Page 33 of Falling for A Lie
“Really? Are you forgetting where I came from? I can recognize a junkie when I see one, and that’s what you’ve become since Soren left. A FUCKING JUNKIE!” He screams, shoving roughly at Caden’s chest, causing our friend to stumble backward and barely catch himself before he falls to the floor.
Without further warning, Caden throws a lazy punch that connects with the corner of Reed's jaw, prompting the unpredictable bastard to laugh. "See can’t even hit me like a man. Get your shit together Caden.” He says licking his barely split lip before spitting the blood onto Caden.
"Right now, you're a liability and will only get her killed.” With that last sentence he's gone from the kitchen and the echo of a door slamming letting us know he's left the house. Caden looks at me and Drake with pain written across his beautiful face. “Do you guys think I'm dead weight?” He says through a broken whisper, as tears stream down his face.
“No, But you do need to get clean. This shit isn't it, Caden, you know how he feels about drugs and shit. You can't blame him for lashing out when he's seeing someone he cares for go down that path.” Drake states that he's reading a fact sheet and not responding to our broken friend before us.
The sight truly unravels me as I push away from the table and offer the broken man before me a lifeline, reaching my hand out, and waiting to see if he takes it. “Come with me, let's get you cleaned up, Cade.” He nods weakly, taking my offeredhand into his, and I pull him behind me up the stairs to my room.
“I'm sorry... I'm so fucking sorry, and please don't leave me.. I'm sorry.. please...” Caden repeats the words like he's reciting a mantra as we go to the bathroom in my bedroom. I guide him to the chair in the corner and softly push onto his chest, forcing him to sit down as I set up the bath for him.
He sits there, head buried in the palm of his hands.
Turning on the water, I adjust the temperature to his preferred setting, then move around to the cabinet, retrieving the lavender and chamomile oils. Returning to the tub, now half-filled with water, I add six drops each, watching the fragrant oils dissolve into the surface. The air fills with their soothing scent, sending a calming shiver down my spine and across my goosebumps skin.
“Lift your arms, and let's get you in before the water gets cold.” He nods solemnly at me as he follows my orders; I pull the tight fabric over his taut muscles revealing the kaleidoscope of artwork decorating his smooth skin all the way down to his toes. The sight makes my mouth water as I toss the shirt into the dirty clothes hamper in the corner. As I start to bend down at the waist, I hook the waistband of his sweatpants and say, “These as well.” He nods, a soft smile playing at the corner of his lips. Caden stands up with me, but I go down to my knees, pulling his sweats with me just enoughto show his hips. I blow out a deep breath of air against his chiseled abs.
He looks down at me while I’m on my knees, my breathing speeding up.“You look like such a good boy on your knees before me, Rad,” Caden says, his voice coming out breathily, tinged with lust. The same lust that is running through my veins like molten lava, ready to burn me from the inside out.
Without putting much thought into my next move, I tug his pants down, causing his cock to pop out and smack me in the mouth. A smirk graces my lips at the view before me. Leaning forward, I lick the pre-cum from his tip, making us both groan out in pleasure.
He grips my hair tightly in his fingers, tilting my head up to look into his eyes as his next words wrap around my heart
“Go ahead and wrap those pretty lips around me like a good boy.” Without a moment's hesitation, I do just as he ask and open wide enough to take the engorged head into my mouth The taste of sweat and Caden roll around my taste buds, making me lick and suck at him sloppily, the grin gracing his lips is pure male as he grips my hair tighter.
“Let me fuck that mouth of yours, baby like we used to back in high school.” He rasps out , his eyes pleading for me to hand over control to him.
Plopping the tip from my lips, the sound echoes around us along with our ragged breaths, “Please, use me to make youwhole again, Cade..” I plead, my hands gripping his hips hard enough to bruise.
He smirks, leaning down to take my wet lips against his in a hurry before he whispers to me softly, “Anything for you, baby boy, now open wide and take every inch of my cock like the good slut that you are.”
