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"You'll never be a legion," I said. "The world will never allow it. You're nothing. Give up your trappings. Don't make other blood drinkers to join this foolish crusade. "
He drew closer again, as if I were a light and he wanted to be in it. He looked into my eyes, trying no doubt to read my thoughts of which he could get nothing except what I had said in words.
"We are so gifted," I said. "There is so much to be observed, to be learnt. Let me take you back with me into the Pope's chapel to see the paintings I have described. "
He drew even closer and something changed in his face.
"Those Who Must Be Kept," he said, "what are they?"
It was like a harsh blow¡ªthat once again another knew the secret, a secret I had guarded so well for a thousand years. "You will never know," I responded.
"No, listen to me," he said. "Are they something profane? Or are they holy?"
I clenched my teeth. I reached out for him, but with a swiftness that surprised me, he escaped me.
I went after him, caught him, and spinning him around, I dragged him to the head of the narrow stone stairs that went down the hill.
"Never come near me again, do you hear?" I said to him. He struggled desperately against me. "I can kill you by fire with my mind if I choose it," I said. "And why don't I choose it? Why don't I choose to slaughter you all, you miserable vermin? Why don't I do it? Because I loathe the violence of it and the cruelty, even though you're more evil than the mortal whom I killed for my thirst tonight. "
He was frantically trying to get loose from me, but of course he had not the slightest chance.
Why didn't I destroy him? Was my mind too filled with the beautiful paintings? Was my mind too attuned to the mortal world to be dragged back into this abysmal filth? I don't know.
What I know is that I threw him down the stone stairway so that he tumbled over and over again, clumsily, miserably, until he finally scrambled to his feet below.
He glared at me, his face full of hatred.
"I curse you, Marius!" he said with remarkable courage. "I curse you and your secret of Those Who Must Be Kept. " I was taken aback by his defiance.
"I warn you, stay away from me, Santino!" I said as I looked down at him. "Be wanderers through time," I said. "Be witnesses of all splendid and beautiful things human. Be true immortals. Not worshipers of Satan! Not servants of a god who will put you in a Christian Hell. But whatever you do, stay clear of me for your own sake. " He was planted there, looking up at me in his fury. And then it occurred to me to give him a small warning, if only I could do it. And I meant to try.
I brought up the Fire Gift inside of me, feeling it grow powerful and I quelled it ever so carefully and I sent it down towards him, and willed it to kindle only the edge of his black monkish robes.
At once the cloth around his feet began to smoke and he stepped back in horror.
I stopped the power.
He turned round and round in panic and tore the scorched robes off himself, standing there in a long white tunic staring at the smoking cloth that lay on the ground.
Once again he looked at me, fearless as before, but enraged in his helplessness.
"Know what I could do to you," I said, "and never come near to me again. "
And then I turned my back on him. And off I went.
I shivered even to think of him and his followers. I shivered to think that I should have to use the Fire Gift again after all these years.
I shivered remembering the slaughter of Eudoxia's slaves.
It wasn't even midnight.
I wanted the bright new world of Italy. I wanted the clever scholars and artists of these times. I wanted the huge palazzi of the Cardinals and the other powerful inhabitants of the Eternal City which had risen after all the long miserable years.
Putting the creature named Santino out of my mind I went near to one of the new palazzi in which there was a feast in progress, a masquerade with much dancing and tables laden with food.
It was no problem to me to gain entry. I had equipped myself with the fine velvet clothes of this period, and once inside among the guests, I was welcomed as was everyone else.
I had no mask, only my white face which seemed like one, and my customary red velvet hooded cloak which set me apart from the guests and yet made me one of them at the same time.
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