Page 19 of Tweedles Reflection (The Crimes of Alice #4)

“Not the Reaper, Ally,” Coby murmured in my ear, cupping my breasts in his hands. “That old fae isn’t going to save you from us now that we have you back.” He pulled at my nipples, pinching them between his fingers. “I’ve dreamed of the sounds you would make when we had you again.”

I swallowed and gasped, my hips bucking forward into Carban’s face. “I’m sorry.”

“Yes,” Carban growled against me, his fingers prodding at my entrance. “You will be.” Without warning, two fingers shoved inside me, and his mouth latched back onto my clit.

Coby’s hand wrapped around my throat, the other low on my hips, holding me in place for his brother. “Did you know... the first decade or so... we used to touch ourselves talking about you? Remembering what it was like to be inside of you.”

I whimpered and fought against his hold, finding myself growing closer and closer to the edge. Just before I crashed, Carban pulled away.

“No!” I bucked my hips. “Please. Don’t stop.”

“You feel that, Ally?” Carban blew on my hot folds. “That’s how it felt for us.”

“W–what?”

He flicked his tongue across my clit once. “We’ve been on the edge for a hundred years.”

“Carban, please,” I cried out, “I’m so sorry.”

He chuckled darkly. “That’s two favors you owe us now. Are you going to go for three?”

“Yeah, anything.” My fingers tightened in his hair, trying to bring him closer to where I needed him. “I’ll give you anything you want, just don’t leave me like this.”

“Oh, Ally.” Coby pressed a kiss to the side of my face. “The sound of you begging us, I don’t think even we could have conjured up such a wonderful sound.”

Carban moved his fingers again inside of me, curling them up to hit just that spot that made my eyes close tight, then fingers pressed against my lips.

“Suck.”

My eyes flew open, locking with Coby’s before parting my lips for him. I sucked his fingers as if I had my mouth wrapped around another part of him, making him groan. His hips jerked against my back, grinding his length against my bare back.

“Enough.” Coby cleared his throat, pulling his fingers away. Hand around my throat, he lowered the other one to my back entrance, circling until I cried out, torn between pushing back against his fingers and Carban’s.

“Have you taken them both already?” He murmured against the side of my face. His fingers pressed in and pulled a low gurgling moan out of me. “Oh, I think you have, Ally.”

Coby and Carban worked in tandem, moving in and out of me until my legs quaked.

“Please, I need...” I gasped, choking on my words.

“Do you want us?” Coby turned my head toward him, nipping at my lips. “Do you love us?”

“What?” I could barely focus on his words through the onslaught of pleasure coursing through me.

All of a sudden, their hands stopped.

“Do you love us?” Carban asked from my feet.

Panting and chest heaving, I lifted my eyes to Coby’s and then down to Carban’s. “After all this time, after everything, you don’t know?”

The two of them stared at me, their fingers inside of me, their arousal filling the air. And, at the heart of it all, two fae putting everything out there for me. Vulnerable. Waiting to see if I would reject them, like they thought I had all those years ago.

“I love you like the breath in my lungs.” Fingers twitched inside, and I swallowed a moan. “When I lost your memory, I cried for weeks, even when I didn’t know why I was crying.”

Carban circled my nub with his thumb.

I pulled my lower lip into my mouth to muffle my moan.

“Finding out that you hated me didn’t break my heart.

” I lifted my eyes to Coby’s. “This moment, right here,” my gaze dropped to Carban, “you not knowing how much I can’t exist without you, that is worse than anything that bitch queen could ever do to me. ”

For a moment they didn’t say anything. Then I wasn’t sure which one of them said it, but a harsh, “Fuck, yes,” escaped before Coby’s mouth covered mine. They thrust into me with renewed fervor, not stopping until I clenched around them, crying into Coby’s mouth as I fell apart.

They gave me little time to recover before I was pulled into the shower, pressed between the two of them. Carban kissed me like he was trying to steal the breath from my lungs, while Coby stroked his hands down my back, cupping my backside, dragging his cock up and down between my cheeks.

“Please,” I breathed into Carban’s mouth. “I need you both. Now.”

“Lift up.” Carban grabbed my thighs, wrapping them around his waist, his length sliding up against me.

Coby reached beneath, aiming Carban at my entrance. I sank my hips down, taking him deep. My head fell back against Coby, who cupped my breasts, sucking on the side of my neck as his tip pushed at my back entrance.

My eyes squeezed shut, breathing through the pressure until he was settled inside of me.

I could do nothing but hold on as they moved me up and down their lengths.

I wasn’t sure if it was a twin thing or if they had enough experience taking a woman together, but they knew exactly how fast and hard to move together.

“What’s that face?” Carban grunted, cupping the back of my neck.

I shook my head. “Nothing.”

“No.” Carban tightened his hand on the base of my hair. “Tell me.”

“Ally,” Coby bit my shoulder, “do you want us to stop?”

“No!” I gasped. “No. I just... fuck.” I moaned, overwhelmed by the fullness inside of me. “I got jealous for a second.”

Carban chuckled, making me claw at him. “Of course you did.”

“No one in all our years has mattered but you.“ Coby pulled his hips back and then thrust hard into me, pulling a scream from me. “And we will spend the next millennia making sure you know it.”

Then there was no more talking. No more questions. Only the feeling of them ploughing into me. Our pants and grunts filled the bathroom. I had no doubt Cheshire could hear every tiny scream I released and half-expected him to come barreling through that door at any moment.

But he didn’t. Cheshire was giving us this moment together. As if he knew we needed it. I needed it.

“Come with us, Ally.” Carban pressed his forehead to mine. “We want to feel you squeeze around us. If this is the end—”

“Don’t.” I grabbed him by the face. “Don’t say that. Just love me. Right now.”

Coby’s hand slipped from my breasts, finding my clit between my legs. Then, as if on cue, they moved faster, harder, trying to imprint themselves inside of me with each thrust forward. My heart raced, everything inside of me tingled and clenched until at last... my head fell back and I screamed.

The two of them grunted, tensing against me before they filled me. They panted, holding me up between them until I slowly lowered my legs.

Coby stepped back, slipping out of me as his hand slid up and down my back. He pressed his mouth to my shoulders, to my neck, my cheek.

Carban captured my mouth, keeping me captive with him until I laughed and pulled away, turning to find Coby’s mouth with mine.

The next few minutes were spent laughing and smiling with very little cleaning before we were moaning and getting dirty all over again.

It wasn’t until we were dry and clothed that it all really hit me. I had them. All four of them, back together again. While that made me profoundly happy, it terrified me to my very bones. Because having them all together again, meant that I had a very real chance of losing them if I failed.

A knock sounded on the bathroom door. “Merc woke up.”