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“What’s the average?”

“How the hell should I know? I don’t go around staring at other guys’ dicks, let alone measuring them.”

I reach for my phone on the table beside the bed, and Gavin rolls over to face me.

“What are you doing?” he asks.

“The average penis size is five inches,” I say, reading off the screen. “You literally have enough for two dicks.”

He laughs again, and I decide to keep going because I love the sound so much.

“Was it that big in high school?”

“I don’t fucking know, I didn’t make a bar graph. I’d assume so. Why don’t you google peak dick size?”

Now I’m the one laughing because of all people, hewouldmake a bar graph. Gavin has always loved numbers, and I have no doubt the ranch is more profitable under his leadership.

“I have a few hypothetical questions now,” I say, setting the phone back down and then turning so we’re looking directly at each other.

“Shoot.”

“Do you have a condom?”

There’s a pause.

A long one.

“I do not,” he admits.

“Why?”

“I wasn’t coming here to fuck you.”

“But don’t you keep one in the truck? Your wallet?”

“Not for a long time. I’ve been out of the hook-up game for… a while.”

“How long?”

“Months.”

I trace my fingertips along his bare skin, exploring the hard planes of his chest. Goosebumps appear where I’m touching him as his breathing quickens.

“So, here’s another hypothetical question,” I say, and my voice is much throatier than usual.

“Uh-huh.”

“What would a guy like you be thinking about after a long dry spell? What are you craving the most?”

There’s no pause this time.

“Getting my dick sucked,” he says roughly. The light from the fire illuminates the desire in his eyes. “Sex would be good, but… Yeah. Blowjob. But only a really good one. She’s got to be into it or else there’s no point. Fucking my fist is better than mediocre head she thinks is a chore.”

Putting this man’s cock in my mouth would most definitelynotbe a chore.

But he runs away any time I try to touch him, so maybe we just need to talk about it instead.

“Are you horny?” I ask softly.