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She swallows down my exhale, our lips practically touching.

“I don’t know if I’m quite ready to say it all out loud. What we have is so strong but still so fucking fresh. I feel everything for you, Collins. When I look at you, I’m hit with a thousand words I want to scream to the world.” I take her hand and place it on the center of my chest. “But it’s the beat of my heart that tells the real truth—the way it hammers against my ribs every time I see you, how it feels so fucking full when you sit on my lap like this. Each time you light up my boy, it does something to me that I’ll take with me to my grave—it makes me feel like I have a second chance at love.”

Eyes shining with unshed tears, she presses her lips against mine, tongue sweeping gently into my mouth.

Earlier, the sex was fast and dirty—something I know Collins is comfortable with. But this time, I want to spill inside her slowly. I raise my hips slightly, and she lifts off, allowing me to pull my shorts beyond my ass and my cock to spring free.

Collins lifts up onto her knees and moves her soaking thong to one side, settling down on me carefully. “You’re so fucking huge—you know that?”

A strangled moan rises up my throat, a little like the way her pussy grips my cock. “But you take me so well, Baby Girl.”

She rocks over me once and winces.

“Are you sore?” I ask, concerned I went too far when I was pounding into her earlier.

“In the best way possible,” she groans, moving her hips again.

I spread my thighs wider, wanting my cock all the way inside her.

“You know how deep I’ll shoot inside you when we’re like this?” A rogue smile plays on my lips, thoughts of breeding Collins too prominent and sexy to push away. I know she’s on birth control, but the fantasy is still there, making me harder.

She instantly grows wetter; I hear and feel her pussy as she sucks me in.

I sink my fingertips into her soft ass. “Does that turn you on?”

She flushes, rosy pink painting her cheeks as she quietly scoffs, “No.”

Oh, it absolutely does.

“So, the thought of me claiming your body in more ways than one doesn’t make you want my dick on demand?”

Pink travels down her neck, and she whimpers, head falling forward and body shuddering. “I’m coming, Sawyer,” she whispers before picking her head back up to look at me. “I’m coming so damn hard.”

Satisfied I’ve unlocked yet another kink of hers, I push my hips into her and take control of her languid body. “Give me another, Collins. Let me fuck you through this one and straight into another.”

She releases a laugh, like that’s the craziest idea ever.

Until it isn’t, and I’m riding her hard, pressing her swollen clit against my pubic bone. “I can feel it, the way your cunt is throttling my cock. You’re there, aren’t you?”

Collins wraps her arms around my neck and rides with me as we both chase our highs and ultimately fall deeper into each other. The words I held back on a second ago are desperate to spill free. Because I am. I know I’m in love with my girlfriend, and I can tell she’s right behind me too. I don’t know how long I’ll be able to hold out on uttering the words, though I know it will be soon. I can’t contain the insane feelings I have.

“Jesus Christ, I am,” she gasps. “I’m coming a-fucking-gain!”

Laughter bubbles out of me just as my orgasm hits straight in the base of my spine, pressure shooting into my balls, and I jet into her, warmth surrounding us both.

“Motherfucker,” I grit out, unsure if this climax is even stronger than the last. “That was abso—” I break off the second I hear a car pull up outside.

We look at each other, eyes wide and my blood pumping for an entirely different reason.

Ezra.

CHAPTERTHIRTY-FOUR

COLLINS

What is it about us getting caught in the act? Or in this case, almost.

Oh, yes,because we have sex at inappropriate times and in largely inappropriate places.