Page 18 of Wonderland Asylum (Wonderland Killers #1)

SEVENTEEN

Dark & Stormy Night

The only thing my little stunt did was complicate matters more. Unfortunately, my feelings haven't changed. I could run away to the furthest parts of the world and I'd still want them.

-Presley

Pulling into the parking lot of my dorm, I discard my sandals and run towards my tiny apartment on the other side of the complex. I've fallen more than once running in the rain with shoes on. I don't have time to fall down right now, because Kai's coming.

He won't take me running away from him lightly, there will be some sort of retaliation. One thing about my stepbrothers is that they never lose.

The cold rain beats a steady rhythm on top of my head, it would be calming if I wasn't already so tense. I face forward, because I'm too scared to find out what might be lurking in the shadows.

Disobedience is new territory for me, but it felt good to put Kai in his place tonight. I hope it was worth it. My stepbrother's have to learn that it's time for them to loosen up their grip on me. I’ve been giving them warnings for weeks. It’s not my fault they didn’t believe me.

My lungs seize with the need for more oxygen, but I won't stop running until I'm behind the safety of my front door.

I can't hide out forever but beating Kai inside is the only way to delay the confrontation that's coming.

Thankfully, Gunner won't leave work so I won't have to deal with a shit lecture from him until tomorrow.

I hate cardio with my whole soul, and running is my least favorite of all exercises. I had to park a mile away, and there isn't an easy route to my apartment. One way is uphill and the other is scary dark this time of night.

Normally, I'd never choose to go that way, but due to the ache in my side, taking the shortcut through the scarier side is best for me. I'm so close to my place I can almost taste it.

My phone in my purse vibrates for the fifteenth time, and I know I'm making a bigger mistake by not answering it. However, I've always heard cowards live longer, so that's what I'll be for now.

Rounding the last corner before my apartment comes into view, someone grabs me from behind, and pulls me up against them. A masculine hand lays across my belly. I'm encased in shock, until my scream finally breaks through the surface.

I fight, scratch, and kick the man with every fiber of my being, but his steel caged grip never wavers. My tears fall as tremors of fright wreck me to my core.

Gunner and Kai can't save me, I'm all alone tonight. For all I know Kai has given up on me, and didn't follow me here. He wouldn't take this route to my apartment anyway. There is no one to save me.

Lightning flashes, and a scream so loud it hurts my own ears is ripped from my body. A second assailant stands a couple of feet in front of me.

He's wearing a Jason mask, but it can't be Kai. This mask is older, dirtier, and stained with what looks like blood.

"NO!! Please!!" I beg.

Throwing back his head the man unleashes a savage laugh into the wind. I sob, because there's not anything else I can do.

But I have to try....I can't lay down and not fight.

Reaching behind me, I pull out a handful of my captive’s hair. His only response is to rub his ironclad erection between the cheeks of my ass. I stomp on his foot, and leave angry claw marks up and down his forearm, but nothing works.

The harder I fight the larger his erection grows, he leans down and nibbles on my ear, and no matter how hard I try to resist, a whimper escapes my lips.

Just the feel of him makes my nipples pucker, they’re begging to be touched. His hand is so close to my breast. Would he want me if I begged him to take me now? I don't understand my response, and it scares the hell out of me. How can I be this turned on by a stranger?

I don't move, in fear that he'll stop trying to seduce me. My pussy is weeping for these men, which is just another reason why I believe something is truly wrong with me.

The man in front of me looks on with excitement. I can't see his face, but if the way he's grabbing his cock through his pants is any indication he's enjoying the view.

Only after he gives the man holding me permission does he let me go. Falling on my knees, I sob into the ground, because I don't know what their endgame is. My body shivers from the lack of his warmth. It's like the summer sun has given way to the bitter cold of winter.

I flinch as strong arms pick me up, and carry me the rest of the way to my door. "It's okay, Princess. I'm here, no one's going to hurt you."

As Kai's deep voice envelops me, I relax for the first time since the beach parking lot. My throat aches from screaming, but not even that can stop the desperation in my voice. "Kai, there's two men, we need to call 911."

