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Wintrow weighed it up and decided in favour of his ship.

He pointed at Sa’Adar. ‘I need the ship’s captain up here.

And gently. He’s no good to us if he’s unconscious.

’ And the useless die, he thought to himself as the priest dispatched men to fetch the captain.

An overseer’s threat to a slave became a credo to live by.

To save the crew, he’d have to show the freed slaves their usefulness.

‘Unchain those two,’ he ordered. ‘Get every live sailor who can move aloft.’

A map-face shrugged. ‘There’s only these two now.’

Only two left alive. And his father. Sa forgive him.

He looked at the man who had thrown Torg overboard.

‘You. You threw a sailor overboard, one we might have used. You take his place now. Get aloft, to the lookout’s post. Cry down to me what you see.

’ He glared around at the others standing around them.

It suddenly infuriated him that they would stand about idly.

‘The rest of you make sure the hatches are down tight now. Get on the pumps, too. I can feel she’s too heavy in the water.

Sa only knows how much water we took on.

’ His voice was quieter but just as hard as he added, ‘Clear the deck of bodies. And get those collapsed tents tidied away.’

The first man’s eyes went from Wintrow up to the tiny platform at the top of the main mast. ‘Up there? I can’t go up there.’

The current was like a living thing now, the tide speeding through the narrow channel like a mill race. Wintrow fought the wheel. ‘Get moving if you want to live,’ he barked. ‘There’s no time for your fear. The ship is the only thing that matters now. Save her if you want to save yourselves.’

‘That’s the only time you’ve ever sounded like a son to me.’

Blood had darkened down the side of Kyle Haven’s face.

He moved with his body at a twist, trying not to jar the ribs that poked and grated inside him.

He was paler than the grey sky overhead.

He looked at his son holding the ship’s wheel, at the scarred map-faces that lumbered hastily off to do his bidding, at the debris of the insurrection and shook his head slowly.

‘This is what it took for you to find your manhood?’

‘It was never lost,’ he said flatly. ‘You simply couldn’t recognize it, because I wasn’t you. I wasn’t big and strong and harsh. I was me.’

‘You never stepped up to the mark. You never cared about what I could give you.’ Kyle shook his head. ‘You and this ship. Spoiled children, both of you.’

Wintrow gripped the wheel tightly. ‘We don’t have time for this. Vivacia can’t steer herself. She’s helping me, but I want your eyes, too. I want your knowledge.’ He could not keep the bitterness from his voice. ‘Advise me, father.’

‘He’s truly your father?’ Sa’Adar asked in consternation. ‘He enslaved his own son?’

Neither man answered him. Both peered ahead, into the storm. After a moment, the priest retreated to the stern of the ship, leaving them almost alone.

‘What are you going to do with her?’ his father demanded suddenly. ‘Even if you get safely through this channel, you haven’t enough good men to sail her. These are treacherous waters, even for an experienced crew.’ He snorted. ‘You’re going to lose her before you even had her.’

‘All I can do is the best I can,’ Wintrow said quietly. ‘I didn’t choose this. But I believe Sa will provide.’

‘Sa!’ Kyle shook his head in disgust. Then, ‘Keep her to the centre of the channel. No, a couple more points to port. There. Hold her steady. Where’s Torg? You should put him aloft to cry out what he sees.’

Wintrow considered it an instant, combining his father’s opinion with what he felt through Vivacia.

Then he made the correction. ‘Torg’s dead,’ he said after the brief silence.

‘He was put over the side. Because a slave considered him useless.’ He gestured with his chin to a man who clung, frozen, halfway up the mast. ‘He was supposed to take the lookout post.’

An aghast silence followed his words. When his father spoke, his voice was strained. ‘All of this…’ his father said in a low voice, pitched only for Wintrow’s ears. ‘All of this, just so you could take the ship now, instead of a few years from now?’

The question measured the distance between them for Wintrow. The gulf between them was vast and uncrossable.

‘None of this was about any of that.’ A stupid statement.

But all the words he could utter in a lifetime would not make his father understand him.

The only thing they would ever really share was the ship.

‘Let’s just get her through these rocks,’ he suggested.

