Page 20 of In Death, Love Survives

ELEVEN

Wolfe

I know what I’m asking of Nova is a lot. I know that everything about me is a risk she’ll have to take. My life isn’t as buttoned up as the one she’s been living, but I think my girl hasn’t actually been living life at all.

Nova chews on her bottom lip.

“Baby. I know what I’m asking of you. Take the next few days to think about it. I’ll understand if you can’t.”

With those doe eyes, she looks up at me curiously.

“You will?”

“Fuck. I won’t like that answer, but I will. Nova, my life is different. I know this. I know what an ask this is. So yeah. Take your time. But I want you to come try it out.”

“And I can always come back?” she teases.

“You could. If it’s not for you. I’d help you any way I can.”

“Why are you so good to me?”

“Because you’re heaven on earth to me.”

Nova wraps her arms around my neck and kisses me tenderly. There’s so much conviction behind it that I’m not sure if I should see it as a declaration of her coming or that this is the last time we’ll be together.

If it is the last time I get to be with Nova, I’m going to make the most of it.

I lift her up, and she wraps her legs around my waist. Everything between us feels seamless, yet it’s the most difficult relationship I’ve ever been in. I’m assuming for her as well.

Gripping her ass, I pull her into me as I lean back onto the desk.

She yelps from the new position and holds on tighter, making me grin.

“Wolfe, be careful,” she squeals.

“Do you trust me?” I ask.

More seriously, she looks at me and bites her lower lip. With a hint of a blush staining her cheeks, Nova nods her head, signaling yes.

“Perfect, angel.”

I set her down on her feet in front of me as I remain leaning back against her desk.

My hands go to her shirt and, with precision, begin to unbutton it. Starting from the top, one by one, the buttons fly open. Nova’s chest vibrates as I do.

She grips my waist as I methodically open each one.

“It’s okay, baby. I’ve got you.”

She lets out a deep breath as a shy smile appears.

“I know you do,” she whispers.

I get to the button against her chest, and it heaves as I undo it. Without staying focused on her chest, I keep going down until I finally reach the last one. It pops open, and Nova takes a step back.

The way she looks as she hesitantly removes her shirt is addicting to watch. Everything about this woman is intoxicating. I’ll never get enough of her if I get the chance to really make her mine.

Nova slips it off and lets it fall to the ground.

“Look at me, baby,” I say.

Bringing my hand to her chin, I gently guide her to face me.

“You’re fucking stunning.”

Her eyes glitter from the compliment. My girl certainly likes to be praised. A note I hope I will need for the future.

“You are,” I repeat.

“I’m nervous,” she admits.

“Why?”

“Because you want to see all of me.”

“Every inch of you is perfection.”

She giggles.

“It’s true,” I continue, keeping my hand on her chin.

Nova reaches for her waistband and pulls down her pencil skirt. As she does, I drop my hand to the side and wait.

It pools to the ground around her ankles, leaving her in nothing but a matching black lingerie set.

“Did you put this on for me?”

She nods as she blushes.

“I love that you think of me.”

“Always. I’m always thinking of you.”

“You certainly know how to keep me hard all the time.”

Nova looks down to see that my cock is trying to spring free from underneath my clothes.

“Then show me,” she asks.

I grin at the bravery she just showed by asking for what she wants. My girl is taking all kinds of chances for me, for her, for us.

“Come here and take it out.”

Nova walks to me, looking like sex. Only in her underwear with matching black high heels, I’ll never get over that I’m claiming this woman as mine.

She fingers my waistband while staring at my hardened cock.

“What are you thinking?” I murmur.

“How are you real?” she admits.

She unzips my pants and slips one hand inside my boxers. The way her cool hand grips my cock makes me want to come in my pants just from her touch alone.

Fuck, the way she touches me—I’ll never get used to it.

Nova keeps eye contact with me as she starts to stroke it back and forth. I rest my hands against the desk, letting her keep the pace she wants.

“Fuck,” I groan out.

It encourages her to go faster, picking up the pace as my precum starts to leak onto her hand.

“I like seeing you like this,” she admits.

“You can touch me anytime you want.”

She giggles as she continues the pace.

I’m so close to coming, I have to stop her, but the way her hand feels against my skin makes it nearly impossible to tell her no. I know she wants me to come in my pants for her. Any other time, I would, but I can’t leave that kind of mess.

I stop her hand from moving.

“Hey.” She pouts.

I chuckle at how adorable she looks.

“I can’t come in my pants when I’ve got to go back. In a few days, everything could be different for us.”