I wrap my arms even tighter around his neck as he nuzzles my hair. "I'll kill anyone who tries to take you away from me, Pres, you can't do what you did to us tonight again."

The hair stands up on the back of my neck at his words. He's not joking, he would kill anyone that stood in his way to get to me. It takes me a minute to gather my thoughts.

My voice is softer than a whisper. "But why, Kai? That's not normal."

He hugs me tighter. "Nothing about what we feel is normal, but that doesn't make it wrong."

Gunner takes my keys out of my bag. Oh fuck, Gunner's here. He fucking left work for this!

Kai chuckles in my ear as I hide my face in his neck. "He's not happy," he taunts.

I groan. "Not helping."

Setting me on my feet, he grabs a towel from out of my small bathroom. Gunner paces back and forth in front of my bed, clearly too pissed to talk to me.

Kai takes off my jacket, but I slap his hand when he tries to take off my dress. "I'll change in the bathroom."

"Fuck that, Pres, I caught you. Don't I deserve a reward." He teases .

Everything in me wants to scream yes, but when I look down at his arms my answer changes. Dark red gashes of my own creation trail up his forearm in three nasty lines.

It was him.

His erection.

His hand on my bare skin.

I hate this control he has over me. He's metal, and I'm a discarded magnet that has no hope of getting away. My soul and body knew that it was him behind me even if I was too shocked to realize it.

But I'm aware of it now, and I've got two years worth of self loathing that's tired of pining for my step brothers.

It's a dead end road, full of sleepless nights and mornings filled with exhaustion and disappointment. Nothing will ever happen even if I'd give my left arm for just one taste of the Donovan brothers.

Kai sends me a smirk that on a regular night would make me melt. Too much has happened today for me to feel anything romantic.

I lose it, and I punch him in the face so hard that he stumbles back, and falls on my bed. "Fuck you! Fuck both of you! You need to leave! NOW!!"

My scalding fury has reached its boiling point, Gunner snaps out of his trance and backs me up against the wall. He's so fast that I'm surprised I don't get whiplash.

The only thing that stops me from hitting my head against the wood is his hand at the back of my nape.

Peering up through raised lashes, he towers over me like a Greek god sent down from Olympus. His blue eyes shine with enough rage that it makes me shiver.

A dull throb starts in my clit as my pulse begins to race. Drawing closer to him, I fight the impulse to lift up on my toes and kiss him on the lips.

Gunner's jaw tenses before he finally speaks. "We're staying here because we can't trust you not to fucking go in dark corners by yourself, Presley. There are predators out there that you know nothing about! Now get undressed."

"No. Fuck you, Gunner. You don't get to tell me what to do anymore." I shout back.

Pressing his body against mine, he leans down, and rubs his erection against my belly. "Do you want me to put my mask back on? Or are you going to stop your shit, so that we can get more relaxed?"

"Are you going to stop your shit?" I fight back.

Kai laughs from his side of my tiny bedroom. He seems unbothered by the bruise that's beginning to form on his jawline. "You should have thought about that before you went on a date with another man."

Brushing past Gunner, I walk straight for Kai. I'm going to murder his ass. "Another man, as in singular. Why can't I have fun when you get to fuck everything with a vagina?"

Well, that shut him up, and double points goes to me because he does have the forthright to look sheepish. My heart aches at the thought of not being around them all the time, but separation is the only way I'll eventually find my peace.

Sighing, I rub my temples with my index fingers. I'm getting a headache, and all I want is for them to leave so I can decompress. They won't leave though, and I'm done trying to make them.

I ignore them, and walk to my dresser to grab my pjs. I'm two days past giving a fuck, so I take my dress off in front of them. I'm not so far gone that I take my underwear off, I don't blush until after the fact. Damn my foul temper.

Taking a deep cleansing breath, I put my pajama shorts on one foot at a time, then my shirt comes next. Only after do I reward them with my gaze.

Both are already naked, with their shafts in their hands. I've visualized this moment lots of times, but nowhere have I ever been clothed in my dream.

"Take off your top, Pres." Gunner's voice is hoarse with need.

This is the mother of all bad ideas, but it's not one that I can run away from. This is fate, or the universe, or maybe it's just simply meant to be.

