Page 11 of Personal Foul (The San Diego Storm #3)

Carson

W e were doing this.

I wouldn’t say no to him if someone held a gun to my head. Colin stirred feelings up inside me I had begun to doubt I had. He brought out every emotion I tried to hide, then turned me upside down. Arguing with him made me feel more alive than football had. And that was scary as shit.

Pushing away all my thoughts, I sank into the kiss and let Colin negate everything standing in our way. There was no conceivable reason for something that felt so right to be wrong. At some point, we would be teammates, but tonight, he was mine.

As we fought for dominance, I smiled into the kiss. I should have known he’d take charge, and for once in my life, I was going to let him.

Pulling back, he gripped my face, sending shivers up my spine. “Let’s have the talk before I lay into you.”

“How very responsible of you.”

He shrugged and smirked. “I’m not a complete Barbarian, even though I might act like one.”

Dropping the playful tone, he sobered. “I wanna make this good for you. Something you’ll remember the rest of your life when I’m gone.”

I kissed him softly, then pulled back. “Then let me be transparent. I’ve had anal sex, but not with a man. I always use a condom because you can never be too careful. And I’ve had my pre-season physical, so I have nothing to give you but my attention.”

Colin raised his brows as I reached up and ran my fingers through his thick hair. I couldn’t stop touching him. “Does that work for you?”

He nodded and bit that lip again. “More than. And I, too, saw the doc before I came over. As far as sex goes, I’ve done it all, and I’m happy either way. I, too, have nothing to give you but the best night of your life.”

As if I needed proof, he rocked his hips side to side, allowing me to feel his erection. “I’ve been like this since the airport.”

I leaned in and rubbed my cheek along his beard before nipping his earlobe. “Then we should do something about that.”

“Immediately,” he agreed, then slipped from my arms. He took my hand and pulled me toward the guest house.

“Where are you going?”

He stopped, obviously confused, before motioning ahead of him. “I assumed you’d want to do it there rather than in yours. ”

I grinned and pulled him back toward me.“Wrong again. You’re making that a habit. But no. I want you in my bed.”

Lowering my voice to a whisper, I leaned close to his ear. “I want to smell you on my sheets.”

I almost didn’t recognize the man I’d become with him, but I wanted more of the way he made me feel. Unhinged, desired, and connected.

“Whatever you want,” he said. “I just need to check on Allister, and then I’m all yours.”

I dipped my head once. “I’ll take care of Bella. Meet me inside.”

Colin grinned, then jogged the few steps to the suite while I called Bella inside. I filled her bowl with food and found her favorite indestructible chew toy, then took four bottles of water from the refrigerator.

When I turned around, Colin entered the kitchen shirtless, carrying a bottle of lube.

“That’s a big bottle you have there.”

He looked down at it, then back up at me. “You can never have enough.”

A wave of heat formed as he pushed me back against the fridge, taking my mouth in another breathtaking kiss. As we made out, anxiety knotted my stomach. Not for what was about to happen, but out of concern that I was right, and one night would never be enough.

I squeezed the bottles between my chest and forearm as his right hand drifted down the front of my shorts. Clenching my abs, I held my breath as he slipped his hand down the front and gripped my cock. All it would take was a couple of tugs, and I’d be done.

“Stop, please,” I begged. “This is not how I want you.”

His chest rumbled against mine as he removed his hand. Pushing off me, he kept a hand on my chest. “Then take me to bed, before I drop to my knees and …”

Slamming my mouth back on his to shut him up, I bit his bottom lip to regain a semblance of control. Sucking it lightly, I let it go and pressed my forehead to his. I loved that we were the same height.

“No more teasing,” I said, breathing in his air. “No more hiding. Tonight, there are no walls between us.”

Colin stopped, his lips parted as he breathed heavily. He almost appeared to be afraid, but quickly shuttered his expression.

Something passed between us, an understanding maybe, that this wasn’t a game anymore. Whatever magnanimous thing we could be together could only exist for one night.

With a single nod, I took his hand and led him up the stairs to my room.

Climbing them two at a time, Colin stayed on my heels. As we entered the room, I released his hand and put the bottles on the bedside table.

He tossed the bottle on the bed, then walked toward the bathroom. Stopping in the doorway, he looked back over his shoulder. “Do you trust me to take care of you?”