“You’re right.” She sighs.

Nova removes her hand from inside my pants. Then I pull them down, followed by my boxers.

My cock is out on display for her to see.

“I just…”

“What?” I whisper.

“I didn’t realize how big you were last time. How did this fit inside me?”

“You’re good for my ego.”

She blushes again—her tell for not being used to compliments.

“Can I take these panties off and see your sweet pussy, baby?”

“Yes,” she murmurs.

She holds onto my shoulders as I lean forward and pull them off. They fall to her ankles, just like her skirt.

Taking Nova by the waist, I pull her close to me.

“Hop on,” I offer.

She looks around me, and I pull her up by her ass so she’s hovering over my cock as I sit on the desk.

“Wolfe,” she yelps as her nails dig into my skin.

“I bet your pussy is dripping for me.”

“It is. Just for you.”

“Sink onto my cock then, angel.”

Nova slowly lowers her body while I keep ahold of her as she does.

The feeling of my cock being encased by her warmth sets me off. I start to do small thrusts as she continues to lower. Nova winces at the sensation until she’s finally fully on me. With her knees resting on both sides of my thighs, she’s spread out wide for my taking.

“Have a hold on me?” I ask.

“Yes,” she answers as she starts to rock on my cock.

I let go of her ass, and my hands travel up the length of her back, feeling the warmth of her tan skin as I go. Reaching my final destination, I look up at Nova as she continues her light rocking.

I smile widely as I unclasp her bra, and it falls onto the length of her arms. She smiles back knowingly.

“You just have to get me fully naked. In my office,” she teases.

“Let it fall to the ground,” I say with a wink.

Her pussy rocks forward as she steadies her position on top of me. Nova lets go of my shoulders and lets the bra fall to the ground with the rest of her clothing.

Seeing her naked, on top of me, she looks like a goddamn dream.

“Fuck, please tell me you’ll come with me, baby. I don’t know how I’ll be able to live without you in my life.”

I don’t give her an opportunity to answer as I claw at her back to bring us closer, pulling her roughly into me and devouring her mouth. She kisses me back with the same needy desire and reverence that I’m giving her.

Each thrust and moan feels like a promise to each other. That this crazed feeling is something unearthly and beyond measure.

“Come for me. Let me see you break apart on my cock.”

“Wolfe…” she whispers with her eyes tightly shut.

Nova is lost in her own world as she bounces, chasing her release.

Her tits in my face, wet pussy on my cock, and breathy moans make this risk all worth it. I’ll gladly die in here if it means I get to witness Nova like this.

“I’m coming,” she whimpers.

I grip her waist and pull her faster on my cock. She matches my pace, and then suddenly, I see her mouth pop open as she stifles her moans.

I follow, with my cum starting to seep into her pussy. She stills as she lets me thrust a few more times to empty my cock.

With hair sticking to her face and a hint of pinkness throughout her skin, there’s no denying that she just had sex.

A smug smile spreads as she slowly hops off my cock and tries to stabilize on the ground. The cum starts to trickle down her leg, and I let out a possessive grunt.

“Fucking perfection,” I whisper.

She glances up at me and cocks her head to the side.

“What? You are. I love seeing my cum on you. I want to keep it on you, in you, forever.”

“Wolfe,” she says playfully.

Looking over at the computer clock, I realize we’re almost out of time.

“We better get cleaned up.”

“Yeah. That’s a good idea,” she answers.

Without a word, we both put ourselves back together. The room is buzzing between us, as we both know it may be the last time that we’re together. Only Nova can decide if she wants to venture into the unknown with me.

Fuck. I’m not a good man. I’m not a good person. But fuck if I don’t deserve this one thing in my life for myself and not for the good of the brothers or the club.

As we both finally look somewhat normal, we take a seat across from one another. With Nova behind her desk and me like her patient, you would never know that we just fucked on said desk moments ago.

“Wolfe. I…” she starts.

Her office door handle begins to jiggle roughly as shouting starts. Nova and I look at each other in confusion.

Hurriedly, she gets up and unlocks the door, opening it to find Dr. Owens stumbling in. Nova takes a few steps back to avoid him crashing into her.

“Ryan.” She gasps.

Dr. Owens straightens upright, looking flustered from the interaction. He glances at Nova first, then at me, and back and forth again.

“Dr. Fletcher. Why was your door locked with this person in it?” he asks angrily.

“Dr. Owens. Given the interaction I experienced earlier today, I thought it was best if my last session with Mr. Walker was private.”

“That isn’t your call to make,” he snarls.