Page 10 of Viper (The Dark Angel’s MC #4)

Viper

I slowly spin my phone between my fingers as I lean back in my chair, the music from the club echoing underneath my door as men cheer for the women on the stage doing their thing.

My body fucking hurts after my fight with Cannon tonight, but going to the club wasn’t an option, even if I did just want a hot fucking shower and sleep.

Blade has been trying to get me to speak to him since I brought up going nomad. I’ve been ignoring him, not wanting the lecture while trying my hardest not to think about Lake. I even allowed Kitty, the ring girl whose been trying to fuck me for the past year to lick my skin and grind up on me.

And did it work? No, it fucking didn’t!

Am I willing to go further with someone to see if that would work? I don’t know.

Even the thought of it makes my skin crawl, but honestly, I don’t know what else to do when our relationship is over.

Shaking my head, I drop my phone on my desk with a sigh. I need to call Blade to discuss my possibly going nomad for a while, but fuck, I ache too much for the argument. I allowed Cannon more shots than normal, going into a trance until my brothers shouted me.

I lean back in my chair and close my eyes, Lake’s dark green ones popping into my head, her laughter filling my ears, which makes me tense as my chest tightens with heartache.

I’m wishing it would fuck off, before my office door opens and I sigh, expecting it to be an employee bitching about the main stage in the center of the room that brings in more tips.

I open my eyes ready to tell whatever bitch it is to piss off and fight it out but I tilt my head as Kitty saunters in wearing a silver mini dress that hangs from her shoulders, just covering her tits as it hangs down, the slit in the middle of her chest hitting just above her mound.

My cock doesn’t even twitch.

Shocker.

We lock eyes as she bites her bottom lip while twirling her curled, light pink hair around her finger and rounds my desk, trying to read my reaction to her.

I don’t even fucking flinch, even as she walks in front of me and slowly pulls her silver dress down off her shoulders, her bare tits coming into view instantly, then her bare glistening cunt as the dress drops to the floor I feel nothing.

I think Lake broke me…

Smirking when I don’t say anything, Kitty sits on my desk, lifting herself back before lying down, lifting her heeled feet onto the wood, then drops her knees open wide, her creamy cunt coming into view, and a completely different woman blinds my vision.

“You going to take me?” Lake asks with a lusty whisper as she gently glides her hand down her flat stomach before pressing two fingers inside her pussy, the wetness of her arousal echoing in the room and my dick twitches, my mouth watering.

I look back at Kitty’s face, but all I can picture is Lake, her hazel eyes turning dark green, pulling me in as she begs, “Please, baby, take me, I need you, have needed you for so long…”

I move on instinct, only seeing Lake on my desk, lying naked, fingering herself.

I pull her fingers out of her cunt, then suck them into my mouth, causing her to gasp, which sounds different, confusing me, but I shake it off as I look at her pussy to see more juices spilling from her.

She doesn’t taste right, not like my shorty, but why…

I suck her fingers clean before leaning over her, my head going between her creamy thighs before my lips attach to her enlarged clit, sucking it hard, causing her to arch her back and scream as it pulses.

Fuck, my girl was really horny, huh?

Groaning in displeasure at the different taste, I move my mouth and shove my tongue into her entrance, but frown at how loose it is before I look up and suddenly, Lake isn’t on my desk. Kitty’s pink hair coming into view as she wraps her legs around my head and grinds on my face.

My cock deflates, bile rising in my throat with realization.

Oh fuck.

I quickly grip Kitty’s thighs hard and move them from around my head before getting off her, trying to ignore her juices all over my mouth and chin as she whines, “Baby, I was close,” but I ignore her as I grab her wrist roughly and yank her up making her gasp then grin, “Oh I knew you’d like it rough… ”

I’m losing it, I’m fucking losing it!

The urge to vomit builds as I lean down and grab her dress before I drag her with me around my desk, making her stumble after me.

“Ooh, we're doing it against the wall, baby?” she asks excitedly, but I don’t answer her, knowing I’m about to vomit.

Opening my door, I chuck her dress in the hallway before shoving her outside, making her bash into the opposite wall with a bang, and she gasps, “What…” but I slam the door again, locking it for good measure.

Bangs instantly echo as Kitty wiggles the handle and shouts, “Viper, open the door, what the fuck?”

