Page 87 of Double Daddies (Dirty Daddies Anthologies #8)
I bite my lip, my fingers tracing the edges of the card. I could just text them, I think. See what they have to say. Maybe this is the distraction I've been needing, the adventure I've been too scared to seek. I could make a new life for myself and forget the pain of the past.
Before I can second guess myself, I grab my phone and type out a quick message to a group chat with both of the men.
Wren:
Hi, this is Wren from the coffee shop.
I hit send before I can talk myself out of it, my heart pounding in my chest. The seconds tick by, each one feeling like an eternity, before my phone buzzes with a reply.
Elijah:
Well, hello, beautiful. I wasn’t expecting to hear from you.
Ezra:
We’re glad you reached out, though.
I stare at the screen, my mind racing. Am I really doing this? Am I ready for this? I take a deep breath, trying to steady the butterflies in my stomach. Yes, I tell myself.
Wren:
I’m a bit surprised at myself, but I've been thinking about your proposition…
My fingers hover over the keyboard, my mind racing. What do I say? How do I even begin to explain the tangled mess of emotions I'm feeling?
Elijah:
Is that so? And just what have you been thinking about, exactly? ;)
I feel a blush creeping up my cheeks, and I’m grateful we're not face to face. Typing gives me a chance to gather my thoughts and to be a little bolder than I might be in person.
Wren:
I'm still not sure about the whole “dating two guys” thing. It’s just a lot to wrap my head around.
Ezra's response chimes in, and I can almost picture his serious expression.
Ezra:
It’s not something to rush into. We understand that.
Ezra:
But we’d like to get to know you better, see if there’s something worth exploring.
Elijah:
And we promise to take it slow.
Elijah:
;)
I laugh at Elijah's winking emoji, my nerves easing a little. Their honesty is refreshing, and I find myself wanting to open up to them, even though a part of me is still wary.
Wren:
I’m just not sure how it would work. Dating both of you, I mean. Isn’t it complicated?
Ezra:
It can be, sometimes. But we’ve always been close, even before we started sharing. And we’ve always been honest with each other and our partners.
Elijah:
It’s not like a competition or anything. We’re in it together, you know? It’s about making sure everyone is happy and satisfied.
I bite my lip, considering their words. It’s hard to imagine but the idea isn’t as terrifying as it was a few minutes ago. In fact, it’s starting to sound... intriguing .
Wren:
So you’ve both been with women at the same time before?
Ezra:
Yes, a few times. It’s not something we do often, but when it happens, it’s usually because we’re both drawn to the same person like we are with you.
Elijah:
You have to be completely in sync with each other and with the other person. But when it works, it’s amazing. Intense. Like nothing you’ve ever felt before.
Wren:
But what about jealousy? Doesn’t that get in the way?
Ezra:
Not for us. We’ve been doing this for a while, and we've learned to communicate. We put each other's happiness first, and we make sure the woman we’re with feels safe and cared for. It’s not a competition. It's a partnership. A team effort, if you will.
My fingers hover over the keyboard. The thought of being with Ezra and Elijah is exhilarating and terrifying all at once.
I can’t help but wonder what it would be like to have two men who are so focused on my pleasure, my well-being.
But there’s also a part of me that's scared, that’s worried I'll get lost in the mix.
I take a deep breath and type out a reply as my heart pounds in my chest.
Wren:
Okay.
Elijah:
Okay? As in yes?
I hesitate for a moment, my fingers trembling.
Wren:
Yes. I want to try this. I want to see where it goes.
Almost immediately, their messages flood my phone, a tidal wave of excitement and desire.
Ezra:
We’re happy to hear that. When can we see you?
It needs to be soon before I talk myself out of this.
Wren:
How about tomorrow?
Ezra:
Tomorrow it is. We’ll pick you up at seven. What’s your address?
Wren:
You can just come by the coffee shop.
I don’t want to tell them where I live just yet. Not that I’m embarrassed, but because I don’t want anyone to know where I live. Wyatt is the only one, and I trust him. My whereabouts, falling into the wrong hands, could be catastrophic.
Ezra:
We’ll be there.
Elijah:
Wear something sexy. ;)
Do I own anything sexy? I barely got away with the things that I did. Nerves flutter through my stomach as I think about tomorrow. It’s really happening. I'm going on a date with two men. Two brothers. Twins. The thought is enough to make my head spin.
Wren:
Okay, see you then.
Elijah:
Goodnight, beautiful.
Ezra:
Sleep well, Wren.
I set my phone down on the nightstand with a smile on my face and stare up at the ceiling, my mind racing.
What have I gotten myself into? But as much as I try to deny it, there’s a part of me that’s looking forward to it.
A part that’s been dormant for too long, waiting to be awakened by something new, something unexpected. And the twins definitely fit that bill.
With a shaky exhale, I roll onto my side and close my eyes, hoping sleep will come quickly and save me from the whirlwind of thoughts in my head.
But as I lay there, their words echo in my mind, their promises of pleasure and connection lingering like a phantom touch.
I drift off to sleep, dreaming of broad shoulders and wicked smiles, of whispered secrets and shared desires.