I nod softly and open as wide as he smirks down at me. Gripping his hard cock in his hand, he slaps the mushroom head against my face. One slap, two, the third stinging just a little. The hand not in my hair goes to my jaw, prying it open wider as he slides the head in. I make sure my teeth are covered as he starts roughly thrusting into my mouth so they don’t break against his piercings, but flick my tongue up to rub the underside with slight pressure as the head of his cock repeatedly slams into the back of my throat.
The feral moans, and a death grip on my hair, keeps me rooted in my position as Caden fucks my face, choking me on every solid inch, his piercing making my tongue tingle with the repeated harsh thrusts. Slobber drips from my mouth, dropping down on the floor between us, as Caden whispers praise through each groan and thrust.
Reaching up, I slide my hand between us and take his balls into my palms, massaging them before I add the pressure that nears pain that I know he craves.
He groans, throwing his head back as he quickens his pace to a brutal, unforgiving tempo, causing his head to push pastwhat I thought I could take off his large cock. He grips my hair and slams me down one more time, causing me to fully take him and my nose hitting his pubic bone as he holds me hostage, gagging me on his every bit of 10 inches. My eyes water, and my vision slowly starts to get blurry as I dig my nails into him with one final roll of his hips. His hot load shoots down my abused throat, and the feral look he shoots me as he says his one last demand down at me: “ Swallow every last drop, Or you won't get anymore.” With that, Caden's pulling out, and I do as he commands me and swallow him down before sucking in a greedy breath.
“ Such a beautiful fucking mess you make” His fingers rub the tears from below my eyes, and with a smile that can only be described as heart-stopping right before he licks his fingers.
Smiling up at him, “ Let's get in the bath now and cuddle.” He helps me stand on wobbly legs, the proof of how turned on I am from what we just did straining against my shorts, “We can fix everything else tomorrow, “ I offer softly, my voice sounds scratchy to my own ears from the abuse it just took from the broken man before me.
“ Sounds like a plan, sweet boy.” He slips into the cold water and washes his body with swift movements of his talented fingers, and I leave to get the bed ready for us.
Opting to slide out of my shorts and stay in my boxers, I climb into the bed, settle in, and, at the last minute, pull my shirt off, tossing it to the side. I wait for him.
Moments pass, and a wet and fully naked Caden comes into my room, and the light shines against his beautiful tan skin, causing my breath to hitch at the sight.
The sly bastard catches me and flashes a beautiful smile as he makes his way to me, climbing in unbothered by the vulnerable state he's now in. He snuggles into my chest, resting his head over my heart, which I know is pounding like a Warhammer against my chest cavity.
“ Thank you for not giving up on me, Rad.. I couldn't do this alone. I know I'm a fuck up, and I know I'm not the man I used to be since she left. But I'm so fucking broken, and it's like she took part of me when she got in the car and left. If she sees me now, I'm scared she will hate me like the others. I want to improve, but I can't do it alone. Please don't leave me alone to do this. Please don't give up on me.“ He says through a broken sob, and his tears slide from his cheek to my chest.
“ You'll never be alone. We will get through this, but you must want to do better, Cade. We can't force you to do what's right, no matter how much we wish we could. You have to want to do better.. we just don't want to lose you, and with the path you're traveling, we will. You're self-destructing and taking everything around you with it. “ I wrap my arms around him, wishing I could squeeze him back into the man that wasbefore he became this broken man now lying beside me. “ As for Soren, she could never hate you. “ The words might be a hopeful guess, but it's what he needs now.
“ I hope you're right, baby boy. " He sniffles through a yawn and snuggles deeper into my body and soul, cementing us as one in this moment, now that we have crossed the bridge we once thought was burned between us. I don't plan ever to let him slip away from me again. I'll spend my life fixing this man if it guarantees he stays by my side longer.
We fall asleep to the sounds of our breathing and the promises we now hold for one another.