Page 81 of Brutal Little Secrets

Chase glares at Mia for a moment.

I clear my throat. “Yeah, I’ll go with you. But I’m going to be with you, not because of the team.”

Chase squeezes my hand like that’s the right answer. Whatever he needs to think. I can’t wait to be done with this charade.

Mia drives me to the football game. I don’t know if the guys are coming, but they probably will show up. Anything could go wrong tonight. I need to get Chase’s keys. The problem is I haven’t figured out how yet.

Maybe I can offer to hold his things so he can really get into the beer pong game.

“So you haven’t told me how it’s been going living with Damon?” Mia sucks on a lollipop and looks unconcerned other people are around us and might overhear. We’re in the student section toward the bottom so that Chase can see me when he glances our way. I need to convince him I’m really into making this work and resist the urge to flip him off.

What I don’t need is a rumor going around about me and Damon. Fortunately the game isn’t as packed, so we have some space around us.

“Uh, it’s weird.” I don’t know what to say about it because I’m supposed to look like I’m trying to get back together with Chase. “I’m an only child, so I’m not used to having someone else around. Also, no one else at school knows besides you and Chase. I’d like to keep it that way.”

“Understood.” Her blue eyes sparkle as she meets mine. “What’s the situation? Do you run into him? I was watching this one foreign show where she moves in with her stepbrother who is hot but older and there’s this moment in the kitchen when… oof.” She fans herself. “Honestly, I almost wish my parents were separated so I could get some hot stepbrother action.”

My cheeks burn because she’s not far off. Except Damon’s dad is so rich, neither of us spends any time in the kitchen. “Our parents aren’t married. But I guess I’ve seen him around the house.”

I can’t tell if Mia is trying to figure out how close Damon and I are or to figure out how to make something happen for her with Damon. I’m surprised she hasn’t mentioned a sleepover yet. She could use my bed. I don’t.

The cheerleaders are on the field holding a banner for the players to run through. I’ve seen things like this on TV and in movies, but I hadn’t experienced it until this year. I just inhale and memorize this moment.

The excitement of the crowd. The cheers of the cheerleaders. The guys on the field. It’s intense and I’m getting caught up in it as the game begins. Mia tells me a little about how the game works.

“You couldn’t go to Sherman High without going to the football games. The stadium was always packed.” Her cheeks are flushed with excitement as she watches the players. “They were amazing to watch. It was like they were so in sync with each other. Fuck, if I could have convinced Eli and Luke to join Jack,Caden, and me, I would have done all four of them at the same time.”

Heat seeps into me, because the Devil’s trio is planning to take me together tonight.

I bite my lip. “So how does it work with two guys at once?”

Mia arches an eyebrow at me with a smirk. “Curious, Evan?”

“It just seems a little impossible.” I shrug. Though I’ve seen it in action, and Mia seemed to enjoy it. My guys have fucked me with a plug in my ass, and I enjoyed that. My cheeks flush with heat.

“Oh, it’s so not.” Mia glances around and leans in so her lips are close to my ear. “It burns a little because of the stretch, but once they’re both in and moving, it’s fucking spiritual. Overwhelming in a good way. If you know what I mean.”

She pulls away and smirks.

“I seriously would do it all the time if I could. That and an Eiffel Tower. One in my mouth and one in my pussy, fuck it’s so hard to focus as they fuck in and out of you.” Mia licks her lollipop and puts it back in her mouth. Her eyes are a little unfocused as if she’s thinking about it.

My heart pounds because I’ll know after tonight. But I’ll have all three of them, not just two. I cross my legs. I wore jeans to the game, and Damon tugged his sweatshirt over my head before he backed me into a wall and kissed me like he didn’t want to let me go.

I’m trying not to read into what’s happening with us. It’s possible I’m misreading everything. It’s not like I’m the best at understanding guys. They may just like that I’m willing to do anything with them. There hasn’t really been any talk about feelings.

Yes, Damon wants to protect me and will call me his girlfriend to do that, but he didn’t say he was falling in love with me. Last night though, things shifted between me and Damon.

It felt more real than any connection I’ve had in a long time. I don’t feel alone in that house.

“Hey there, Annie.”

My gaze jerks up and collides with Hawk’s green eyes. “Uh, hi.”

Cam and Damon stand behind him. Cam grins and winks at me.

“Mind if we sit with you guys?” Hawk gestures to the open seats.

“Oh, sure.” Mia squeezes in closer to me to give them room. Honestly, I’m a little surprised she doesn’t shove me away so that they can surround her.