Ignoring her, I turn and rush to my attached bathroom before lifting the toilet lid just in time as I heave and then vomit, everything I’ve eaten today coming back up, sharp shooting pains tearing through my ribs with each heave.

Kitty’s juices still coat my mouth, chin, and tongue, and I heave again, my body trying to get rid of the taste.

What the fuck did I do? What in the fuck did I just do?

I stay over the toilet until the dry heaving stops, before I slowly get up and go to the sink. Instantly, I grab my wash cloth and scrub my face red raw before brushing my teeth twice, then scrubbing my face again, needing Kitty’s smell and taste gone as my stomach tightens again.

I can feel myself breaking, and fuck, I honestly let myself believe it was Lake.

Swallowing hard, I slowly push away from the counter and head to the door, trying to control my breathing, the guilt eating me already.

Walking into my office, I look at my desk, Kitty’s juices still staining it, and I stumble backwards, hitting the wall before I slowly slide down it, keeping my eyes on the dark oak.

What the fuck did I do?

We’re not together anymore, yet I feel like I’ve just cheated on my girl...

My breathing picks up as my office door unlocks and opens and I look up from my spot on the floor and lock eyes with Blade’s dark blue ones.

“Brother,” He questions me with a furrowed brow, seeing me on the floor, and I shake my head, unable to speak, as I look down.

It’s time I pack up for a while, to let the open road help me, to get me centered, which I can’t do around here, seeing Lake every day, watching her with that fucking partner of hers.

“I can’t do this anymore, Leo,” I whisper, “I need to leave for a little while.”

He slams my door before he snaps, “You are not going fucking nomad and that is an order!”

I look up at him, leaning my head back against the wall, showing him my pain and he frowns, concern etching off him as he says, “Why can’t you and Lake just sit down and talk, Jaylen.

You are in love with her, you’re her whole world while she’s yours,” he sighs, “I get it, you both have said some pretty nasty shit, both telling white lies, omitting the truth, both for different reasons but it isn’t something that can’t be fixed. ”

“It’s not that simple, and you know it, Leo,” I remind him, making him flinch. “I’ve just licked Kitty’s pussy thinking she was Lake before shoving the woman out after I realized she wasn’t her, and vomited, I need to leave,” I admit quietly, and bile rises again.

I swear I can still fucking taste her.

“Jaylen,” he begins, but I cut him off and state, “No. I get you don’t want me to leave, I do, but I can’t stick around right now.

I can’t keep living like this. As soon as Kitty climbed on my desk, all I saw was Lake until I looked up while licking her out and realized it wasn’t her.

I’m falling, brother, I’m falling so quickly I’m about to self-destruct. ”

I sniff, “I feel like I’m missing part of my soul, and a part of me believes what we had was real, that we could try to fix what we both broke. The larger part believes she only wanted my cut.”

“She’s not a patch chaser, brother,” Blade whispers, and I sniffle, my eyes tearing up as I point to my head and snap, “But I can’t seem to understand that Leo, I can’t fucking grasp it.

Our fathers fucked us up, and while yeah you’ve managed to get over your shit, I fucking can’t because I know what my mama did.

I know what every clubwhore has tried to do, I’ve witnessed it and let’s not forget the shit the brothers engrained in us regarding Lake because of Cherri. ”

I sniff hard as I lean my head back and I admit, “I wish I never met her, I wish I didn’t feel this pain day in and day fucking out, letting my opponents to smack the shit outta me just so I can feel something other than the heartbreak.”

“You don’t mean that,” he mutters.

I scoff, “I never wanted to fall in love, Leo. I knew I couldn’t trust a woman, but I still went there because I felt the connection between us, and what did Lake do wrong, huh?

Fucking nothing, and I flew off the handle with her, seeing her holding Hudson, and accused her of using me.

I called her a patch chaser because she never said her friends' names, and don’t get me fucking started when I found out about Cherri… ”

“You’re letting your fears take over, brother,” Blade states unhelpfully,

“I know, believe me, I know, which is why Lake and I can’t be together, at least not right now,” I admit, “In my head she’s using me and I can’t seem to get out of that thought.”

“And going nomad will help you?” he confirms, and I nod because I know it will.

He sighs, running a hand through his shoulder-length hair before he states, “We’ll have to run it through church, but don’t get your hopes up,” and I sigh because I know I’m going to have to go against him, but I nod, and he shakes his head, not happy.

I get it, I do, but staying here, I’m either going to kill someone, or kill myself.