Page 17 of Her Loyalty

"Hol' on, shawty." I bit my lip, digging in my pocket to grab a condom.

"What do you need that for?" She raised her eyebrows as I ripped it opened with my teeth.

"Gotta stay strapped up, ma." I told her, rolling the condom on, making her smile at me.

"You want me to suck it while the condom is on?"

"Yeah. What's wrong with that?" I leaned more into the chair.

"I mean nothing. It just weird for me, I've never done anything like this before."

"Why are you just randomly carrying around condoms anyway?" She giggled as she began to stroke me.

"I just told you.." I trailed off, groaning.

"Na' go ahead and do whatchu gon' do, shawty." I pressed, putting the blunt to my lips as she finally shut up, sliding me into her mouth.

"Damn." I put the blunt between my lips, using my other hand to grab her hair.

As she did this, I couldn't help but to reminisce and think about T. Shit like this did nothing for me if it wasn't her but I knew that shit was over. It'd been a whole month without her and it was time. I had to move on.

I was tired of being fucked up in the head, worrying about if she was good or not, wondering if it was me who should've did something different to make her not cheat but all that shit was dead now. A nigga was just fine with life like this. I had to move on eventually and this was the first step.

"Mm." She moaned as she went to work while I blew smoke from my mouth, enjoying the shit.

"Mm, fuck."

"No, come on." She sat up, still stroking me.

"I want you to fuck me." She begged.

"It's so big."

"I need it inside of me." She went on begging and as she did, here I was still thinking about T.

"Na', you trippin' now. I don't know about all that."

"Come on." She whined, stepping out of her pants and I couldn't help but to laugh. This bitch was so willing. Crazy part is, I didn't even know the girl. She didn't even know me but she wanted me to fuck on her.

"I promise I'll make it worth it."

*

Tiana 3:33pm

"I really hope we can talk today." I said to myself, watching myself in the mirror and watching the road simultaneously as I made my way to Dominic's place.

After the long talk with my mother yesterday, I couldn't help but to make it my mission to get back on Dom's good side.

Even if we didn't just jump back into being in a relationship, I would be fine if we could just be in communication again.

I loved him and I didn't want us apart like this any longer.

I wanted to at least try to be friends again.

Looking at the time, I saw that it was 3:33 on the dot. I took that as a sign of good luck considering I caught that time randomly plus today marked our six year anniversary.

I knew today would be an okay day to do this because both of us were already used to seeing each other on this day for the past six years. So I'm sure he was thinking hard about me today as much as I thought about him everyday.

That gave me some type of hope.

Moments later, I was pulling down his block and I saw a bunch of people on the porch. Including women.

Thinking nothing of it, I parked directly behind his car and cut the engine. I couldn't help but to watch as Dej and Zay obviously flirted with the two girls that stood there. I saw Leek as well but he was in his own world. As usual.

"Where is he?" I thought to myself, slowly getting out of the car.

For some reason, I had a lot of energy about this before but now that I was actually here, I was a nervous wreck.

"T?" I heard Zay call me as I smiled small, walking up to them.

"Hey." I waved, looking over to Deja too but she said nothing. She simply looked my way and then went back to talking to the girl she was talking to.

I could feel the random girls looking me up and down as well but I said nothing. I was here for one purpose. No other bullshit.

"What's up, T? How you doin'?" Leek finally looked up and asked.

"I'm fine." I told him, looking down at the ground.

"Do y'all know where he is?" I asked. No reason to beat around the bush, all knew who I was here for.

Zay looked over to Leek then the both of them looked over to Deja.

"What?" She asked, furrowed her eyebrows.

"You know where Dom at, nigga?" Zay asked with a smug smile and she simply laughed.

"Nah, I don't know. I think he went to the store or something." She ended up saying with a smile and I was confused about what the joke was but I figured she was just in her feelings.

Me and her brother were no longer together on the account of me, so she had a right to not fuck with me anymore. That didn't make her any less punchable though.

"Alright. I'll just wait then." I said folding my arms and she shrugged, going back to talking to the girl.

So I stood there for a while listening to the weird conversations they were having with these girls. This was nothing new for my ears but these girls were obviously DTF. And though I didn't judge, I just hoped Dom hadn't been around them.

Moments later, I heard the screen door open and everybody looked up. Quickly my eyes went wide and my heart sunk to my stomach, seeing that it was Dom coming out of the house with a girl right behind him.

"Oh shit, he was here the whole time." Dej laughed as if she didn't know, making Zay and Leek shake their heads.

The girl walked by me as her and her friends began to talk loudly and I couldn't do anything but scold Dominic. I watched as he sat down on the steps carelessly, rolling another blunt as if I wasn't even here right now.

"So you don't have anything to say?" I ended up saying, making everybody go quiet as they looked over at us.

He still hadn't even looked up at me, he only focused on the blunt and by the second he was making me angrier.

"Dominic." I called again as everybody watched and one of the girls ended up saying something.

"Um, who is this?" The girl that had just came out of the house with him asked.

He then sighed deeply, finally looking over to me.

"Whatchu doing here, T?" He asked as if my presence was annoying him.

I was so embarrassed in this moment, I couldn't even think straight. Everything that I'd came here to do went blank in my mind. He was treating me like trash and I just wanted to punch him and this random bitch in the face.

"You know what, I only came here for my phone." I spat to him, lying through my teeth.

"Give me." I held my hand out and he just looked at me while lighting the outside of his blunt.

He knew he was messed up for what he'd obviously just done so I wouldn't even put any energy into it.

I'd take my phone and go.

"Go in the house, T." He told me and I shook my head.

"No. Give me my phone so I can go, Dominic."

"You got me fucked up now and you know it." I expressed to him.

Kissing his teeth, he took the now dry blunt and put it behind his ear. He then looked at me with a serious face and I knew that meant listen but I wasn't thinking clearly right now. All I could think about was what could've possibly just happened in the house with him and this girl.

"T, go in the fuckin' house." He said again, sternly this time.

"I'm not going in the house. Give me fucking phone so I can leave!" I snapped out and he slowly stood to his feet, dusting off his pants.

Looking down at me, he flared his nostrils and I knew that this was going to go left quickly but I had lost all sense of giving a fuck.

"You wan' show out this bitch?" He asked, looking down at me as I could feel tears brewing in my eyes.

"Go in the fuckin' house before we have a problem out this bitch, T." He snapped at me and before I knew it, my hand was going across his face.

SMACK!