Page 38 of Falling for A Lie
The smile that takes over the man I once thought I'd marry, the one I thought would never hurt me, and yet the same man that tried to kill me after our fight. The same one that won't let me live in peace without having to look over my shoulders for a threat hidden in the shadows.
The sight before me made me lose the battle I was fighting to hold back the bile that was suffocating me to keep down out of fear of angering him more.
The smack across my cheek sends my head snapping painfully to the left as a soft whimper escapes my mouth. “ YOU NASTY LITTLE SLUT!” Alec is seething at me and the state of my body as the bile slides down the front of my shirt, hitting the floor in little drips. “ If you think this will stop us, you're just as dumb as I always thought you were.” He reaches up with Finn's blade and slices the ropes and I crash to the floor, smacking my head on the dirty concrete. My breath temporarily leaves me as I gasp out through the pain searing itself into my very bones.
The blood from whatever gash I just attained flows down my forehead and over my eyes, causing my vision to become murky. Consciousness alludes to me as Alec shoves me onto the cold metal slab they're considering a table and starts to strap me in like a sacrifice to please his self-proclaimed God.
The sound of laughter and a zipper has my breathing picking up as I fight to gain control, but my body is weakened and I'm not as strong as the guys lead me to believe..
I'm not strong. I'm not fearless. I'm going to die.
Strong hands grip my shoulders as I flail trying to get free, but I'm tangled up in the sheets and whoever has me is strong and my mind is still in a weakened state from the nightmare.
“ Little Mama! Please, it's me. It's Miles, please open your eyes, baby. Please see me so you know that you're safe.” His panicked voice has me opening my eyes warily, the bright light from the open window causing me to wince at the assault.
“ Queenie, we are here for you, love. We aren't going anywhere. You're safe.” Finn says softly, his hands creasing my back from his position behind me as he tries to reassure me, along with Miles.
“ I'm sorry... I'm so sorry for worrying you two... I'm okay… “ I say through my frantic breathing as I try to regain composure and ground myself to the now and not the dream. I'm okay, my guys are okay. Well, these two are in front of me. The thought sends another wave of panic as I remember Drake being there in my dream, hurt. I don't even know if he was alive.
“ Little Mama, tell us what you need. Please, you were screaming and you were shaking so violently it woke Finn up. He tried to wake you up, while I made us breakfast but hecouldn't... That's why he called me .” He pushes his way beside me, his body being squished between the headboard and my still-rattled body.
“Tell me how to fix this. What do you need Soren?” Finn whispers in my ear. Making a different shiver rake its way down my flesh leaving goosebumps in its wake.
“ I need to call them.” I sniffle, through the tears I wasn't aware of. “ I need to know if they're okay. I need to hear their voices. Please. “
The guys both look at one another, a silent conversation taking place between them and with one last grunt Finn is standing and walking over to grab my phone.
I watch him retreating as his boxers grip his ass in a delectable way causing a groan to escape my lips involuntarily. My face reddens as both men look at me with cocky grins gracing their faces at my expense.
Stupid fucking hormones.
Finn ruffles his beard with his free hand as he walks back to me, phone in hand and his boxers slightly tenting in the front.
“ Here love.” He holds my phone out in front of him, and I fight everything in me to not look at his penis again now that he's closer.
Deciding to avoid looking at him altogether, I go to grab his phone only to grab his dick instead.
Fuck. Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.
He's huge.
How the fuck can anyone take that and not die? I shake my head snatching my hand back like the touch itself scolded me and not the absolute opposite of what just happened.
“Mm touch me there again and I'll say fuck calling those brats. “ He grumbles through clenched teeth, causing Miles to lose his composure besideme and fall into a tear-filled fit.
“I… uh, fuck..” clearing my throat, I pray for some kind of words to grace my lust-induced brain now that I've felt what is beneath those silky boxers. “ Okay, y'all have to go while I do this. You're dick-stracting me.” I grumble through my embarrassment coating my face as Finn lets out a laugh at my choice of words.
“Dick-distracting you?” Miles tilts his head as he tries and fails to stop his laughter from escaping.
“ I swear to God if you don't shut the fuck up right now you will be sleeping by yourself tonight. Both of you OUT! “ I sling my hand up as my finger shakily points to the door, the soft chuckle that is fighting to escape from them as they exit my room has me shaking my head.
Jesus, I'm surrounded by beautiful childish idiots.
The phone sits heavily in my palm as I try to come up with the best course of action.
Do I block my number and call?
Do I just call them and say fuck it?