do this. Determined to do this before the feelings of betraying my best friend slipped back to the forefront of my mind. She’d crawled over to the middle of the bed before lying down. Using her ankles, I slowly pulled her to the edge of the bed, stopping when her ass was just about to slide over.

Reaching up, I ran my hands down the sides of her waist and back up again. It felt so good to feel her like this, with her woodsy amber scent all around me. The familiarity of it comforted me as I leaned down to kiss her plump, soft lips, diving my tongue deep into hermouth. She moaned for me, and that alone had my toes curling against the synthetic rug. I made my way down her neck, kissing, biting, and sucking lightly.

She squirmed, and I had never seen her so vulnerable and open before; it was driving me crazy while also helping me keep up the confidence taking charge like this required. I grabbed one of her heavy breasts and pushed her nipple into my mouth. I swirled my tongue around it before nipping it, earning another moan from her. It was such a sweet and erotic sound. I sucked on it before releasing it to repeat the process with her other breast, using my fingers to circle the other in my tongue’s absence.

Kissing down her abdomen, I lingered in each spot, wanting to build up the sensation for her in every way I could. When I finally kneeled in front of her pussy, I took in how absolutely perfect she was. I’d made her slick between her folds, her legs already spread out for me. I kissed up her thighs on both sides, getting as close to her center as possible before kissing back down.

"Libby," she called, sounding out of breath. "Are you sure?" she asked, and I instantly wished she hadn't. There were valid reasons why we shouldn't do this, but the problem was I was sure that more than anything I wanted her.

I smiled against her skin before finally ending the torture for both of us. I gave her a long, thorough lick from her cunt to her clit, and as she cried out, my eyes rolled back in my head from how good she tasted. So fresh and tart, like a sweet, juicy apple.

“Mm, you taste delicious, Jade,” I said, allowing that to be the answer to her question.

“That feels so good, princess,” she praised me as I dove back in.

I took my time exploring every crevice and dipping inside her channel. My face was soaked with her juices, and I tried to suck as much of theminto my mouth as I could. Finally, I nibbled and sucked her pretty clit again, wanting to satisfy her. She thrashed, and I placed her thighs over my shoulders, wrapping my arms around them to hold her in place.

“Baby girl, you are going to make me come so hard if you keep doing that.”

She kept praising me and warning me, and not once did I relent. I was determined to have her come all over my face, and I couldn’t wait to slip my tongue in her cunt and taste it. I sucked her clit hard and rubbed my tongue on both sides of it. With a cry for me, I felt a burst of wetness and her pussy started fluttering against my mouth. I drank her in, loving her taste and how warm she felt against me. She pushed at me until I released her, even though I didn’t want to. She was just so yummy, and I could stay in her warmth for hours.

“Fuck,” she said when I pulled away. I licked my lips, trying to draw in every bit of her taste. She sat up, her chest heaving and forehead damp with sweat. Grabbing my waist, she drew me into her until we were kissing passionately. “Oh, princess, you have no clue what I’m going to do with you,” Jade said against my lips, making me feel like I was on fire.

We both stood up, and she took me in before sliding her hands underneath my top. I put my arms above my head, letting her slide it off me in one quick motion. Tossing it away, her hands focused on my sports bra, which my breasts were trying to slide out of on their own. She pulled the bottom band and snapped it against my skin, making me flinch. Lifting it off me, her hands took its place, cupping both of my breasts and then massaging gently.

“Mm, I love these,” she said as she slid down to her knees and pushed me into a sitting position on the bed. It was no surprise that she had quickly taken over the power dynamic here.

She took my right breast into her mouth, sucking and nipping at my nipple while she looked up at me. It was hard to keep myself upright, and I bit my tongue so as not to show how excited she was making me. Jade was in absolutely no rush, lavishing attention on both breasts, kneading them together and then restarting the process. I placed a hand in her hair and the other on her shoulder. Her free hand squeezed my waist while I pulled and played with the strands of her hair.

My eyes met hers before looking away again. It was hard to hold her intense stare simply because it was making our intimacy feel almost too raw. She was the most beautiful woman I’d ever seen, and seeing her tasting me like this was a dream I never wanted to wake from. Her mouth pulled away slowly, trailing tiny kisses in the valley of my breasts, and then on my rounded stomach. She stood again, and I hopped up to desperately kiss her lips and throw myself against her.