Page 58 of Hideaway Heart
“I can’t tell you that,” she said, as if astonished I’d even ask. “Your ego is monster enough. It’s almost as big as your dick.”
“That’s it.” I grabbed her by the armpits and tossed her onto her back sideways across the bed, otherwise my head was going to hit the angled ceiling above us. Pinning her arms to the mattress, I buried my face in her neck and kissed my way down her throat to her chest, using my lips and tongue on each perfect breast, sucking the tight pink peaks into my mouth, biting them gently, enjoying the way it made her arch and moan.
“Enough,” she said, trying to drag me back up her body. “I need you inside me. I can’t wait any longer.”
Since my patience had also reached its limits, I did as she asked, stretching out above her and positioning my cock between her legs. For a moment, I thought about teasing her, giving her an inch or two, making her beg for all of me, but as soon as I eased the tip inside her, I realized I didn’t have the patience for any more games. I slid all the way home in one long stroke, both of us moaning at the sweet, sublime fit. She was warm and snug and velvety smooth, and I buried myself balls deep and stayed there for a moment, all my muscles tensed, body poised on the edge. If she’d moved, I’d have exploded.
But she stayed still too, breathing hard, her chest rising and falling fast. “Xander,” she whispered, her eyes closed, her hands clutching my shoulders. “Give me a minute.”
“I wish I could stop time right now. I’d give them all to you.”
She opened her eyes and ran her hands down my arms. “God, this feels good. How is it possible that two days ago I despised you, and right now, all I want is you inside me?”
“I don’t know,” I said, my body aching to move. My thighs were burning, my stomach tight.
“But you didn’t care what I wanted, did you?”
“I care now.” I began to rock into her with slow, rhythmic strokes. “I caredeeply. I carehard. Let me show you how much.”
She moaned, digging her heels into the backs of my thighs. “Yes. Show me. Take me there.”
I had every intention of going slow, of showing off my skills in the dark, the ones I’d bragged about this morning, but it was like trying to harness a wild horse at a full gallop. Within minutes, I was driving into her with vicious abandon, deeper and harder with every thrust. The bed jerked away from the wall. Her fingers raked across my back. Our skin grew slick with heat. The tension inside me raged like an animal behind bars.
Slow down, asshole,I told myself, recalling that pink vibrator.She wants tickling rabbit ears. She wants swirling beads. She wants thirty-six vibrational patterns.
Dammit, I didn’t have any of those things! And all I wanted was to lose control, let go of thisfeelingfor her—I didn’t want it inside me anymore. It didn’t belong there. It was confusing and infuriating and all her fault.
I slowed down and put my lips at her ear. “You’re so fucking beautiful,” I growled. “You make me crazy. I want to protect you and fucking tear you apart at the same time. I want to make you feel safe while I fuck you so hard it hurts. I want to be a good man for you, but I also want to feel you come on my cock.”
“Xander,” she panted. “Don’t stop.”
“You’re so wet,” I rasped, thrusting faster. “So tight. And I can still taste you on my tongue.”
She grabbed my ass and rocked her hips beneath me, matching me stroke for stroke, murmuring incoherently as her body tensed up beneath me.Yes, yes, yes, you’re so good, right there, come with me, please...
Staying tight to her body, I kept my rhythm firm and steady on her clit until her head fell to one side, her mouth opened in a silent scream, and her pussy clenched my cock with tiny little pulses that sent me shooting for the stars.
Letting go completely, I plunged into her again and again, making her cry out with every savage thrust, guttural sounds coming from the back of my throat as I powered through an orgasm so strong it paralyzed my muscles while rattling my bones.
Aftershocks reverberated through my body as I tried to catch my breath. Realizing I was probably smothering her, I lifted my chest and looked down. Her cheek was still turned, her eyes closed, her mouth open.
“You okay?” I asked.
Her insides squeezed me once more, and she shivered. “That. Was. Incredible.”
“Look at that, we agree on something.”
She smiled and looked up. “Who’d have thought?”
“I’ll be right back,” I said, rolling off her.
The thunderstorm had moved off, but I could still hear the rain as I headed into the bathroom. I remembered that Veronica said it was going to rain all day tomorrow, and I thought about spending the entire day in bed with Kelly. Was that allowed? Or was this one and done? She’d said something earlier likeonly for tonight. Had she meant it?
After cleaning up, I went back into the bedroom and pushed the bed back into place. “Sounds like the storm has passed.”
Kelly rolled onto her side to face me. “I know.”
“Do you still want me to sleep in here?”