Slowly, I begin unbuttoning my top from the bottom. With every movement of my fingers, they pump their cocks in their hands. There's an electric current swirling all around us, it's what you feel the moment before lightningstrikes.

"Crawl to us," Kai demands.

I hesitate, but not for long. Getting on all fours, I make my way to them. Wetness pools between my thighs the closer I get to them.

Gunner places his hand underneath my chin, and brings my gaze to his. “Good girl, but because you misbehaved you won’t get to come tonight.”

I whimper at his proclamation, this is my punishment for dating another man. “But please.” I beg.

“No, beautiful. You need to be punished. We aren’t good men, and we can’t be held responsible for what happens to Leo if you do this again. Understood?” Gunner asks.

I hate myself for being like this for them, but all I want to do is please them. I need that. I need them.

Turning to Kai, he smiles. “She’s ready brother, now let’s watch her fuck us with her mouth.”

Kai nods, then comes to stand right beside him. He’s hungry for me, they both are. I don’t wait for them to tell me what to do. I don’t know if I’ll ever have another opportunity, and I’m not going to waste any part of it.

Taking their large cocks in my hand, I lick one and then the other. They run their fingers through my hair as I take turns sucking on their cocks. Their cries of pleasure help me to become more bold.

In and out they move down my throat, I only gag once. My pussy begs me to take care of her, but I don’t. No, this is about them, and my need to claim their cocks as mine. If only for just one orgasm.

“Take us both in that pouty little mouth of yours, and let us fuck it until we coat your throat with our come.” I’m not sure which one of them says it, but I gladly comply.

Opening wide I swallow them down as much as I can. Water leaks from my eyes as they take control and fuck me until I’m absolutely filthy, I moan around them, and when their hands push down on my head challenging me to take them fully, I almost lose it.

We’re lost in each other, their eyes are locked on me, and their handsome faces are contorted in pure ecstasy. One more thrust is enough to send them over the edge.

My name spills out of their mouths as their come shoots down my throat and down my chin. I’m an absolute mess as they brand me theirs.

Exhaustion sets into my bones from the aftermath. Mentally, I’m fragile, I don’t know what’s expected now. Physically, I’m hanging on by a thin thread.

Gunner wipes my chin, as Kai turns on the shower. Placing me under the water they wash away my lust, and in its place is something much more dangerous.

They dry me off, then give me some time to collect my thoughts. I’m too tired to understand what a bad idea this was. That’ll come tomorrow.

When I walk out, my naked step brothers are lying comfortably in my bed. “Come lay down, Little Lamb." Gunner whispers.

Goosebumps appear at the mention of his new nickname for me. He’s right, I’m a little lamb willingly sacrificing herself to the lions.

He peels back the covers, and I climb over him to take my rightful place in the middle. Laying on my side, I face Kai, because I don't trust him anywhere near my ass right now.

He frowns. "But I wanted to be the big spoon."

I smile because this is what’s normal. "We can't always get what we want now can we?"

Gunner's deep voice tickles my ear as he settles behind me. "Kai stop being an asshole."

My breath hitches when Gunner wraps his arm around my waist. Evidently, he wants to be the big spoon, and his morning wood has risen a little early.

Kai shoots me a smug look making me roll my eyes. "Turn around, Kai, and mind your business."

He chuckles. "Gladly, I'm not opposed to being the little spoon. Especially when those delicious breasts are going to be at my back.

Snuggling up to my front, he takes my arm and places it around his middle. "Goodnight, Pres."

"Goodnight." I whisper as Gunner covers me with the blanket.

"Gunner?" I ask.

"Yes." His voice is thick with sleep.

"Why do you have a Jason mask, too?"

He tenses for only a moment before he gives me another command. "Go to sleep, Pres. "

I’ll be quiet for now, because I don't feel like fighting any more tonight, but I will find out. "Gunner?"

"What?" Surprisingly, he only sounds mildly irritated.

"Will you please turn on my ceiling fan? The amount of body heat y'all are putting out can't be normal."

He grunts. "Do you promise to go to sleep after?"

"Yep."

"Okay, brat, I can handle that." He smiles, before delivering a kiss to my upturned cheek.