‘Let’s speak of only that. It’s the only thing we can agree on. ’

After a very long time, his father stepped up to stand beside him. He set one hand lightly to the wheel beside his son’s. He glanced up at the rigging, spotted one of his own men. ‘Calt! Leave off that and get to the lookout’s post.’

His father’s eyes roved ahead. ‘Here we go,’ he warned Wintrow softly as the ship suddenly gained speed.

‘You’ve sold me,’ Malta said dully. ‘You’ve sold me to a monster, to pay off a ship.

So I can be dragged off to some swampy tree-camp to grow warts and make babies while you can all get rich off new trade contracts with the Khuprus family.

Don’t think I don’t know how it works. Usually when a woman is given up to a Rain Wild husband, the family in Bingtown gets fat on the profits.

’ They had wakened her early and called her down to the kitchen for this. Breakfast wasn’t even ready.

‘Malta, that’s not how it is,’ her mother said in her ‘let’s be reasonable’ voice.

At least her grandmother was honest about how she felt.

She finished filling the kettle, and then set it on the stove.

She bent down and poked up the fire herself.

‘Actually, you sold yourself,’ she said in a deceptively pleasant voice.

‘For a scarf, a flame-jewel and a dream-box. And don’t claim you weren’t smart enough to know what you were doing.

You know a great deal more about everything than you let on. ’

Malta kept silent for a time. Then, ‘I have the things in my room. I can return them,’ she offered gruffly.

The flame-jewel. She hated to part with the flame-jewel.

But better that than to be pledged to a toadish Rain Wild man.

She thought of the dream of kissing him and shuddered.

In reality, behind his veil, his lips would be pebbled with warts.

Even the thought of that kiss made her want to spit now.

It wasn’t fair, to send a dream in which he was so handsome when he was really a toad.

‘It’s a bit late for that,’ her mother said with asperity.

‘If you had been honest about the dream-box, things might have been mended. No. I take that back. You’d already accepted a scarf and a jewel, to say nothing of giving him a glass you had drunk from.

’ She halted a moment, and when she went on her voice was kinder.

‘Malta. No one is going to force you into a marriage. All we have consented to is that the young man be allowed to see you. You won’t be alone with him.

Grandmother or I or Rache or Nana will always be there too.

You don’t have to be afraid of him.’ She cleared her throat and when she went on her tone was unmistakably cooler.

‘On the other hand, I will permit no discourtesy. You will never be late, or rude to him. You will treat him as you would any honoured visitor to our home. And that means no wild talk of warts, or swamps or making babies.’

Malta got up from the table and went and cut herself a slice of yesterday’s bread.

‘Fine. I won’t talk at all,’ she offered them.

What could they do about that, really? How could they force her to talk to him or be nice to him?

She wasn’t going to pretend she actually liked him.

He’d soon discover she found him disgusting and go away.

She wondered if she’d be allowed to keep the scarf and the jewel if he said he didn’t want to marry her.

It probably wasn’t a good time to ask that.

But he could have the dream-box back any time.

It had turned an ugly, flat grey colour after she had opened it, like ash in a fireplace.

It still smelled pretty, but that was small reason to keep it.

‘Malta, these are not people we can offend,’ her mother pointed out.

She looked very tired and worn of late. There were more lines in her face and she took even less care with her hair than she used to.

Soon she would be as sour-faced as Grandmother.

And Grandmother was frowning now. ‘It is not a matter of who we can or cannot afford to offend. There are many ways of dealing with an unwelcome suitor. Rudeness is not one of them. Not for our family.’

‘When will my father be home?’ Malta asked abruptly. ‘Do we have any preserved peaches anywhere?’

‘We don’t expect him until late spring,’ her mother said wearily. ‘Why?’

‘I just don’t think he would make me do this. Pretend to like a man I don’t even want to know… Isn’t there anything good to eat in this house?’

‘Put some butter on it instead. And no one asked you to pretend to like him!’ Grandmother burst out.

‘You are not a prostitute, he has not paid you to smile while he leers at you. I am simply saying we expect you to treat him with courtesy. I am sure he will be a complete gentleman. I have Caolwn’s word on that, and I have known her a very long time.

All you need do is treat him with respect.

’ In a lower voice she went on, ‘I am sure he will quickly decide you are not suitable, and cease his attentions.’ The way she said it, it was insulting. As if Malta weren’t worthy of him.