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As she walked through the busy market, she saw it with new eyes.

It was no longer merely a matter of what she had the coin to pay for and what she would have marked to her family’s account.

Suddenly some goods were far beyond her means.

Not just lavish fabrics or rich jewellery, but things as simple as a lovely set of combs.

She allowed herself to look at them for a few moments longer, holding them against her hair, as she gazed into the cheap street-booth mirror and imagined how they would have looked in her hair at the Summer Ball.

The flowing green silk, trimmed with the cream lace — for an instant she could almost see it, could almost step back into the life that had been hers a few scant days ago.

Then the moment passed. Abruptly Althea Vestrit and the Summer Ball seemed like a story she had made up.

She wondered how much time would go by before her family opened her sea-chest, and if they would guess which gifts had been intended for whom.

She even indulged herself in wondering if her sister and mother would shed a tear or two over the gifts from the daughter and sister they had allowed to be driven away.

She smiled a hard smile and set the combs back on the merchant’s tray.

No time for such mawkish daydreams. It didn’t matter, she told herself sternly, if they never opened that trunk at all.

What did matter was that she needed to find a way to survive.

For, contrary to Brashen Trell’s stupid advice, she was not going to go crawling home again like some helpless spoiled girl.

No. That would only prove that everything Kyle had said about her was true.

She straightened her spine and moved with renewed purpose through the market. She bought herself a few simple foodstuffs; plums, a wedge of cheese and some rolls, no more than what she would need for the day. Two cheap candles and a tinderbox with flint and steel completed her purchases.

There was little else she could do in town that day, but she was reluctant to leave.

Instead she wandered the market for a time, greeting those who recognized her and accepting their condolences on the loss of her father.

It no longer stung when they mentioned him; instead it was a part of the conversation to get past, an awkwardness.

She did not want to think of him, nor to discuss with relative strangers the grief she felt at her loss.

Least of all did she want to be drawn into any conversation that might mention her rift with her family.

She wondered how many folk knew of it. Kyle would not want it trumpeted about, but servants would talk, as they always did.

Word would get around. She wanted to be gone before the gossip became widespread.

There were not many in Bingtown who recognized her anyway.

For that matter, there were few other than the brokers and merchants her father had done ship’s business with that she recognized.

She had withdrawn from Bingtown society gradually over the years without ever realizing it.

Any other woman her age would have attended at least six gatherings in the last six months, balls and galas and other festivities.

She had not been to even one since, oh, the Harvest Ball.

Her sailing schedule had not allowed it.

And the balls and dinners had seemed unimportant then, something she could return to whenever she wished.

Gone now. Over and gone, dresses sewn for her with slippers to match, painting her lips and scenting her throat.

Swallowed up in the sea with her father’s body.

The grief she had thought numbed suddenly clutched at her throat. She turned and hurried off, up one street and down another. She blinked her eyes furiously, refusing to let the tears flow. When she had herself under control, she slowed her step and looked around her.

She looked directly into the window of Amber’s shop.

As before, an odd chill of foreboding raced up her back.

She could not think why she should feel threatened by a jeweller, but she did.

The woman was not even a Trader, not even a proper jeweller.

She carved wood, in Sa’s name. Wood, and sold it as jewellery.

In that instant, Althea suddenly decided she would see this woman’s goods for herself.

With the same resolution as if grasping a nettle, she pushed open the door and swept into the shop.

It was cooler inside, and almost dark after the brightness of the summer street.

As her eyes adjusted, Althea saw the place as polished simplicity.

The floor was smoothed pine planking. The shelves, too, were simple wood.

Amber’s goods were arranged on plain squares of deep-hued fabric on the shelves.

Some of the more elaborate necklaces were displayed on the walls behind her counter.

There were also pottery bowls full of loose wooden beads in every colour that wood could be.

Her goods were not just jewellery, either.

There were simple bowls and platters, carved with rare grace and attention to grain; wooden goblets that could have honoured a king’s table; hair combs carved of scented wood.

Nothing had been made of pieces fastened together.

In each case, shapes had been discovered in the wood and called forth whole, brought to brilliance by carving and polishing.

In one case a chair had been created from a huge wood bole; it was unlike any seat Althea had ever seen before, lacking legs but possessing a smoothed hollow that a slight person could curl into.

Ensconced on it, knees folded beside her, sandalled feet peeping from beneath the hem of her robe, was Amber.

It jolted Althea that for an instant she had looked right at Amber and not seen her.

It was her skin and hair and eyes, she decided.

The woman was all the same colour, even to her clothing and that colour was identical to the honey-toned wood of the chair.

She raised one eyebrow quizzically at Althea.

‘You wished to see me?’ she asked quietly.

‘No,’ Althea exclaimed both truthfully and reflexively. Then she made an effort to recover, saying haughtily, ‘I was but curious to see this wooden jewellery that I had heard so much about.’

‘You being such a connoisseur of fine wood,’ Amber nodded.

There was almost no inflection to Amber’s words.

A threat. A sarcasm. A simple observation.

Althea could not decide. And suddenly it was too much that this woodworker, this artisan, would dare to speak to her so.

She was, by Sa, the daughter of a Bingtown Trader, a Bingtown Trader herself by right, and this woman, this upstart, was no more than a newcomer to their settlement who had dared to claim a spot for herself on Rain Wild Street.

All Althea’s frustration and anger of the past week suddenly had a target.

‘You refer to my liveship,’ Althea rejoined.

It was all in the tone, the challenge as to what right this woman had to speak of her ship at all.

‘Have they legalized slavery here in Bingtown?’ Again there was no real expression to read in that fine featured face. Amber asked the question as if it flowed naturally from Althea’s last words.

‘Of course not! Let the Chalcedeans keep their base customs. Bingtown will never acknowledge them as right.’

‘Ah. But then… ’ the briefest of pauses, ‘you did refer to the liveship as yours? Can you own another living intelligent creature?’

‘Vivacia is mine, as I speak of my sister as mine. Family.’ Althea threw down the words. She could not have said why she suddenly felt so angry.

‘Family. I see.’ Amber flowed upright. She was taller than Althea had expected.

Not pretty, much less beautiful, there was still something arresting about her.

Her clothing was demure, her carriage graceful.

The finely-pleated fabric of her robe echoed the fine plaits of her hair.

Her appearance shared her carvings’ simplicity and elegance.

Her eyes met Althea’s and held them. ‘You claim sisterhood with wood.’ A smile touched the corners of her lips, making Amber’s mouth suddenly mobile, generous.

‘Perhaps we have more in common than I had dared to hope.’

Even that tiny show of friendliness increased Althea’s wariness. ‘You hoped?’ she said coolly. ‘Why should you hope that we had anything in common at all?’

The smile widened fractionally. ‘Because it would make things easier for both of us.’

Althea refused to be baited into another question.

After a time, Amber sighed a small sigh. ‘Such a stubborn girl. Yet I find myself admiring even that about you.’

‘Did you follow me the other day… the day I saw you down at the docks, near Vivacia?’ Althea’s words came out almost as an accusation, but Amber seemed to take no offence.

‘I could scarcely have followed you,’ she pointed out, ‘since I was there before you. I confess, it crossed my mind when I first saw you that perhaps you were following me…’

‘But the way you were looking at me… ’ Althea objected unwillingly. ‘I do not say that you lie. But you seemed to be looking for me. Watching me.’