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COURTSHIP

‘I WANT TO BE let out of here.’

Kennit shut the door behind him and set down the tray. With elaborate calm, he turned back to Althea. ‘Is there something you need that you don’t have here?’ he asked with studied politeness.

‘Fresh air and free movement,’ she replied immediately. She was sitting on the edge of her bunk. As she stood, she had to catch her balance against the gentle roll of the ship. She kept one hand on the bulkhead to steady herself.

He knit his brow. ‘You feel ill treated? Is that it?’

‘Not exactly. I feel I am a prisoner, and –’

‘Oh, never that. You are my most honoured guest. That you would think otherwise wounds me. Come. Be honest with me. Is there something about me that offends you? Is my appearance frightening? If so, I assure you it is without my intent.’

‘No, no.’ He watched her struggle to formulate an answer. ‘You are a gentleman, and not at all frightening. You have shown me only courtesy and graciousness. But the door was locked when I tried it and –’

‘Come. Sit down and eat something, and let us discuss it.’ He smiled at her and managed to keep his eyes from roving over her.

She was dressed in Wintrow’s clothing, and with her hair tied back, the resemblance between the two was even more marked.

She had his dark eyes and his cheekbones, but her face had never been marred with a tattoo.

She had probably put on Wintrow’s clothing believing them less provocative than his nightshirt.

Exactly the opposite was true. The rise of her breasts inside Wintrow’s shirt stirred his blood to pounding.

Her cheeks were tinged pink with her earnestness, yet an unnatural glitter in her eyes showed that she had not completely cast off the soporific he had been giving her.

He uncovered her food and set it out for her, just as the ship’s boy Kennit had once waited on the pirate Igrot.

Strange parallels abounded, he thought to himself.

He pushed down the thought and forced himself to keep his voice conversational.

‘I’ve explained my concerns to you. My crewmen are not the genteel society you were reared in, I fear.

To allow you the freedom of the ship would be to invite an affront, or even an attack of some kind.

Many of my crew are former slaves; some were slaves here on this ship.

They spent time in her holds, shackled, cold and filthy.

Your family put them there. They do not bear Kyle Haven’s kin much fondness.

You say you were not responsible for his treatment of them, nor for his treatment of your family ship.

But I fear it is difficult to make the crew accept that. Or the ship herself.

‘I know that Vivacia is truly what draws you.’ He smiled indulgently.

‘If you were free to leave this chamber, you would rush straight to the figurehead. For I know you can’t believe me when I tell you that Vivacia is gone.

’ From the corner of his eye, he watched her fold her lips and set her jaw, just as Wintrow did when he was crossed.

It almost made him smile, but he kept his demeanour.

He shook his head at her gravely. ‘But she is, and Bolt would not be kind to you. Would she go so far as to threaten you with physical violence? In all honesty, I do not know. And I would prefer not to find out by experiment.’

He met her flinty stare with his warmest smile. Such black eyes she had. ‘Come. Eat something. You’ll feel more rational.’

A shadow of uncertainty passed over her face.

He recalled that feeling. Igrot, the epitome of coarseness, would, after days of harshness and cruelty, suddenly pendulum back to contrived gentility.

For a week, Igrot would speak to him with gentleness, instruct him in etiquette, and bestow on him looks of fatherly tenderness.

He would praise him for hard work well done, and predict a bright future for him.

And then, without warning, there would come the sudden, harsh grip on his wrist, jerking him close, and the roughness of the man’s whiskered cheek sanding Kennit’s face as he struggled in his embrace.

He felt suddenly vulnerable. Had he put himself in danger with the woman? He tried to find his open smile again, but could only gaze at her measuringly. She returned the look.

‘I don’t want to eat anything,’ she said flatly. ‘You’ve put something in my food that makes me sleep. I don’t like it. I don’t like the vivid dreams, nor the way I feel when I try to wake up and I can’t.’

He managed to look shocked. ‘Lady, I fear you were much more wearied than you knew. I think you have been sleeping off not just the effects of near-drowning in icy water, but months of doubt and fear. It is natural that now you are aboard your family ship, your body relaxes and lets you rest. But…wait. Let me reassure you.’

