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For the first time in a long time, I wished hormonal birth control had worked for me. I wished I could feel himbare.
Maybe I could get over my fear of IUDs. Maybe I could figure something out to make sure that next time, we could do whatever we wanted to without worrying about a condom.
Cain didn’t take long, and the second he was back, he tore open the wrapper with his teeth and had it on in seconds. When he lined himself up with me, my body broke out in chills.
I knew that when he’d fucked me the first time, he’d broken me for all other men. And as he pushed inside of my pussy, inch by agonizing inch, I knew that was still true. He filled my body, stretching me in ways I wasn’t used to. I was addicted to it and all I wanted was more.
“Look,” he said, grabbing my hair and tipping my head back to make me look into the mirror. My mouth was agape. My nipples were hard. “You’re so fucking perfect all the time, but even more so when I’m inside of you.”
My body heated at the words. He pulled out and thrust in, jerking me forward. I both saw and heard my moan as he picked up the pace.
I didn’t usually think about fucking in front of a mirror, but it was the hottest and dirtiest moment of my life. Cain was already unfairly attractive, his chiseled body coated with a sheen of sweat, the bit of hair he had on his chest only adding to his beauty. But now I saw exactly what I felt written all over my face, and it sent me to new heights.
Trevor used to complain when I wouldn’t come from penetration alone, since it meant he’d had to put in more work. I’d simply thought it just wasn’t a thing I could do. The last time Cain and I were together, I finally had.
With the right man, it wasverypossible.
I was working myself up again, purely from the feeling of his cock inside of me. But as I started to approach the edge, he stopped and leaned forward, teeth sinking into the crook of my neck.
“Wh-what are you doing?”
“We’re gonna take this nice and slow,” he said. “Until we’re both begging to come.”
“I already am,” I managed to say.
“Not as much as you could be.”
He finally moved again. He pulled all the way out of me, leaving me aching and empty, and then slammed back in. He was rough, yet gentle. Hard, yet soft.
And minutes later, I was about to come again.
Only for him to stop.
He was going to make us both lose our minds, and yet I would let him. As he worked both of us up and then paused, I reached new feelings of need that I didn’t know I had.
Looking in the mirror, I thought I’d been red before, but now my whole body was flushed. Now I was barely breathing properly. Now my whole body ached.
“C-Cain,”
“Y-yes, princess?”
“You have to?—”
“I don’t have to do anything.” He marked his sentence with a rough thrust.
“I ...” Another thrust. “Need.” Another. “To—ahh!” This one hit depths I didn’t know were possible. “Cain.”
“Fuck it,” he said, and he didn’t stop his pace. His hips pumped into me and my pussy tightened around him.
“Yes!”I yelled as I returned to the edge. I had no idea what I said as I was driven over it. All I could feel was an electric heat shooting from my core down to my toes and up to my fingertips.
It kept going, even as I felt him jerking inside of me, cum erupting from his buried cock.
I had no idea how much time I lost while floating through the stars. All I knew was that neither of us were able tostand when we were done, and I had to use the sink cabinet to support myself.
“I ... I can’t tell if I’m mad at you for that, or if I’m grateful.”
“I saw your face as you came, princess.” He pressed a kiss on my sweaty cheek. “I’d say the second one.”