He coughs. “Good. Then we know where we stand. What this is and what it’s not.”

I nod. “Exactly. And if I get hurt, that’s on me,” I say nonchalantly. I can’t see it going that far. I’m not planning on being in Australia long enough to really get involved and I’m still recovering from Justin. Besides, there’s no way

“Huh. Maybe I can teach you how to fuck and not have feelings. I’m somewhat of an expert now after all.”

Then we’re smiling at each other and the tension in the air is palpable. We’re doing this. We’re really doing this. He said yes, despite the way I look. Despite the fact I’m a mess and he’s picked up the pieces twice in the last two days. Despite his obvious reservations.

I don’t know what comes over me. Maybe it’s the hormones rushing through my body. The sizzling anticipation of being so close to him, of having his undivided attention fixed on me. Maybe it’s the two glasses of wine.

Whatever it is, I set aside the glass of water on the coffee table and say brazenly, “So are you going to fuck me yet, Wilson? Or are you going to make me wait all night?”

TEN

Noah

I laugh. I can’t help it. It’s good to see some spark in her after the way she was earlier.

Need for her is already pumping through every vein in my body. The sweet ache travels to the very tips of my fingers and toes as I consider how far I’m willing to take this tonight.

Even as I remind myself to be careful, I slide forward on the sofa until our thighs are touching. Her eyes go wide as I lean in.Our faces are so close I can feel her warm breath on my cheek, but we’re not kissing.

I lost myself to it last time. Forgot the rules.

I won’t be so stupid this time.

Despite the conversation we just had, Olivia’s gaze drops to my lips. Her lids drift and her long lashes flutter. Bloody hell. I’m already thinking about breaking the rules again.

I refuse to give in. I won’t cup the back of her neck, bring her mouth to mine to claim what we both want. Instead, I grip her chin, resting a thumb on those soft pink lips. Give her something else to keep her mouth occupied for a while.

Her mouth parts, and I push my thumb inside, demanding entrance like I want to demand entrance to every one of her holes.

“Oh, have I been keeping you waiting, hmm?”

She can’t answer around my thumb, and I don’t withdraw it to let her. Instead, I push her gently back until I’m bracing myself over her, my pelvis already nestled between her legs.

My cock is already hard.

I press closer, rocking my hips to let her know what’s coming. God, the way she moans around my thumb has me dangerously close to losing control.

I pull back, pulling my shirt over my head and tossing it aside before I slide the sweatpants over my hips.

She watches hungrily as I fist my cock and stroke it slowly up and down. “You weren’t the one left hot and bothered the other night. Maybe it’s my turn to take what I want from you.”

She nods. A small jerky motion as her tongue darts out to wet her lips. “Y-yes. I want to do that for you.”

“I won’t be gentle,” I warn her.

“You don’t have to.” She sits up on one elbow, still watching while I tease my cock with my hand.

Well I like her spirit. She’s not doing this by halves, and I can admire that.

Stepping close, I bring my cock to her mouth, waiting as she tips her head and opens for me. As the tip slides over her tongue, I have to turn away from the eager look in her eyes. For a moment I concentrate on my breath, on keeping my knees steady as I thrust my hips and fill her mouth.

Jesus, she takes me deep. Not all the way, but she doesn’t pull back or lift a hand to stop me going as far as I want. I pull back myself when I feel her throat constrict and hear her gag.

Her eyes water, but she hasn’t moved. She’s still waiting there for me to use her face for my pleasure. I’m not sure even a better guy than I am could resist that.

Sliding a hand into her hair, I angle her face to my liking and sink my cock back between her lips. This time she closes them around me, cheeks hollowing out as she sucks me on the way out.