He carefully seated himself on her chair.

With fastidious precision, he ate one bite of everything on her plate, and mimed a sip of the wine to wash it down.

He patted his lips thoughtfully with her napkin, then turned to smile at her.

‘There. Satisfied? No poison.’ He cocked his head at her and lifted one eyebrow.

‘But why do you suppose I would want to poison you? What sort of a monster do you think I am? Do you fear and hate me so much?’

‘No. No, that is… I know you have been kind to me. But…’ She drew in a breath, and he could see that she regretted her foolish accusation.

‘I didn’t say poison. I just know that I sleep too deeply, and awake still groggy.

My head is always heavy; I never feel alert.

’ Her head swayed a tiny pattern of unsteadiness although her feet remained planted in one spot.

He knit his brows in grave concern. ‘Did you strike your head when you fell overboard? Is there a tender spot?’

‘No, that is, I don’t think so…’ She set her hands to her head and pressed gravely.

‘Allow me,’ he insisted, and pushing the chair back, gestured that she should take his place.

She moved stiffly and sat very straight as he set his hands to her head.

He stood in front of her so she could see his face as his fingertips gently explored her head.

With feigned casualness, he loosed her hair, and searched her skull.

He frowned to himself. ‘Sometimes a blow to the back of the neck or on the spine…’ he muttered thoughtfully.

Then he stepped behind her and pushed aside the sleek black flow of her hair.

He leaned close to her and traced the line of her spine down her neck to her collar.

She stood, submissive before him, her head bowed, yet he could feel the thrumming of tension in her muscles.

Fear? Apprehension? Perhaps, anticipation?

Her hair held a trace of some fragrance, but the shirt smelled of Wintrow.

The combination was intoxicating. He let his fingers slowly trail down her spine.

‘Any pain?’ he asked concernedly. He halted his fingers at the waistband of her trousers but did not remove his hand.

‘A little,’ she admitted, making him smile at his good fortune. ‘In the middle of my back.’

‘Here?’ He walked his fingers gently up her spine until she nodded. ‘Well, then. That might be your problem. Have you been dizzy at all? Fuzzy vision?’

‘A bit,’ she conceded reluctantly. She lifted her head. ‘But I still think that there is more to my sleepiness.’

‘I think not,’ he contradicted her gently.

His hand still rested on her back. ‘Unless…’ he paused until he was certain she hung on his words.

‘I am so sorry to suggest this. I am sure you know what I speak of when I mention a bond with the liveship. She senses my moods, and shares her own with me. Perchance, if the ship is angry at you, or hostile towards you, if she wishes you ill – there, I am sorry I even suggested such a thing.’

He had intentionally reinforced her apprehension, but her face had paled beyond his expectations. He would have to be more careful; he did not want to take all the fight out of her. A little struggle might add piquancy to the conquest. He smiled reassuringly. ‘Eat something. Regain your strength.’

‘Perhaps you are right,’ she conceded huskily.

He gestured at the food and she turned back to the table.

As she took a bite of food from the spoon that had recently been in his own mouth, he felt a sharp jab of lust such as he had never experienced before.

The intensity amazed him and it was all he could do to keep from gasping.

The food was excellent, but the pirate watched her eat so intently that she could not relax.

Neither, however, could she wake up all the way.

She sipped at the wine, and almost immediately her vision doubled.

It went away when she blinked, but she was suddenly too tired to eat any more.

She set her spoon down. It was so difficult to hold her thoughts still.

A word from Kennit could send them drifting away.

But there was something important, something she was missing –

‘Please,’ he said solicitously. ‘Try to finish your meal. I know you are feeling unwell, but food is what you need to recover.’

She managed a polite smile. ‘I cannot.’ She cleared her throat and tried to focus her thoughts.

His words kept carrying her ideas away. When he had first come in, there was something very important she had wanted to ask him…

as important as wanting to get out of the room and speak with her ship.

Brashen! Pulling him back into her mind seemed to steady her thoughts.

‘Brashen,’ she said aloud, and felt she gained strength from just saying his name.

‘Captain Trell. Why has he not called on me, or taken me back on board the Paragon?’