“Yes,” I said automatically.

“Then let’s shower like lovers do.”

Ripping my shirt over my head before stepping out of my shorts, I walked toward him, leaving a trail of clothes behind me. Even though his build was similar to mine, I’d never touched a man like this.

Colin flipped on the water to warm, then turned back to me. My eyes strayed to take in the intricately inked skin and nipple piercings. He was sinewy and strong with thighs as thick as tree trunks. I wanted to touch him all over.

I had to stop before I lost control. But wasn’t that what tonight was for? Losing control, living outside the bounds of our responsibilities, while indulging every desire?

“Sit on the edge of the tub while the water warms.”

I complied, ignoring the shock of cold as I sat my naked ass down. He stepped between my spread legs and put his hands on my shoulders. Mine found the back of his thighs as I lowered my forehead to his abdomen. Breathing him in, I was aware of his cock under my chin.

“Let go,” he murmured. “I’m yours.”

I gave in to the urge and took him into my hand. His cock was warm and leaked pre-cum. I stopped thinking and let myself feel. Swiping across the top, I tasted him. Savoring the essence, I eagerly took him into my mouth.

Colin grunted as I worked my tongue all around the tip like a starved man. And I guess I was. I sucked and took him as far as I could before my gag reflex kicked in.

He moaned as I pulled back, needing to breathe. Strings of saliva tethered us together as my eyes drank him in.

“Sorry,” I apologized.

He shook his head, then stepped back. Reaching under my arms, he tugged me up to my feet.

“It was perfect,” he said, kissing me quickly. “But I’m dying to show you what you’ve been missing.”

I grinned as he pulled me into my oversized shower. Double shower heads and enough nozzles to be mistaken for a car wash awaited.

Stepping under the spray, I drank him in as he tipped his head back and closed his eyes as the water ran down his body. His muscled arms rose as he smoothed back his hair.

He opened his eyes as he stepped forward, out of the spray. With a last swipe to push his hair back, he reached for my body wash.

“Here ya go. How about we tidy each other up?”

“I like that idea.”

Squeezing the soap into my hands, I lathered it before rubbing my hands all over him.

Our hands were everywhere, both of us panting and kissing as we stroked, tugged, and moved over places a man had never gone before.

Engaging the multiple massaging wall jets, water shot in all directions as he pressed me to the tile and devoured my mouth. I gave back all I could until he turned me around with my chest against the wall. Folding my arms over my head, I rested my forehead against them.

Stepping behind me, he ran his hands down my sides and urged my hips back. “I’m going to make you feel so good.”

He slid his hands on my body until they rested on my ass. Prying my cheeks apart, he ran his beard over the sensitive skin.

“That feels so…”

I lost all train of thought when his tongue found my hole. My world narrowed to where Colin was touching me. More unintelligible sounds escaped as he rimmed the fuck out of me. By the time he spoke, I could easily accept the tip in my ass.

“You’re doing so well, love. Can you take a finger? Push out for me. ”

I was confused but grunted. “Yeah, but…”

I lost all touch with reality as he slipped a soapy finger inside, then rubbed my prostate. There was only euphoria and an incredible sensation of fullness that I never wanted to end.

“Oh, oh, oh,” I groaned as he pushed me toward release. Grabbing my cock, I tugged until he pushed my hand away and took over. And when he added it back, circling my rim while he fingered me, every muscle in my body tensed as I clenched around it.

“Coming,” I panted and moaned, knowing my life would never be the same.

Slowly, I descended from a high like none I’d ever experienced. Was it always like this, or was it because it was him?

“Isn’t it amazing?” he asked as he withdrew. My questions were forgotten when he circled me in his arms and laid his cheek against my shoulder.

“More than,” I panted, trying to catch my breath. “I want to kiss you.”

Boneless, I turned, my back thudding against the wall. I pulled Colin to me and kissed him languidly under the warm spray.

His body relaxed against my chest as I held him tightly. Lost in our kiss, I forgot who and where I was until he began rubbing his hard cock along my rebounding one.

He pulled back and took us both in his hand. My eyes rolled back in my head as he stroked us together.

“You like this then?” he asked, playfully.

“No, I love it,” I groaned as he stroked harder.